The PHP In

The PHP In
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Saturday , the time of the hour home.Everyone has run home ,Now just stay me with the guy just sit on his bench .And according to the message he sent me, he wants to talk to me .I approached the man and sat down on the bench next to him .With a breath and talk slowly.


"Li, I miss you, sorry if I sassy ". The man's voice slowly and gently while staring at me this time.And make me shocked and nervous, with his words.Honestly I also miss ,since the rejection of his love, and I already have a handler now that is Martin.From then he has avoided me .I know he's doing something like, to avoid heartache.


"In , you are not wrong anyway.And your apology this time has been for so many times stacked in the dictionary of my life", I reply again.


"Eh, there are many things that we have to talk about Li, can you ask for a little time?".


"Have spoken" I said, waiting for him to tell me this time.


"But it looks like we're looking for a place to chat somewhere else .Place while drinking coffee and talk we let it be good".And today I brought a car by chance.My motor is still in the workshop because there was an accident a little a week ago ", obviously the guy just told me.I gasp at the guy's words.


"You're colliding in the ?"


Aldi smiled sweetly at my question.


"It's just a wound in the knee and arm.Fall down from the bike is nothing".


I do not believe , it's fitting that Aldi just entered school again about 3 days.And it turns out he had an accident that is too late I know now.So no matter how good I am.


"Your eyes are red Li? " ,asked Aldi to look at my eyes that were spontaneously sad and willing to cry with worry.


"My eyes were clumsy at the study pen earlier.and I looked down again .I can't lie like that.


Aldi looked down once more at my still-red eyes.


"Can we ? still sick ? next time you have to be careful, Li.Untung this is not severe, it's really okay right?".


I just shook my head .


"Now it's been a little good, Serena who helped me use the drops earlier ."


"Yes already, we leave yuk .nongkong to Caffe langanannku".


In Caffe.


"Li, you don't have any more problems with your guy ? I'm just asking for a little time today." asked Aldi to open the conversation .After we occupied the chair while sipping coffee drink .


"Yes the name of the man dating.It is certain that at most we are bickering a little", I shake my head right I can not tell the story of my problems that I am facing.


"Ouh, he said flatly there was a sense of disappointment I heard .Maybe he was hoping that I would have to tell the uneg-uneg that I had in my head.


"Lia hear me ! my feelings are the same you are still the same as before.Make you Li, but baby you prefer the guy.Keep it, just calm down,I've mengikhlaskan you with others.Because I know the toughest point of loving someone is to let him be with his loved ones .Even though it's not really me "sahut Aldi lirih staring far without glancing at me again.


I let out a long sigh.My eyes lowered downwards.Just right my gaze towards my own drink.


Aldi looked back at me laughing.


I know he harbors such deep disappointment about his feelings that I cannot reply.That's why he laughs as if he amuses himself.I return silent not knowing to answer with a reply I can't laugh, not even to smile.


Aldi put his hand over my hand and rubbed it slowly.


"Li what has happened to you ? you who are usually cheerful full of laughter tell me a lot".


"I ..?


"Do you mind accompanying me to chat for today? if so, I'm sorry.".


His voice apologized expectantly etched into his face.


"In the ,I'm fine kok.And there is no problem in the slightest to accompany you today.I think for the next you do not like this again ya.Kan you know I already have Brother Martin.May you understand ya keep distance to me.


"It's okay, if that's it you want.I'm sorry for my recklessness this .You yourself are so uncomfortable near me .


Aldi tried to understand all that was seen once from the frown of his forehead.Maybe this is already his destiny and his path, because as strong as anything Aldi to be with me but it feels difficult and impossible.


I lowered my head back with tears dripping slowly.I hurriedly rubbed it before being seen by Aldi.However, the coworker had already seen it.


"Your sleep has been messed up lately, hasn't it ? your eyes look different..


I nodded again because I couldn't stand the feeling of covering up what I was going through .


"There are many things that disturb my mind Di," I said softly.


"That's why you daydream a lot today.Without telling me the truth that happened to me.",


Aldi looked back at me closely.And I did not dare to look into his eyes directly this time.Henning and silent no more talks between us.


A WA notification appeared on her phone screen, I accidentally caught a glimpse of the name 'Kanjeng Ratu ".


And that's definitely a girl .I haven't had time to make a quick sound the guy took his lying at the table.He was busy contacting someone.


"It's important now ! "


The guy passed away busy with his cellphone.Tu right I did not care about it.It turns out true my guess .Aldi already has a girlfriend.Basic mode also him, so long disappeared .Uh, you don't have a path with a new boyfriend again.Is this a revenge tactic he yes because of rejection from me.If it means so b**h his me.


Aldi came back again and sat back in his chair earlier.And continued drinking again.His face beaming happily finished receiving the call.


"I'm sorry .I called you a long time ago, right? Yes, that is if the queen if again kangen .Admired ya".said Aldi explained to me without any taste at all.Should he be honest with me the same as who he called just now.Wait, why yes now I'm the sewot himself.Not her I already have Brother Martin ,why do I feel like a jealous person ?.


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