
"Is Rulianna... No. gabe.. It shouldn't be like that. If things turn out like this, I will definitely lose Anna. If she was Mark's sister, Mark would never have given it to me. How come? " Ryan looked back at Anna and examined her.
"Mark also has gray eyes. But her hair was different" Inner Ryan looked at Anna.
"There's no need to be afraid because Anna doesn't even recognize their maid" Ryan muttered softly. Yes, he breathed a sigh of relief.
"At any rate I have to marry her tomorrow and even if she is the young miss of the Holland family, I don't care because she will be part of the William family and she is already mine" Ryan said in his heart.
"Anna let's go" Ryan spoke as Anna looked at him and smiled.
"Didn't Marianna also have a smile like this? " Ryan's inner self in her daydream.
"Ryan, will you find Amelia's number for me? " Anna asked Ryan when he was near Ryan. Ryan nodded and kissed her forehead.
As they exit the Hotel and head to the parking lot, Ryan sees the Holland family's master and Mark's wife.
"I can't let them see Anna" Ryan looked at Anna and quickly took off his suit and put it on Anna.
"Today is so cold" Anna nodded at Ryan with a smile. Ryan didn't lie, the weather was really cold because it was night. Ryan walks to his car and opens the door for Anna. Annapun get in the car. When Ryan was about to get into the car, he heard a voice he recognized, Ryan used to spend time with him as a friend.
"Isn't this the young master of the William family? " Ryan looked back and saw Mark smiling at him.
"When did he come here? " Inner Ryan.
"of course. You're not wrong" Ryan also smiled at Mark.
"Fuck-up... It's Anna and Erza's eyes" Ryan thinks he's not wrong about Anna's secret. "Isn't today the birthday of our little young master?" Ask Mark. He taunts Ryan and takes a cigarette out of his pocket and puts it between his lips.
"So your son beat up my son? " Ask Mark.
"How did he know and did he see Anna? " Inner Ryan.
"That's because of your son's wrong words" Ryan watched Mark as he lit his cigarette and started smoking it.
"My son didn't tell me why, but you better not provoke me Ryan. Remember we're not friends anymore" Mark stared with an emotionless face and said to Ryan.
"If you know that I don't know anything" Ryan said as he tossed Mark's cigarette and stepped on it.
"But your grandparents knew that" Mark replied. All because of grandma. She's the woman Ryan hates the most.
"What if I find your sister. Is the engagement between the young miss of the Holland family and the young master of the William family still valid? " Ryan asked Mark because he wanted to know the answer. Mark's eyes were filled with pain as Ryan spoke of his sister. He still could not let go or forget.
"The engagement between the two of you has long since broken up. So even if he comes back or you find him, you'll never have him. You don't deserve it" With that Mark turned around and left.
"So that means other problems will come as well. He's already mine Mark" Inner Ryan. He smiled as he looked in the direction he was heading.
"Is your hand still hurting, baby? " Anna asked Ezra and got no answer. Ryan looked at Ezra and saw that he was sleeping and buried his face in Anna's chest.
"Ryan, can you take me home. I had something important there" Anna looked at Ryan and said. Ryan nodded at her and went to the house that Anna and Ezra lived in first. Ryan remembered how he went there every morning, thinking that Ezra's sister would come.
After they came to the place, Anna took Ezra to a room and placed him on the bed and out of the room. Ryan looked into the room and knew it belonged to a little boy, Ezra. Slowly Ryan walked into the room and took a picture on the table. Ezra, Anna, a woman and a man, they are middle-aged. Ryan watched them closely, and saw that Anna and Ezra really did not bear any resemblance to them. Ryan has to confirm this. Ryan's mind was screwed over by this. Ryan immediately came out of the room and went to find Anna.
"Anna" Ryan went to another room in the house and saw Anna sitting on the bed while burying her face in the palm of her hand. When she heard Ryan's voice, she looked at Ryan with teary eyes.
"This is it" Anna gives Ryan an envelope. And Ryan's heart started pounding. Ryan took it and looked at it
'Ruli. This isn't for you' The first writing of the letter. Ryan's toned heart rate was covered in pain as he looked at the small letters on it. Ryan looked at Anna as she stood up from the bed.
"Later come accompany Ezra" said Anna. With that Anna went to the room where Ezra slept. After Anna left, Ryan looked at the letter in his hand. Ryan opened it slowly and took out a piece of paper inside. Before reading it, Ryan closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
'Hey sir, I can't ask your name and I think you'll come so I can figure it out, but it's okay because you have to pay more attention to your wife' Ryan's eyes glazed over as he began to read it.
"Erza's death, it's all my fault" Ryan looked at the paper and continued reading.
'Sir, I feel like I'm going to leave soon and I hear them talking about my sister, but I know you'll come see me even if after I'm gone, I like you a lot sir and I trust you so that's why I'm telling you this. Please help me with something' Ryan held back his tears that fell on his cheek.
"Why is it so painful to read this? " Murm Ryan.
'Julianna Taradevi's. She is my sister and she is very beautiful. I didn't want to leave him, but he didn't come to see me for a long time. Sir, I heard two nurses talking about it and they said Rulianna sold herself to a man for money for my surgery. I don't want him because I don't want him to lose any part of his body. He's gonna be sick. I don't know which parts he sold on his body for me but I'm afraid sir. Please can you stop Ruli from selling her body. Please force him to complete his studies and can master help with all his affairs. He's so stupid'
'And sir a few days ago a scary man came and asked about Ruli. I say it because I'm afraid that person would hurt Rulianna'
'Sir, I'm gone, Pete came with my medicine. Thank you sir and may your baby and wife be healthy and strong. Don't show this to Ruli' That's a letter written by Erza Taradevandra, the sister of Rulianna Taradevi.
"Is this a real pain that a man can feel after losing someone important. The pain in my heart cannot be turned into words or anything else in the world" Ryan murmured with tears in his eyes. Ryan looked at the paper again and put it in his pocket.
Why does everything become like this. Why don't I go see him. I could have asked more about her that day without coming home as soon as the wicked woman spoke to me. Didn't Chris ask me to find out more about Anna. How can I let go of this pain inside of me. Erza died because of me, because of my family. I was the one who bought his sister. His sister sold herself to me. Erza doesn't even know what it means. He just thought Anna was selling parts of her body. If he knew I was that guy, would he like me? " Ryan daydreamed.he sat on the bed and scrambled tightly.
"I don't know... Why does everything become like this. I'm a fucking asshole and it's all because of me. I was so stupid and now I suffer because of it. He was just a child and he had to live and learn about many things, but he had to die prematurely. If I went there to see Anna without caring for Grandma's words, Erza would still be alive. Damn it... Chris's right. I'm missing the most important thing in my life because I believe Grandma's words" Ryan is still in his mind of distinguishing them.
"Ryan..." Ryan heard Anna's voice. He immediately stood up from the bed and walked towards Anna.
"Sorry" Ryan hugged Anna so tightly and kissed her hair. Ryan would never let Anna go.
"Because of me, Anna lost the person she loved in her life. I will give it my all and protect it with my life. I love her" Ryan hugged Anna.
"Rulianna we're getting married tomorrow" Ryan looked at Anna and said, Anna's eyes glazed over.