The Love That Remains

desirability

pov malika

I looked at myself in the mirror, my God.Will that be me?right that's me, it looks like a ghost in a white dress with random hair2an for not finding a comb in a place this wide.

am I locked up?no, nana was forced to bring me this residence because the secretary ben had caught our escape who finally failed with threats if we left then he would report to the chairman,and I was taken into hiding by nana at the grandfather's house who said his own owner never set foot here again.

right, this room is on the right wing of the big house like a palace owned by grandfather, this old room with rooms large enough to just sleep or do other activities, this is an old room with a room large enough to just sleep or do other activities,a large wooden bed with transparent white mosquito nets hanging on each side looks warm and beautiful, I'm sure the owner is a woman who likes enough beauty and cleanliness, what is this nana room?

apparently not, nana said this belonged to the late wife of his grandfather named grace, he was a blonde woman of Dutch blood who lived here since he was a child, deservedly, just like that, the taste is a mixture of traditional and slightly ancient western ala2.

but it's beautiful, I'm comfortable here, at least I feel like there's something alive in this loneliness, I hold my stomach, gently rub it and continue to feel the warmth of my own strokes.

"hold on, your father will pick us up."

whisper me on my stomach that is still flat but my expedition exceeds that of him real or not, I daydream and sit on the side of the bed, remembering the face of darwin, oh how much I miss him.

these few days I have cried, I have longed, I am sad to have betrayed the trust of Darwin, I am afraid of loss, and because I feel like the dumbest woman in the world.

"he's coming, miss, get ready."

Degh, I thumped, and I told him, I know what he meant was my husband's darwin, after a long argument with grandfather, finally they decided to wait for darwin to come as a granddaughter, but really finally darwin gave up,finally he came to throw all his ego and stubbornness to grandfather?

I'm grateful if they make peace, but on the other hand I'm still afraid of grandfather, he won't just forgive darwin, will he?there must be a requirement they have to agree on.

right, nana says they argue, sorry has come out of darwin's mouth, even nana saw darwin squat at grandfather's feet and cry, my god.My husband, I have never seen him that weak, I have never seen him,just imagine I want to cry.

the third day, I was restless, since yesterday I did not desire to eat, my mind was only on darwin, if grandfather did not find the agreement, would we really2 be separated?

I cried again, cried again, imagined leaving darwin, imagined my son would be taken, imagined the grandfather who would throw me away because it was no longer needed, Darwin who hated me, he said,I'll be alone in a world I never knew, arya bangs will laugh at me, won't I? mom, can I still meet you?

I hugged my feet in the middle2 of my lamentation on the big bed, waiting for an uncertain possibility, hoping that the man who is my husband still fighting for me in front of my grandfather, oh my god.

the sound of the door rattling, did nana come to give you more alot news? I want to cry, I want to roar2 yelling darwin's name, but surely no one's heard, and said this is one of the soundproof rooms and a little far from the main house, no one will hear me.

the face was grazing behind the door, as soon as my body wanted to move but somehow arrived2 my body was limp, my tears were flowing again,I could only reach for the big pillow that was near me for me to hug or to hide my face later, and darwin stepped up quickly to grab me, I was on his deck tightly, he said,when the field chest touched my face I was sobbing and sobbing2.

"forgive me.sorry..sorry me..I beg you not to hate meuuu, hhuuu, hiks.." hisakku in the warm embrace of darwin, Darwin breathes softly, huuu,I could feel it through his chest that was going up and down, looking calm to calm me down.

*****

darwin was half lying on the bed, he leaned his back on the head of the bed, I was still held in his arms, his hands were still gently stroking my head, I felt warm and calm, very comfortable in his arms at this moment.

"let me know, why didn't you tell me? why go, why go with nana."

I sighed, darwin really should know, what I feel right now is a fear that I have never expressed.

"grandfather..I made a deal with grandfather." I felt darwin's hand stop rubbing my head, I moved my face more and more to his chest and hid there, would darwin be angry? well.he has every right to be angry.

"i thought the old man threatened you at that fucking dinner, and why are you so obedient to him?."

"sadly.we owe it to grandfather, especially me, he saved my life, he brought us together, found me with you, and.I heard he also silence2 helped your business a lot."

"shit, really, he sacrificed too much."

"are you guys better?."

"ignored in what sense? grandpa's still stubborn."

"like you." I smiled, raised my head so I could see the look of the face I had been missing for a few days.

darwin sighed again, he put his forehead on my forehead, I felt his breath blowing so warmly on my face.

"don't do it again, just go without telling me, no matter what happens don't leave without my permission."

"hm, forgive me."

"did I scare you?you should surprise me with her in your womb, why call nana, would I get angry? I'm his father, you left unannounced that makes me mad at you, as if2 you don't trust me."

"that's because I heard you, I heard your talk with Nana, your reasons for not wanting to have children, and your resentment and disappointment with your grandfather, I don't want you to come back feeling disappointed in me if you know I'm pregnant,I know this kid's just Grandpa's wish, not yours."

darwin looked at me, he was holding back his anger at me, what he was thinking but I knew he was angry right now.

"heh, malik, all this time what exactly did you think of me?without asking me like2 you know all my heart."

he scolded me, but I knew I could answer that anger.

"you don't want to tell me, you always keep your pride in the deepest parts of your body, you keep all your pain yourself don't want to share with me or just let it go to me, I should ask,what do you think about me by your side, just the electricity?just sleep with a friend?."

I debated it, Darwin drew a bitter smile for me.

"do you want it?."

"what?."

"that kid?."

"your son Darwin, our son, and of course I want him."

seriate....

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