THE POOR GIRL'S AMBITION

THE POOR GIRL'S AMBITION
On graduation



The amount of pressure of personal problems, made me persistently learn to avoid my sadness. Not felt , time goes by so fast , two and a half years already I have spent my college here with the status of a widow from Satria.Hearing the news I was soon at graduation makes me a little happy.


After mama sent her short message, through her trusted person Satria asked us for a good divorce - well . He handed me this apartment he gave me and sent me hundreds of millions chek. But I refused it, the apartment that had been changed into my name I returned to Satria again and also the Blackgold card I got from him I handed it to the messenger Satria.


I began to organize my messy life, starting from looking for small boarding houses close to campus and began looking for part time jobs so that later after graduation I could go home to my homeland . I who was used to being pampered by Satria felt a bit difficult to live the beginning - the beginning of my slump at that time. But as time went by I was able to pass through it patiently with the help of Naina, my best friend


By graduation day, the money I saved from my work was enough for my trip home .


I try to save money in this country by sometimes eating only once a day . But over time Naina found out about it and she often helped me with eating .


Naina is very considerate of me and I feel grateful for that.


Today, in our campus there will be a graduation S2 for graduates who get the value of Coumloud. And thank goodness, I got in it . Actually in my shadow first , today I can be accompanied by Satria . But in reality, the destiny of another will . My hope is only at the limit of my shadow, because the truth is that I have separated from it. More precisely, he has divorced me unilaterally and I have also agreed to his decision. Today it looks ,students - students who attend as graduates are very happy. Most of them brought their husbands, children, parents and even their in-laws .My heart was touched to see their happiness and also now those near me.Naina was also very happy. Beside her there is her lover named Leo and also Naina's grandmother appears present here.I do not want to envy to see their happiness, because I also had time to experience happiness with Satria in my life .


Naina who saw me daydreaming approached me


" It's a happy tear not because it's sad" I said to her


" Don't assume I'm your friend Aulia. I am your family here, you are not alone, I am beside you. I'll do anything so you can smile back . If necessary, I can find a good job for you here so that you do not go home and meet Satria again ", Naina said seriously


"No Naina, I already bought a plane ticket for me to come home tomorrow . Thank you Naina for your kindness all this time . I know I can't repay your kindness .I hope someday you can play at my house ."


"So you come home tomorrow?", ask me


"Yes Naina I'll be home tomorrow because I've finished my studies . It's time I went back to my hometown, the place where I was born and started living my life there .Even though Satria and I were in the same town but our place was very far away so there was no way we could meet again . I think now he is close to Riana, his former girlfriend because of the status of mama who wants to match Riana and Satria. ", I said glaring as if I was talking to myself.


Naina understood my current feelings, she could only shut up and cry to see my situation .