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Hp lying innocent on the table.I take by opening the screen one by one the contents of my chat with Aldi I read.My eyes watery, want to cry it feels .I felt so lost to Aldi in my life.Good people and attention .

And at that time my heart's eyes seemed to be tightly closed to the presence of Martin my past.

"Li don't stay up late.If your guy is a good guy, he's definitely not gonna call until midnight."

"Health care is more important.

Intentionally I never delete my chat with him.Thousands of words that go into hp , not a few that I reply.Today I consider it the word nyinyir from him, so busy organizing people's lives, so much,pretentious and seemed to have developed a deep sense of hatred from myself towards him.

Planting deep hatred is not good, but 'But ,my ego seems to defeat all of it.I hate Aldi even to death I will not look for.And I do not like it when arranged by him my life.Hate and hate until anytime.

A sense of regret, I do hate her .But, no matter why only now do I realize it.I want to apologize to him , pardon him or not.It does not matter. The thing I really hope to see her again.

Even because I miss him more and more, I always bring myself in a dream too.And I have often delirious, will his name.

"Li, wake you up to another nightmare son, Nyak sound woke up that morning.It just so happened to be a Sunday and a holiday.So, I don't need to go to school quickly.

"Nyak, am I late? be dead..

I got up and took a small clock to make an alarm, and I saw it was 7 o'clock more.Nyak just a head-scarf just saw my temper.Nyak open the window curtains, the sun has penetrated the wall of my room.

"Li, today is Sunday .And holiday ,oh, yes Nyak often pay attention lately.You often have nightmares while trying to call someone's name .

I'm finished, I know now.

And want to interrogate who the guy is.May Nyak do not know his name deh.Please, do not ask Nyak.I'm a monologue in my heart avert the look of the wall .

"Lia, hei Hearin Nyak not really ? kok bengong .Nyak tried to say hello with his hands to my face.And I know it, but I pretended not to listen to it.It is certain that if I open, it might discuss who the guy is?..

"I'm still sleepy, can I sleep again ?

Sigap I pull the blanket back by writhing the lazy.Face does not like Nyak out.I know for sure Nyak again thought.Kok I became lazy again.

As soon as he I came - kekemaren this has been a diligent person once.Ngak know only Nyak I am diligent because of him.

Sure it is, because kibul same child himself.Want to laugh big it feels now.

Babe was seen slacking her head on the door of my room while me and Nyak were debating just now.

"Don't sleep again Lia.Rapid wake up , bathe and breakfast now.The sound is well, The big sound Nyak out.Means he is really angry at me.And I'm not struggling anything now.

"Just let Li ,beres-beres .We have breakfast first.Babe is already this hungry.

Very grateful Babe came, and Nyak will not ask again as I thought.Happily my heart, lest you please ya.

"Don't think Nyak didn't ask again, Li.Please explain later who is Aldi ?.

Really and really unlucky, Why should Nyak know Aldi everything.I have clearly kept this secret tight.Toh what is the reality now ? Aldi and Aldi again.

I patted my mouth this sassy.Because I often beggau lah and mention the name of the Boy.Nyak so want to know once now.What should I explain the same Nyak later.I so tangent myself in his making.Do I have to be honest only ? .But, Nyak still Nyak.He will certainly be angry.Because he told me to go to school to study, not to find men.

What Nyak instilled my same , absolutely nothing wrong.Because he wants me to be a successful person , don't like he SD aja Nyak not finished.And you are the upperclassman Nyak at that time.

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"Sir, after adulthood later his ideals so what ? .Once asked directly to my dear sister.With a happy smiling face.She pinched my cheek gently.Dan rubbed my hair with affection.His face was radiant looking into my eyes.Graddling a ray of spirit from her.

"Good question, if you want a cryptographer.

Now I miss my dear sister .I know he's quiet in nature, but the shadows are always in my memory.

On the big bench behind the house, I'm the same brother always play with his ria.

A childhood that has many memories and I will never forget forever.

"Mbak, I miss mbak , miss playing together , eat together , go to school together.Without all the mbak not fun and I was just a little sister who did not understand the meaning of life at that time.

"Can we repeat that time again ? come into my dream mbak.I miss Mbak Rossa.Rindu as if to meet.I hugged tightly mbak Rossalia self photo that has run away and blurry.My heart is a little calm, I let my tears fall .And at least my heart is satisfied , this miss is a little treated.Although only venting alone without any direct response from my dear brother.

"Mother I pray all the time.May God forgive all sins and good deeds received at His side .

"Aamiin.And Rossa can be calm there.

Suddenly Babe was by my side and comforted me.I felt the loss of Babe and Nyak as well.

I ventured to open my memory album with my brother in childhood.There Nyak , Babe and my brother.Thankful to be part of their family.

Aldi ?

I saw that guy with glasses, like him.

Is that really Aldi ? And why doesn't Aldi recognize me.?

The guy noticed between caring and not recognizing me anymore.

With his ogre and arrogance he even shouted loudly into my ears straight away.

"Who are you really a girl ?

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