
Sunday morning was truly a historic day for Afnan and Kahfi. For Afnan there is happiness in itself but now his heart hesitates when he sees the response of Ayumi who is different from usual.
'You really why Ay?' afnan screams in his heart.
Both Afnan's eyebrows are interlocked, his hands twitching his temples near the eyes. 'Thinking Ayumi could make me dizzy like this, ' Afnan's inner self in heart.
"Bang, what's wrong with you?" kahfi asked Afnan while sipping a glass of coffee he brought from the kitchen.
Afnan raised his head and looked at Kahfi who looked panicked but hidden.
"Urus aja Rara, do not need to ask about Ayumi," said Afnan who began to be disturbed by questions that were unclear Kahfi.
"Lho Bang, Ayumi will remain Kahfi's business. Rara was just Ayumi's best friend, for what she cared about," replied Kahfi who was getting upset.
"Then why ask Ayumi? School friends are not, neighbors are also far away" said Afnan who began to ketus.
Afnan does not want to be rivaled to get Ayumi, Afnan quite memorized by Kahfi characters who easily spread charm but easily dispelled if they have got someone they want.
"Ang? Since when do you care about Ayumi. Just become his homeroom teacher had belaguang not because, how to be his lover," ucal Kahfi fishing talk.
"Aamiin to Rabb. That's what you want, to be an important part of Ayumi's life" Afnan explained.
"Oh, so here's the answer. A classroom guardian who loves his or her own students. Blind love isn't it?" said Kahfi who continues to tease Afnan.
"Diem you little boy. You fit hold a prayer beads and read the Qur'an he said he wanted penance to be a playboy. I don't have to interfere with Abang's business," said Afnan upset and glared at Kahfi who looked relaxed.
Kahfi just rolled both his eyes lazily, in Seperi's face by Afnan. These two brothers are like Tim and Jerry, if close always raising the flag to continue fighting and arguing. However, if the two are far apart, they pay attention to each other and support each other's activities.
"Ayumi is different. First meeting Ayumi at Grandma Arsy's house, Kahfi immediately fell in love, Bang. But, the more here, the more difficult to approach," said Kahfi slowly considering all the initial meeting with Ayumi when giving news of his grief.
Afnan just leaned his body on the living room sofa, since just closed his eyes and massaged his forehead with his right hand because of dizziness, but still still listening to Kahfi's words. Afnan opened his eyes, then looked at Kahfi as if in disbelief.
Kahfi still grapples with the coffee glass in his hand, occasionally blown due to the heat and then slowly inhaled to make a sound ********delight from drinking coffee.
Feeling himself being stared at earlier, Kahfi raised his head and returned Afnan's sharp gaze casually.
"Why Bang? How can Kahfi see a ghost?" kahfi said.
Then lowered his head again busy with his hot coffee that did not go cold. Anxious feeling like he wanted to take a sip and spend it all and then sleep in his room.
"You really like Ayumi, Fi?" tanya Afnan slowly looked at Kahfi's eyes and looked for honesty there.
Despite being busy with his hot coffee, Kahfi still hears questions posed by Afnan. His common sense thought to answer him without hurting his brother's feelings who also liked Ayumi as much as he did.
"Indeed beautiful and graceful," Afnan said, as Kahfi described Ayumi and praised her, Afnan remembered Ayumi's face and smile that seemed innocent and natural without anything covered up.
"Something seems to be in love, love for his own students" Kahfi teased and gulped down the coffee.
"Basar sister does not know in profit," cried Afnan to Kahfi then threw a sofa cushion near him towards Kahfi.
Kahfi swiftly dodged and shifted his body to the side so as not to be hit by deadly shots from Afnan.
Kahfi only smiled then chuckled while holding her aching stomach from laughing too much.
"The shot misses guys, do not need to go up blood dong, if you say yes, look also times," Kahfi told Afnan in a mocking tone.
"Can't if your mouth's on them. Unfaithfully talking people. Learn to organize your heart for a good girl not bar-bar like Diana," said Afnan brought up Kahfi's past with annoyance.
"Hum, same with Diana. The bars are necessary, make Bang experience, ever dapet bar-bar, now again gaspol looking for the sholehah, and everything is in Ayumi," said Kahfi with his leisure. Kahfi deliberately opened his own secret to let Afnan know. In addition, Kahfi wanted to know how Afnan responded when Kahfi tried to be honest about his feelings with Ayumi.
"Honestly, brother, do you like Ayumi?" asked Afnan while squinting his eyes.
Kahfi only glanced at Afnan.
"Honestly Bang, Kahfi does like Bang as Ayumi, but Kahfi can control Kahfi feelings so as not to continue to cultivate Kahfi likes into love," said Kahfi slowly. It does not feel good to lie to your own feelings let alone not be honest with Afnan his own siblings.
Kahfi just wanted to appreciate Afnan's feelings more. It is better for Kahfi to keep everything to herself, to love her beloved girl in silence, and to always mention her maiden name in one third of the night without getting tired.
His heart could no longer be shaken as Kahfi begged to stop being a wandering man of love. However, at that time also Allah SWT brought together Kahfi and Ayumi in a less precise time dimension.
The longer the love grows and develops. Kahfi only thought maybe because this girl was beautiful until Kahfi was fascinated. Kahfi is a man who is easily attracted to beautiful girls and easily forgets. Trying to forget Ayumi instead makes Kahfi even more crazy to meet because of longing.
So no wonder, every moment of meeting Kahfi and Ayumi accidentally, Kahfi is more rigid, indifferent and stupid. But in fact the sense of worry exceeds the feeling of a husband to his wife, very close and so close. What this feeling really is.
The gift of love that Allah SWT gives is so beautiful and powerful, that Kahfi is difficult to control this love.
Kahfi only wants to love the girl of his worship because the Ridho Allah SWT and love the girl of his worship does not exceed his love for Allah SWT and His Apostle.
"Fi, you're not kidding me anymore, are you?" ask Afnan to Kahfi.
"According to Brother? Kahfi was joking? There was a time when Bang joked and didn't, and it wasn't the right time" Kahfi said slowly and left Afnan alone.
Kahfi walked towards her bedroom with an unrelenting feeling.