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"Good morning", I greet my two friends, Serena and Wenti, with the position of my mouth still chewing gum.

"For 'morning, tumben you diligent Li," led Serena on me .I know it was a mockery of Serena and no comentlah.

"There's another problem Li? " ,asked Wanti to know about the change in my face this time.Just stop typing busy with the tab screen .I just muttered and chose to open my screen while Serena was busy opening her pr book copying the contekkan of my duty.

"So you why the hell is Li ? " tanya Wanti fit home from school when riding his motorbike.I took a breath and exhaled deeply was ready to open the talk.

"Because I'm fit - passan the same ex-boyfriend with his girlfriend".

"Hem, your upset ass didn't fall into thinness until now .That's what the cause is ", said Wenti trying to understand and understand.

From going to school to going home my face was pouting.Although during learning can focus but the same tone of my voice is not okay aka bad moodyan.

"Yes you already know right now Wanti, why I'm so upset", I said again.

"Because of Brother Martin".

I imagine the ex wants to smear the guy's face with a shoe polish.

"When we met at the mall on purpose it was my manasin guy .You don't know she messed up with her new boyfriend .Whose heart is not hot try."

"Keep ye ye ye jealous kayak gini.Means ye have not been able to move on from himself you know Li", said Wenti reminded me again.I slightly emptied my face forward and whispered into the ear of the girl ,he was focused on driving the bike again.

"Hem, it's hot on my heart at the girl's special".

Wenti sighed, now it was the girl's turn who looked upset apparently.

"Which part of it makes you upset Li, Realize Li he's a person of your past aka has become an ex.So forget it", said Wenti a little furious .

"The time she seduced me back as much as the girl went to the toilet, stalked my elbow" I clearly remembered what happened yesterday.

"Your ex's pencil Li.Alias's unsettling failure to move on is also like you", ridiculed Wenti laughed out loud.I just shrugged my shoulders in doubt and touched the nature of the Martin.After arriving in front of my house ,Wenti also left.

"Not come in yet, Wen? ".

"Other times Li, I'll go home first, see you at school tomorrow."

The girl disappeared in front of me.I stepped foot towards the porch of the house looks Nyak was busy cleaning the house.

I greeted the woman who had given birth with a happy smile.

"Eat ya Li, it's cooked well you know".

"Beres Nyak, I went inside first Nyak."

Nyak replied with a nod and assented .I step foot into my room .

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I do not think about my ex-boyfriend.How dare he mdngodaku back that clearly he already has.Memories with Brother Martin spread from my memory back.Before I knew I often blushed shy, fun, and happy,salting likes if in sedain.Things silly and nosy Brother Martin make me happy just, bikin laugh but make hate alias pissed.Sometimes also nagenin too.

Since the break up, I did not expect to see her again .Somehow when there is no bond with him again.God as if - deliberately to make me meet him, It is very difficult to feel him to avoid his presence.

Sometimes there are indeed many happy moments that are missed when with him once.The beautiful memories have now been changed with emotions and a sense of disappointment that is so deep.

Can be imagined how at that time I was upset his heartbreak of the guy.Makanya I tried to gather my efforts to avoid the guy , singing songs dirahalau , eat no control, dik,abis was often busy myself, learn mulu have fun mulu, fortunately there is Serena and Wanti who is this nemanin me.

All the way home from the plaza.I glanced from inside the taxi there was a motorbike following me from behind .Seems familiar no longer, will be the figure of the guy.Who else if not the ex.I told the driver to speed up his car to quickly get in front of my house.

And sure enough after I got off the taxi, Brother Martin followed me to my house.I quickly went inside the house .When I got to my room, I heard the sound of the motorcycle leaving.

I don't think about my ex, like there's no work to do with life anymore.Do what try?

I opened my shoes and chose to lay down my body on the bed.I opened my phone and now my eyes are screened at the mobile phone surfing on my social media this time.But for a moment I feel saturated.Feel nothing interesting will fill in it.

And now I'm downloading the candy crush game .Make my new game this time.

I opened my closet drawer, from my eyes to the red box.Well, that's a gift from my ex .Slowly the contents were visible, it was a bracelet and I just remembered the first time the guy put it in my hand.

"Beautiful, dear?", asked Brother Martin at that time.I nodded happily and happily it felt like we could give the bracelet what else we couple an .

"Thank you brother, I like it", whispered to his ears make a guy feel happy .And he menci** this cute jidatku.Honestly that time I felt embarrassed blushed for him.I became salting once .

"Thank God you like ".

Since then I always keep the gift items well.Because one day problem that's why this couple bracelet I save to the box again .Hoping to someday be able to erase the shadow of the guy from my memory but real now this bracelet back reminds me of him.Entah what might he be my first love who just first loved people the pain of losing a loved one is new in my life.Or maybe I haven't been able to give a little time to grieve for the timeline of grief.What's true also said two of my friends were also because I was too often stalking his account.Will I have not had a closure for this wound.Byet accept the fact that our relationship really has not ended as it should.Sometimes I also feel a great sense of guilt towards itself .But that's not entirely true yet