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I met Aldi in the park when I came home from school.Because I have promised myself as much as I hate Aldi.I must still say thank you to him.Because when he passed out he had helped me.Well, I must still say thank you to him,when I passed out, Serena did not enter because she was in the race for the next few days of the city school-level Olympics, her host of other schools.Usually there is Serena who is always there,as if it was my other fate, I fainted Aldi who quickly gave me help.

"Thank you for the one who yesterday helped me when I passed out and drove home too", I said a little smile thin.Entahlah since I humiliated him , as if my life is less excited .And I hold off on talking, a little talk.What is considered important I just talk.

"It's our duty as friends to help each other Li.Thank God now you're healed and can learn again", said he smiled happily looking at me.I don't know it's a big smile sincerely or in the middle of the mode.As if I mean something that is not good.

"Yes, then I go home first",

I just left him, 'cause to me a debt of gratitude he's paid .At least one day there will be nothing else that makes him ask me to return.

"Wait ..!

Shouted Aldi's voice behind me.Just as I stepped he had told me to stop.Areally do you want this child? She wanted to scold me again because I left her in this disrespectful way.

"Stop not stepping ...! adding him again made me cancel my intention to increase my walking pace forward.

He ran a little after my step from my seat and he who was the one we were talking to went to where I am standing now.He held my hand spontaneously .Honestly I was shocked too, I suddenly an Aldi who had been famous for his cuek dare to touch my hands.With cool and pretentious familiar.

Our eyes looked at our hands holding each other.She turned her gaze right opposite me .My heart was beating fast, as if there was a rhyming vibration vibrating in my heart.Sense of frenzy cenut.What is with the feeling now .Thunders in the chest as if it was hard to stop.

"Look at me, let me be honest", asked him to start talking this time.Make me nervous as if my eyes do not dare to challenge both eyes directly.If only I wear sunglasses, I'll wear sunglasses,of course he won't know my facial expression now .New red shrimp tubs peeled skin and then put into frying oil.

"Yes" I almost ran out of words coming out of my mouth.

"Don't be afraid Li.look at your face until the redness is so.And remember this again."

The guy smiled amusedly while tidying up my hair that had been messy bangs up to my eyes and closed because in the breeze blowing the park.While my palms sweat a lot.Perhaps because groggy and just this time as close as now to the guy.She took her handkerchief to wipe the sweat from my hands.Soath I was so embarrassed.As if I was spoiled like a queen by Aldi now.

"I've harbored this feeling for a long time, will you be the special person in my life?" said Aldi began to be honest with me.What ? He means shoot me now.I have to answer what now .?

No.Not Aldi who I expected, but others.I hate Aldi .And I can't love her .I let go of our grasp earlier.And suddenly Aldi was shocked.I walked away from him.

"Lia if you can't answer now.It's okay.I'm not going to force", it sounds very soft words.From me giving meaningless hope .It was about time I was honest.

"It doesn't matter Li.Thank you for the honesty, I actually already know I'll get an answer like this.But if the problem of feeling can't be forced".

I left Aldi with his disappointment.As if from earlier Martin's shadow that haunts me.That's why I can't lie to myself.To accept Aldi's feelings .And one more thing I hate Aldi as if this hatred has been attached to me.

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I chose not to go to school .Because I don't want to see Aldi's face for one day.I have to give head and brain rest .In order not to be in the memory of the thought of love from Aldi.But then suddenly I miss Brother Martin.Cowok who I have estimated centuries of his taste until now.And it has moldy I wait for love from him .But I have not dared also to approach himself even just to say hello to his doang.I am friends on his social account but I did not dare also send a message to him .I think how he is insensitive - they also.Must use what code I have with him so that he understands and understands .And the signals we need to connect to each other.

"I miss you , 'so we meet again at school yah ganteng ", muttered me while looking more closely at the social media profile of her.

"If we were dating, surely we would have been ayang beb, right ?".

"Sister Martin don't miss me now?"

I'm obsessed with getting that guy's love.

Unaware I've been in Nyak pergoki from earlier.That's a good thing I quickly realized.And immediately save the phone to my desk drawer.

"Li's dinner, the babe is already waiting for a meal together" Nyak's voice told me.

Fortunately, Nyak did not hear the curses about my feelings that were obsessed with love with my upperclassman.

"Alright Nyak".

I followed Nyak from behind to the dining room.Where there was already Babe waiting for my presence and Nyak to taste dinner together.

"There are tempeh, tamarind, salted fish and sambal telor a lot of Nyak cook the favorite menu of the father of all this",said the Father who most eagerly took the rice first to put on his plate and accompanied by put the side dish as well.He washed his hands and previously prayed the same almighty.After that directly devoured it.

"I can be fat if I can cook a lot of menus like this continue", I also asked to do like my father put on a rice plate and accompanied by side dishes .Pray and devour it immediately.And the last turn Nyak also do the same.