
in the hospital pelita lati, right, in the room Dr. mila, Karmila Andini, seen a beautiful girl was listening to the doctor said carefully
yach, she is ditta Alia Aldiansyah, this innocent girl is now sitting down to hear what doctor mila said about the condition of her body that is increasingly declining
doctor Mila in front of him continues to look at him with a look of pity, I don't know, his article all this time he handled quite a lot of cases like this but among many of his patients, but among many patients, now the doctor only sees lia who looks calm and strong, with the disease in his suffering, whether made of what his heart, until it always looks strong, and always looks strong, thought doctor Mila who was staring at this 16-year-old girl in front of her
"so the rest of my life how much longer do doc?" ask her with a face garnished with her warm smile behind her niqab
but other things with the mila doctor who got the question, the mila doctor was seen, still silent without the intention of answering the question, even the mila doctor still stared at him with a question mark, full of question marks, even doctor mila always surprised with lia, is this lia strong to face the reality that seems to hit him many times since then?
this is the first time that doctor Mila has found a patient as strong as lia,,,
doctor Mila prefers to decide her gaze, when looking down, a tear falls just like that, without being prevented
lia who saw it also glazed glass, but with her endless lips carved her sweet smile
"doctor mila, would you please answer my question?" her speech was soft, and also her tears that continued to flow profusely, she said,
"lia, whether you really do not want to undergo treatment, at least we should try first," asked the doctor mila gently, without letting go of his eye contact with the lia in his presence
"doctor,, if I go through treatment, I'm not necessarily going to get well, so, I just want to be happy, in the rest of my life, I don't want to bother everyone who loves me" his speech is no less soft
"but, li, it would be better if we put in the effort first, I promise I'll help you get well, even if there's little chance, but we still have hope" clearly doctor mila as a side kkk on his
"just keep kha, I'm already in the fourth stage, even though kha mila is trying my best even as much as possible for me, but if God and destiny say otherwise, then there will be no possibility for us to oppose it" he said that made the heart of doctor mila more sick to hear him
"well, now be honest with li, why don't you want your family to know about this, they deserve to know because they're the most important people in your life" persuade the doctor mila by holding both hands on the desk
"no kha, I beg you, I don't want to bother them much, I don't want to make them worry too much about me" he replied honestly without lying a word
"so, please tell me honestly, how long will I stay?" add her tighten her second grip
"from now on, about 2 weeks away, but you don't be weak, fight your illness, you can certainly, really, the miracle is there," replied the doctor
"2 weeks, so I only have 14 more days, okay kha, but, can I ask for help with mila if the time is near?" she feels doubtful
"khaa, before I leave, I will leave this box and this letter to my family, please until, in it, there is my personal flash, my personal flash, also a piece of paper that may contain my letter to everyone, I beg you" he said as he slowly pushed a navy blue box with a piece of paper on top of it
"all right, I'll get this to your family later, if that's your decision" replied the doctor mila felt sedich
"don't be moody like that kha, kkk know right, I don't ever like people who are shy, I'll be fine kha, kkk calm aja yach?" his words tried to calm the doctor's sense of it
"huuh, how kkk not moody dheek, you, like there is no purpose in life anymore, even you look very, give up" said kha mila resigned
"khaa, I don't ever want to give up, never a bit of desire to give up at all, maybe this is the path of destiny that I have to live, I accept everything, I accept everything, I don't want to be selfish just because I don't accept what's going on in my life kha, I just try to accept everything, thank you, because I love me so much all this time, I know, I want me to stay alive because I feel familiar with me, but khaa, know that, in this world, nothing is eternal, not even a beast, not once, but khaa, he will die when his time comes, as well as mine, I am only a human being, if God does love me, God will still call me, promise me kha, to remain always the kind of kkk I know, and if one day I don't exist anymore in this world, please give understanding, both to the people I love, or even people who love and admire me" he said at length trying to give understanding to the doctor
"including radit?" cut the doctor's eyes intensely with a view locked only on her
"mhk-mhksd kkk?" ask her nervously
"don't assume I don't know about how you feel about radit lia, I know that, this morning, she blatantly said that you're beautiful right, with your clothes on?" the doctor looked at her
"emmm,," hearing that managed to make her nervous instantly
"and I'll see also her cake simple taste deep make this beautiful adek kkk, do you not know?" asked the doctor again in a seductive tone
"akh, kkk, whatan sich kha, kha radit, he ngk laah, simpen taste kkk mksd it for me, I'm the same kha radit it sahabatan kok, kok, man may be kha radit got the taste of it" his elak averted his gaze
"you may think like that li, but you who always subordinate your eyes to others do not know the meaning of the true radit gaze of the same you are to how, how, from the beginning I already know, even I have realized this" said the doctor with a thin smile
"k-kalo can be honest, I also had time to admire her kha, but I was afraid, I was afraid if I was just a temporary stopover for her, for her, I was afraid that if I had to take it off when I started to accept it, I was afraid, so, I never wanted to be serious because I was afraid" she replied
_**When Gus Fall in Love_
Jan forgot to leave a trail of all,,,
Sunday, June 19, 2022**