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I just broke up with Brother Martin, who I finally called my ex.We've been in this relationship for 10 months and 15 days and we have to end our relationship 2 months before we even had 11 months of dating.
It feels very strange if I talk about it, because he is my greatest heartbreak.He had an affair with Helena his childhood friend was.Padala he himself convinced me that Helena is only his best friend is no more than that.
"Just believe me Li, Helena I consider as a friend is nothing more than that" he explained when it convinced me.
"Don't lie to me, baby .I could so desperately wish for our love ", so I cried sobbing before them.
"From now on we just break up."
I went to leave them, with their innocence they went on a date back.
Finally know me what it's like the days after my heartbreak.The first day when I open my eyes, I no longer see a message from you .Pain in the chest is still very pronounced, but to say hello to him will not want to anymore.
During the day, the void began to feel everything looks different.Still no him.Should I get used to it, I just stumped a smile with an anger.Be like fine.
When night falls, we usually tell each other about what we have been through together .Laughing happily together .Different from the situation I now feel alone .Our happiness has faded and replaced with a deep heartache.
Though I have always understood how she is related to Helena.Silent behind me they have been made .And from the 2nd account I know.Because I was curious to walk using a fake account, from there I finally knew .
Aldi once reminded me that Brother Martin is not a good guy for me.But I did not listen to the man's words.
"Li, that's not a good guy Li .He has betrayed your love" the man explained to me.
"What care are you .Don't interfere with my relationship with Brother Martin.You're just a person outside of our relationship."
"But I saw for myself that they were making out in Li's garden, believe me the same".
"Already Di, Don't interfere anymore.Leave me here alone.Don't bother me".
That guy according to what I said, actually his heart weight stepped on his feet .But he forced it.I know Aldi did like he should not take revenge like this.But self-hate Brother Martin to me.
Though it has been 6 months running we live each other's lives but only I still hope Brother Martin decides Helena and turn with me again.How come b***h her I hope so much for her love even though it has been betrayed.
I just called IG Kak Martin's stalking again.Rupanya he has deleted his photo with Helena best friend, I'm amazingly happy.As if this is hard code for me there is a chance to turn it back with him.
However, after two weeks he uploaded another photo of a new girl. And have changed boyfriend again apparently.I was sad to see it, ridiculous I was even addicted to IG stalking filled with photos of duuan with his new girlfriend .
Wenti and Serena comforted me when I was sad.They were always there for me and tried to advise me.
"Stop to stalk the person who hurt you, try to forget" said Wenti patiently comforting me.
"If you keep stalking him, this will not stop the heartache and hurt if you keep stalking him because the main key to move on is to stop looking out ", Serena added.
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Glasses and coffee became our tongkrongan friends .Seraya tells hahahaa hihihi huhuu..
The lights in my house illuminate the entire night that is almost late at night.Still with the same chatter sometimes bored and lazy and then proceed to another story.
Immediately I sat in front of the monitor screen of an obsolete laptop that I had half a year.My hands danced on the keyboard in rhythm with the brain who wanted to express something to right click then in explorer to the hard disk of the brain whose size bytenya not kilo bytes ,mega byte or giga byte but takter up to byte.Video from the results of our camera was saved to the flasdisk.And until finally they have slept soundly I see.And finally I also sleep in beside them.
"Li, Nyak Babe came home ", the sound of Nyak from outside made me wake up from my sleep.I rushed towards the door .My two friends don't seem to be awake yet.
"Buy,Babe .Lia misses ".
I immediately embraced them with pleasure.
"Who's staying here Li ? " babe asked, looking at the motorbike parked in front of my house.
"For Babe, by ", greet the voices of both of them simultaneously .I haven't answered my question yet .The two of them had already appeared together with happy smiling faces.
"Eh, Miss Wenti, Miss Serena" said Nyak welcome their arrival.We also ate together in the morning that day.After satisfied they went home and say goodbye to me.
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I blinked my eyes and opened my eyes wide.I took the flat object with the apple logo and opened the watch and roomchat.
Line:Golve later afternoon guys ...
And 35 other chat notifications.Lazy I read too.
I came out of my room to fill my stomach because the worms were hungry .I saw at the dinner table was full of food there tofu , tempeh and various vegetables laiinya.
"Wow, the delicious Nyak cuisine today.Feel otw ya into my stomach."
Finish eating I relax on the terrace while watching my favorite Korean drama.The film is nice and romantic ,sometimes I fantasize about getting a guy like a handsome and charming Korean.Sometimes I don't want to sleep until the story is finished.Actually I just liked Drakor recently , whereas previously I liked soap operas .And ever since I became friends with Serena, I've been crazy about Drakor.
"Li, why are you laughing to yourself ?" asked Nyak with an astonished expression joined sitting near me.I focused on watching Drakor without caring about Nyak's words just now .
"Eh, you're saying, you hear me ? " shouted Nyak with a little big voice.
"I didn't know it was coming.Sorry - sorry .I'm looking at a Korean drama".
