The Moon Among the Stars

23

With a heavy heart Kahfi must walk to accompany Rara around the happy park. All that Kahfi did for Ayumi.

While Ayumi sat in the garden chair accompanied by Afnan there.

"Why did you have to take public transport? Brother went to the house to pick you up, Grandma said he had gone on public transport," asked Afnan slowly and gently.

Ayumi heard Afnan's question, her gaze blankly staring at the starlit sky.

"Ojumi? Why are you silent? Your attitude is very cold now, not as good as yesterday," said Afnan slowly looking at Ayumi's face from the side.

"Ayumi just wants to be independent. Do not want to make people bother, want to live life with their own efforts," said Ayumi slowly explained.

Afnan heard Ayumi's reply just clucked and let out a long sigh. Then looked closely at Ayumi's eyes.

"You're my girl, my future son-in-law. No word of trouble for you. Brother relented if you are not yet serious with Brother. Brother will continue to wait for you at any time, there will never be anyone who can separate the hearts of both of us" said Afnan softly.

"Sister, never indulge in too much uncertain hope. The point is to learn to take care of it first, show seriousness to keep the heart," said Ayumi slowly.

"Will Brother show Brother's seriousness to keep Big Brother's heart fixed for a Ayumi. Hold the promise of Big Brother, Ayumi," Afnan said to Ayumi.

Ayumi looked at Afnan with the sweetest smile.

"Ayumi held onto Kak Afnan's words to guard her heart and wait for Ayumi. Pursue the ideals of Kak Afnan, if you want to continue your study to Egypt, please," said Ayumi slowly keep soothing heart.

"Sister will leave for Egypt after Brother's disciple gets the graduation announcement. Brother will continue S2 there, and will return one or two years later" said Afnan explained.

"Go Kak Afnan, pursue Big Brother's ideals. Make proud parents and family brother. Ayumi will keep this heart until the time comes. Allow Ayumi to do all things with Ayumi's own efforts. It is not Ayumi who refuses the help and attention of Brother, there Ayumi will feel heavy later" said Ayumi slowly explained.

"But sometimes you can meet my brother?" ask Afnan slowly.

"Good steps don't. Enjoy and live it all without putting your heart forward" Ayumi replied slowly.

"Alright if it has become Ayumi's decision and will. Brother can only obey. Success always makes Ayumi to quickly complete her studies and get a doctor's degree in accordance with Ayumi's ideals. We will meet at times and places and become different people later in life, but still with the same love," said Afnan softly.

His heart accepted this decision. Afnan wanted a togetherness not a temporary separation like this. With togetherness, they can both support each other, motivate, help and complement each other.

But Ayumi is still the hardened Ayumi, who wants perfection in her own way.

"Give one of the most basic reasons to Brother, why would you prefer to do everything yourself?" ask Afnan to Ayumi.

Ayumi smiled, then replied firmly, "Ayumi wants to get everything with Allah SWT. Not because of lust."

Ayumi's words were pouring down on my heart, Afnan. Pain but not touched. 'What have I been doing all this time was a mistake?' ask Afnan to himself.

Ayumi turned her head and looked at Afnan as if she knew and understood what Afnan was thinking.

"It's not a mistake, it's destiny. But, how do we react," said Ayumi slowly and then smiled.

Afnan gawked at Ayumi's words just now.

"What do you know about my heart right now?" ask Afnan curious.

"Sister promised you, Ayumi," Afnan said with confidence.

The universe could have given a test at an inappropriate time in our opinion. It can happen when we are happy or when we are sad.

"Please promise yourself, not to Ayumi" Ayumi said slowly.

Ayumi stood up and looked around the park, looking for the whereabouts of her best friend Rara and Kak Kahfi.

"We eat first Ay, Brother hungry," said Afnan slowly reasoned that he could always be close to Ayumi.

"Sorry Brother. It's night, we have to go home. Ayumi wanted to find Rara first," said Ayumi slowly and left Afnan alone.

Ayumi had already spun the park twice, but still did not find Rara and Kahfi. 'Should I just go home, it's late at night, ' Ayumi's inner self in her heart.

The distance from the park to the house is not far, a quick walk only takes ten minutes. Ayumi turned to the left and to the right, but did not find the whereabouts of her best friend.

Ayumi quickly stepped on her foot towards the house. Of course walking in the dark in a quiet and lonely street situation makes Ayumi's hair stand irregularly. The cold and the night breeze that pierced the skin made Ayumi's body shiver slightly.

Ayumi's feelings are getting more and more unreasonable, there is fear, anxiety and panic is not clear. Ayumi half ran small to get home quickly.

"Goddessa!" kahfi shouted from beside the deserted road.

"Kahfi? Which rara?" ayumi asked as she glanced left and right.

"I'm sorry Brother. Brother is disbelieving to look after Rara. Rara had already returned to Grandma Arsy's house first," Kahfi said weakly as Ayumi stared intently at her eyes.

From a distance, Afnan stared at the togetherness of Ayumi, his favorite girl with Kahfi, his biological sister. Afnan knew that his sister was also fascinated and fell in love with Ayumi.

'What charm do you have Ayumi, so I have to fight over your heart to be fully imprisoned just for me. Even I had to compete with my own brother to get his soul and body completely, ' Afnan's inner self.

"Kak Kahfi what is Rara?!" yell Ayumi loudly.

"Silent Ayumi, later thought people, Brother is hurting you," said Kahfi slowly.

The look on Ayumi's face was already irritated and hateful towards Kahfi.

"Sister never knows, it feels unreliable by his own friends. When our best friend even suspects we play a drama behind him. Ever thought of getting there, brother?" ayumi said loudly.

"Sister never thought that way, because Big Brother loves you Ayumi!" kahfi said in a loud voice.

Hearing Kahfi's words, Ayumi closed her eyes for a moment as if thinking.

"Never say the word love, if you can not appreciate the meaning of love," cried Ayumi.

Ayumi left Kahfi, and ran as fast as she could while crying.

It was breaking his heart at this moment. Her chest is so tight. His blood flow stopped flowing. Her crying made her chest hurt.