
"Ryan's really crazy" Inner Anna. He watched Ryan at breakfast. His heart could not deny the fact that Ryan was indeed handsome, but he was the bastard who forced Anna to do something. Anna's eyes were on Ryan's friend. Chris Williams. Not just a friend but also a cousin Ryan. Playboy acute. William's family men were really handsome, but Anna felt like hitting them both. Anna looked back at Ryan who was feeding Ezra. He's not even wearing his shirt. Anna wants to turn away from Ryan's body but can't, because Ryan has a god-like body, strong shoulders, as well as his six pack chest. Urghh Anna suddenly remembered how they had related that night. Ryan can crush Anna's body with his power. This man really had stamina in bed matters, but that night felt great with him.
"Wait... What I was thinking. Urghh.. Stop Anna... He's a jerk, don't forget that. The fact that Ryan is a pervert" Anna said inwardly as she continued to stare at Ryan.
Ryan obviously knows how to get Anna to stay with him and Ezra. Anna is thrilled that Ryan let Anna spend time with her son, but each time Anna remembers Erza. He felt he couldn't. Anna looked at Ryan, then she remembered how she had waited for Ryan four years ago. Ryan even had the guts to come to Anna's sister's grave. Anna still could not forget that and would not forget what was lost because of this person.
"Mom likes papa? " Anna returned to her consciousness when she heard her son's voice.
"Wait... What did Ezra just ask? " Inner Anna. He looked at Ezra and saw his son looking at him and Ryan was looking at him too.
"Mommy... No. gabe. Mommy only likes you" Anna smiled forcefully as she bit her lower lip hard. "Stop embarrassing yourself Anna" Inner Anna.
"But daddy likes you mommy. Am I not that daddy? " Ezra looked at Ryan and asked with his big, bright eyes. So sweet and handsome.
"Of course daddy likes your mommy" Anna looked at Ryan who was smiling at her.
"Listen mom, daddy likes you, so mommy has to be like daddy too" Ezra said.
"What... Why should mommy like it? " Reply Anna.
"Mommy also likes daddymu Ezra. Don't you see Nommy always staring at daddy? " Chris suddenly said.
"What the fuck are you? " Anna looked at the man who had just spoken. Chris Williams. "You really are seeing me. That's why I felt like someone was looking at me from earlier" Ryan smiled sweetly at Anna and said.
"Duck" Inner Anna.
"Good, mom, I love this" Ezra giggled in response to Ryan's words and smiled. Anna sees Ezra's smile and feels herself thinking of her sister, as Erza also has the same thing when smiling as Ezra. Without arguing with these three men, Anna nodded and continued eating.
Anna spends more than three hours with Ezra hugging and laughing, and Ezra finally falls asleep. Anna hugged Ezra and kissed her forehead while closing her eyes. I don't want Anna to think about Erza. Anna has fun with Ezra but she can't forget Erza, even for a second. Slowly Anna got up from the bed and walked towards the balcony in Ezra's room. Anna could clearly see the entire scene from there and the weather was getting colder as winter was about to arrive. Anna sighed and crossed both hands in her chest to alleviate the cold, then looked up at the sky. "How should I go, I can't let go of Ezra and leave him. I love it so much, but I can't stay here either, and Ryan makes things difficult. I wanted to leave him but I couldn't. Part of my heart is already attracted to him and I cannot betray myself. But every time I remember Erza, I wanted to run away from Ryan" Anna sighed deeply and decided to leave them. "Because I wasn't in their lives. I'm just a rented womb and my presence will only cause more trouble for them. But I can't just leave them alone, Ryan has done the wrong thing to me, but I can't leave him and my son either" Anna's beautiful Netra was filled with tears and she held it back without letting it flow.
"Anna" Anna heard Ryan's voice behind her, and at the same time Ryan wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her from behind and then Ryan buried her face in Anna's neck. Anna didn't want to push Ryan away, so she kept quiet.
"Thinking how to leave us? " Said Ryan. Anna froze when she heard what Ryan said.
"How did he know that? " Inner Anna.
"I just guessed it and I guess I was right" Ryan sighed deeply at Anna's neck and kissed her neck.
"Can? " Anna heard Ryan's voice again. And Ryan turned Anna's body to face her. Anna looked up at Ryan and saw he was staring at Anna.
"How can I stay here Ryan. Tell me. I can't forget everything that happened when I was with you. I can't..." Anna gripped the shirt hanging loosely on Ryan's body and asked him. Anna could not hold back her tears as she remembered how helpless she had been four years ago. Anna had no one and she lost her brother and her child.
"I never knew Rulianna. Sorry" Ryan said slowly.
"What... He never knew. Did he just say sorry? " Inner Anna.
"What are you sorry for? " Anna asked Ryan and took her eyes off her.
"I didn't know Erza was your brother and I was lied to. Sorry" Anna couldn't understand Ryan's words.
"Why... I don't understand what you're saying" Anna looked back at Ryan and spoke.
"Anna, listen to me, is there something Erza left for me. He said he had something for me that you brought" Ryan told Anna. Anna's entire body froze.
"What he just said. How could he know? " Inner Anna. His eyes were blurred as he looked at Ryan.
"Don't tell me the man Erza meant was her" Inner Anna.
"Is that you? " Anna asks Ryan and Ryan nods and wipes away Anna's tears.
"How is... How you know him. She's waiting for you" Anna hit Ryan's chest with a sob. Anna controls her voice so as not to get too tight because Ezra is still sleeping.
"I lost him because of you Ryan. Because of your whole family. I slept with you because I wanted to see him live as a healthy, strong boy and not for your family's dirty money" Anna said, not looking at Ryan's red eyes.
"It wasn't Rulianna's fault. I don't know any of this. I've been told so many unsuitable things about you, I believe what I hear, like a fool and I've lost so many important things"
"sorry. Pl-please... Don't leave me again. Don't leave Ezra. L'm... I will marry you and legally make you my wife and Ezra's mother. We're gonna stick together, okay? " Ryan kissed Anna's forehead and wiped the matanta water.
"I'll give you everything Rulianna. You just need to stay with me and Ezra" Anna looked into Ryan's red eyes and sighed as she placed her forehead on Ryan's chest.
"Let's be a family, okay? " Ryan kissed Anna's head and hugged her so tightly. Anna couldn't understand anything Ryan told her. Emotions surged into Anna when she heard Ryan's words.
"How should I trust him? " Anna said in her heart. He looked at Ryan again with a sigh.