THE POOR GIRL'S AMBITION

Miscarrying

For three days Satria accompanied me here lovingly .I was so spoiled, as if I were a queen as I read in fairy tales - fairy tales as a child . I didn't think this would happen in my life .My life, once full of insults and insults, will feel the happiness given by my beloved husband in a row - tubi .

Today Satria wants to return to our country, because she has been here for three days . During my time here, Satria was very sticky to me . We spend time together with a friendly and often joking laugh . We told her about our experiences when we were apart .

Just as we were about to go to the restaurant to celebrate our togetherness before he came back, suddenly Satria's car collided with a car speeding in the opposite direction to our car . The collision was loud enough that we both fainted on the spot .

Slowly - land I started to open my eyes . I was stunned to see the infusion hose attached to my body . In front of me there was Satria who got a stitch wound on her forehead and her hand was gib attached due to a mild fracture she suffered.She touched my hand gently and kissed my forehead when I woke up .

" Dear , forgive me ", she said while crying .

Hearing the words of Satria, I began to remember the incident when we had an accident yesterday.I also remembered the baby in my womb

" Dear , how is our son?", I asked him.

" I'm sorry Honey, our son couldn't survive because of that incident . And.....!" said the cut Satria.

Hearing my husband's words, my body felt helpless .My life seemed to be ruined for a moment . This is because we had to lose a baby that should have thrived in my womb . The baby we were expecting , the baby who was proud - proud by Satria ever since he knew that I was pregnant had returned to his lap - He.Maybe God loved my son so much that he was called - He was so quick

" Dear , Patience may be a test of God" said Satria to calm me down . Satria hugged me tightly even though she also felt the same pain as me

I exhaled strongly - strongly and took it off slowly to face the turbulent emotions in my heart .

" Yes dear, I'm sorry dear ", I said to her.

As I began to control my emotions and looked calmer, Satria approached me and said, "Honey, I want to tell you one thing "

" Let's say", I said curiously

" I want to tell you one thing , after you were on the kiret earlier , the doctor said it would be difficult for you to get pregnant again . Because there is a problem with your baby Dear, it causes you will later be difficult to get back pregnant Dear .", she said looking at me with pity . The look in her eyes showed that she was fragile at the moment, and I saw her.

I was struck by lightning during the day, I had just strengthened my fragile soul because I had just lost our child, now I was faced with the bitter reality again , that in the near future I can not get pregnant because my unwell fetus due to a collision that was too hard at the accident yesterday . I cried again in my husband's arms . It's like a nightmare to me . One unforgettable reality, comes another bitter reality in my life .