
Zian was silent, not a word was able to come out of his lips even though Dimas continued to attack him with painful sentences. He felt like he was the most evil man on earth. Now all the man had in mind was to find Naya and bring her home.
Without excuse, Zian snatched the keys to the car on the table, then left Dimas alone in his house. Dimas was only able to shake his head to see the behavior of his boss.
Now you know what it feels like to be sorry. Enjoy your regrets, boss. Naya chose to go it was because of your mistake, Inner Dimas.
After Zian's departure, Dimas immediately stepped out of the simple house, then locked the door. For a while, Dimas remained silent there, his mind guessing where Naya had gone.
"Naya went where? He's sick and very weak. He can do what with the condition of the body that weak," murmured Dimas.
Dimas pulled the phone out of his suit pocket and contacted someone. Ask for help in finding Naya. Then after the connection was broken, Dimas left the place.
****
It was late, but Zian was still going around looking for Naya out there. For hours of searching, but there was no sign of his wife.
"Where is he going? He didn't even have any money." murmured Zian with a speck of clear liquid that escaped through his eye's tail. "I never gave him enough money for his own purposes. Now he's out there alone. What he'll eat, and he can't eat anything."
What if Naya's cold out there. What if Nayaku's starving? And what if he has stomach pain, dizziness or even nosebleeds... As he has been through so often. What if he faints on the street. Will there be good people to help him?
Those thoughts kept popping up in Zian's mind. Her tears seemed to be breaking down forcing her out. Although he continued to try to hold it, but the enormous regret and guilt made him unable to do anything but cry for the wife who had gone somewhere.
"I have to go home, what if Naya comes home and doesn't find me at home. Yes, he will definitely go home," Zian told himself and rushed to the car.
After twenty minutes, Zian arrived at the front of the house, hoping that Naya would return home. But again, we have to swallow disappointment. Because there's no one in that house.
Zian then went inside and sat leaning against the sofa. The door was left open in hopes of Naya appearing there.
Mused. Recalling all his actions to his wife over the course of the year.
Zian directed his gaze to the door. It was there that he once pushed Naya violently to stagger to the porch, while driving her away and closing the door by slamming her hard.
I-i'm sorry! I won't repeat it again. Please don't throw me out. Open the door, please let me in. Naya's voice from behind the crying door begs to be forgiven as Zian shooes her back into Zian's ears, making the man cry again - - realizing how rude it has been to treat his wife all along.
"May..."
The shadows kept haunting him. Zian remembered everything. When Naya sells her car and gives her money to Zian, instead of being happy, the man gets so angry that Naya has to kneel down to apologize to him.
Zian was still sitting on the sofa when his ears caught the sound of broken glass coming from the kitchen. Naya who almost broke things every day. Every time Naya did that, which to her was a mistake, Zian would hit her hard. And stupidly, Zian only realized after his brother, Doctor Fahri explained, that due to the pain that afflicted him, Naya's vision sometimes became blurry.
"I'm sorry, Naya. Please come back."
By dawn, Zian was still awake. Sit on the living room sofa adjacent to the entrance. The door was left wide open until cold air from outside entered the house.
****
Not long after, Zian made his way to Naya's room, laying her body on the shabby bed. Just a few minutes lying there, sweat had drenched his body. The heat in the room made him unable to stand it.
How could I be this cruel. All this time I slept in a comfortable room, while my wife slept in this unworthy room. He didn't even have a pillow and a blanket. Why am I being this cruel to him. Just because I wanted Kia, I made Naya suffer.
Zian then pulled out his phone. Open a gallery and search for Naya's photos on her phone. Unfortunately, there were no photos of Naya there.
Zian then opened the instagram app and typed in Kanaya Indhira Adiwinata's name in the search.
His eyes were glued to find Naya's instagram account that had not been activated for a long time. Zian then opened the photos one by one, looking at him with tears. How sad the smile of a teenage girl before entering into her life.
Until finally Zian found a photo that makes his whole body feel bristled, his heart rhythm faster than usual, even his breathing shortened.
A beautiful smile of a teenage girl in a bone white dress. With a necklace bearing Kia's name hanging from her neck. Zian still remembered that plain face.
"Kia? This is a picture of Kia. Why is Kia's photo on Naya's Instagram?" Zian tried to deduce his findings. "What does that mean, Naya is Kia?" Zian muttered to himself with tears.
The man immediately opened a short video of a teenage girl playing the piano and singing a song in her sweet voice. Zian so deeply permeated the melodious voice while closing his eyes. The same voice that made her fall in love the first time she heard it.
This voice, this face... Naya is Kia? murmured Zian in the heart.
Opening the photos and videos one by one, Zian wanted to make sure that Naya was Kia or not. And suddenly Zian again cried when he realized the name Kia which is the initials of the name of the wife.
Kia´s... Kanaya Indhira Adiwinata's. Yes, Kia is Naya's initials. Why am I this stupid? Why I never realized it before.
Zian also recalled seeing a scar resembling a gunshot scar on the right abdomen of his wife. And Naya once stared at Zian's leather jacket she had worn on the day of the incident. There were no words that could explain how devastated Zian felt to be aware of everything. Naya is the Kia she's been looking for. A cheerful girl who later became a quiet and introverted girl because of her husband who treated her like trash.
Zian wept looking at the photo, his heart pierced by thousands of knives, finding the photo where Naya performed at the opening of the Azkara family car showroom. The man recalled the first time he saw a beautiful girl playing the piano and singing a song. Zian instantly fell in love at first sight at the girl.
Until an accident almost hit the girl when the hanging decorative lights fell and almost hit her. Zian swiftly ran towards the girl and pushed her so they fell to the floor.
Zian covered the girl's body with his, so as not to be hit by the light shards, the instant the room darkened. However, when the lights in the corner of the room came back on, the girl was already absent. And, somehow the necklace bearing Kia's name could be in her hands.
At that time, Zian continued to search for the girl for weeks, until an event occurred that would make him feel guilty for the rest of his life. When accidentally fired one shot and somehow the young girl was there and became the victim of his shooting.
And, most sadly, the girl he had sought for five years was with him and had become his wife. However, Zian is blinded by his love for Kia, thus deliberately hurting Naya in various ways.
Zian was shackled in deep regret. He kept crying and crying for Naya.
He recalled his conversation with Evan. When her sister said the girl Zian was looking for was not interested in becoming a queen in the Kia Group kingdom and preferred her husband who was just an ordinary man. Naya loves Zian so much that she ignores a big boss of Kia Group owners and prefers her husband to be a mechanic.
But when everything was revealed, the girl chose to give up. Naya has left everything. He carries his own heart wound.
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