
malika pov's
that night was still night2 gripping me, there were several messages from my mother who continuously asked me bang arya, mother to tears made a video call at that time, but, but,I'm right2 don't know where bang arya is, and I can't tell you what happened that made bang arya arrived2 disappear, really...lying to a mother who does not know what2 in his physical condition like that makes my heart hurt, however mom once took care of me and silent2 love behind bang arya.
finally I decided to meet with secretary ben, of course without darwin's knowledge, that afternoon when darwin was busy2nya there was a meeting at the office from morning until late afternoon I sneaked to call secretary ben and made an appointment to meet at the cafe near the office, he agreed,it's just can't linger 2 because darwin will know if they settle 2 make a meeting behind him, it will provoke his anger again, ben avoid it.
"secretary ben, where's bang arya now?."
I said when we met face to face and ordered a drink.
"miss, would you like to meet her?."
secretary Ben looked at me seriously, I was surprised by his offer.
"what can?."
"maybe, the chairman also allows, but the lady must also get permission from darwin as the husband of the lady."
"oh.he wants to let me not ya." I bit my lower lip was thinking what reason I would make2 so darwin would let me.
"just be honest, miss."
"no way, he must be furious."
"nona !". secretary ben called me with his calm voice, so I looked at him with a gaze of surprise because he was caught panicking by himself, not yet what2 I had imagined darwin angry2 later.
"y.yeah?".
"talk to Darwin first, if he agrees please contact me again, and there is a message from the chairman."
"message?what message?." I'm a little afraid of grandpa's message, wait, he didn't ask about my moon coming again right?ah. why am I getting burdened with this deal.
"the chairman said, if you meet your brother, that's the last day you meet him."
"WHAT? are you guys gonna kill him? I beg you not....
"no miss, let me finish my sentence first."
I saw secretary ben sigh, maybe he was upset with my attitude that always came to conclusions that were not necessarily happening.
"the Chairman said that when it was time to release your mother and sister, let them live their own way2, now you have become the responsibility of lord darwin and chairman, no matter what happens to you, you are responsible,the Chief will look after you after the young master, they will both be in charge of you at all times, so be prepared, miss."
kata2 from sekertaris ben hurt my heart, especially imagining a mother who now has trouble finding bang arya because of my actions, remember again how I used to live with my mother, helped her sell fish in the market, and then,not to mention the mother who is often injured by bang arya if bang arya is unconscious because of drunk, who will later take care of the mother if bang arya can not be found, he said,I will definitely look for him 2though with the rest 2 of his energy because he is tired.
want to cry, but I hold it, I don't want a secretary ben to see me crying over the person who's been hurting me all this time, even though bang arya is cruel to me, actually he's been looking after mom all this time, too,even with his rude attitude.
"how could I let them go, they're my family."
"miss, chief and lord darwin are the family of the current lady and so on, those who will take care of the miss without hurting you."
really not hurt?if grandpa knew I was pregnant, wouldn't he be sure to separate me from Darwin, wouldn't it hurt?I'm still thinking about where to throw it after I give birth later, the child I bear he will take and darwin will hate me all his life, then me...? what will my fate be like?I certainly will not live or not after I leave everything to grandfather later, my life, my love, the fruits of my heart and my happiness will be forcibly taken away by grandfather.ya god I really 2 want to cry now.
"secretary ben ! do you right2 have no idea what grandpa's planning on doing to me later? I'm afraid he'll separate me from darwin."
"there's no way miss, the chairman told you to marry the young master why should the chairman separate you from the young master?."
right, that's ridiculous, but that's grandpa, you don't even know the deal he made was so threatening to me when he agreed, I've knocked it all out on grandpa, my life and death in his hands right now.
"preferably you return, Darwin will find you later." secretary ben look at the watch in his hand, I also think it's been too long outside, too,I don't want my husband to know if I sneak out to meet the secretary ben, I end up saying goodbye to ben, he's just saying yes.
"contact me if you're ready to meet your sister."
ben's secretary's last message to me as I was about to get out the door of the cafe, I just sighed, how could I be this miserable, really2 stifling life.
seriate.....
epilogues
"where is my wife?." Darwin walked out of her meeting room, she asked the wulan who was walking by her side.
"it looks like the lady is waiting in the cafeteria, she had said she wanted to eat a salad made by the canteen" replied wulan
"go back to work, I'll catch up with my wife."
"good sir."
a smile emanated on Darwin's face, while stepping wide towards the elevator that would take him to the canteen, Darwin pulled the tie knot on his collar, just a few hours apart, he missed his wife very much.