THE POOR GIRL'S AMBITION

Morning Sickness

I still can't believe I'm pregnant. To confirm my pregnancy, I went to the obstetrician with Naina before going to college.

There the doctor examined my body. After smearing my stomach with gel, inside the monitor screen, the doctor showed me the state of my baby.

" Look at my monitor, your baby's current state is very healthy and his heart rate is very good" said the doctor who showed my baby's heartbeat

It was clear my baby's heartbeat, I heard it so moved. It turned out that the baby growing in my womb already had a heartbeat.

Naina who accompanied me inside was also happy to look at me because soon there will be a cute and cute little angel.

According to the doctor's explanation, my gestational age has entered the tenth week and will experience morning sickness until the next few months .

I am currently on my way to campus, taking pictures of the results of the ultrasound and I sent it to Satria . Not to forget, I also photographed the results of the third test pack that I used to check my pregnancy yesterday .

Shortly afterwards Satria called me many times . I'm in class and I can't pick up the phone.

When the break arrived, I quickly grabbed my phone and there were 130 missed calls belonging to Satria and some of his message notifications because I was silent

I was afraid Satria was angry and reckless, so I called her immediately,

" Hello honey, I'm sorry I have class" I said.

Suddenly I felt nauseous and went straight to the nearest bathroom still with a video call with Satria .

"Darling, why are you?", Satria shouted out of concern for me

In front of the sink I spit out everything inside my stomach and immediately cleaned it

Hoek...

All the food and drink I had this morning came out.

"Darling you why?", asked Satria again to me

"I'm having morning sickness, baby. I will often experience nausea and vomiting early in pregnancy .This is common in pregnant women at the beginning - the beginning of pregnancy dear" I said

" Oh my God. I'm really very happy with the news of your pregnancy right now Dear.I'm sorry for not being by your side when you were in the position of our first child pregnant!"

"Want I touch our child in your stomach, baby, I miss you so much "

" I miss you too much my husband "

Long time we chat , let go of the longing we feel through the handpone. Satria has told her family, my father's family in the village and also did not forget the Bu Luci family about my pregnancy. This is great news for our extended family. Satria is unceasingly grateful because soon it will grow little Satria in my womb. He was very excited to wait for our baby.

I am still daydreaming shocked by Naina's behavior .

" Dream from just now , take this and eat . Pity your baby if you are short of food" he said, handing over a packet of food and drink he had brought from the canteen.

Naina's behavior reminds Aulia while still on the same campus with her husband, every day when the break arrives ,Satria will always bring her food .While in the morning, Satria always prepares a small meal for Aulia in order to be eaten given the habits of Aulia who can not eat breakfast , so Satria replaced the morning meal with only small meals that are still enough nutrients and protein.

Maybe because of the influence of pregnancy hormones, it makes me miss my husband so much . When I'm like this, we should be together. I imagined myself being able to indulge - spoiled at my husband and hug his body .

As I stopped my daydream, I realized that Naina was holding out food and drinks . I received the plastic package

"Thank you Nai" I said sincerely to Naina

Naina nodded her head while smiling at me . While I was, immediately opened the package of food and drink earlier and began to scoop it slowly - slowly and I put it into my mouth little by little .

" You miss your husband a lot?", asked Naina who seemed to see my heart

" Yes, perhaps because of the influence of pregnancy hormones" I answered with a reason

" Patience Aulia,gue with yesterday, he said tomorrow he would come here "

" I don't know either .Satria didn't talk about it on the phone earlier" I explained

" Had been waiting, loe's husband must have come here .Don't be so sensitive, love your child "

Bener said Naina now I'm more sensitive .I cry easily .Even when I remember Satria, I can cry alone .Many times I tried to balance my body and my mind . I now have a responsibility to my son . I don't want to be fragile because I'm so far apart from my husband .

I want to be a strong woman who can take care of myself and my baby so that we are equally strong .This flat belly of mine, it turns out like there's a movable fist - the dancing motion of my stomach . Maybe my baby is moving . I smiled curtly looking at my flat stomach and still touched it

"Please Deck , here we are fighting for our happiness later ", I said to my own baby .