
Tonight Herman sits alone on the balcony, kicking off the stars and moon that currently look very clear and beautiful.
Remembering Devi, the woman he loved, without tears Herman just flowed.
"Devi, why should you go. I still love you so much, I miss all the attention from you. Look, baby, the kids are grown now. Devia your daughter is so beautiful, she looks so much like you" Herman said, holding a picture frame of Devi.
Herman recalls his time with Devi.
"If only I could take your place, maybe I'd do Devi's, for you and the kids"
"You know, honey? even to this day, I can't love Meysha, I just think of her as a stepmother to the children, not my wife" Herman said, sobbing.
"You've been dead for 17 years, baby, but this love remains the same and will never change"
He hugged the picture frame tightly again, while imagining Devi's face.
Exhausted by crying, Herman fell asleep.
"Geez, Herman sleeps here" Meysha said.
"Mas.. Let's get up" said Meysha to build her husband.
"Ah, uh yes. Jesus, I fell asleep" Herman said later.
Herman stood up from the chair and passed away from there.
Meysha sat down, and saw a photo of her best friend Devi.
Then he looked up at the sky, and lamented a deep sorrow.
"Devi, I know my husband still loves you, I'm pretty sure he's just pretending to love me"
"You know Devi, I'm very sick, but this is not my wish at all. I thought, as time went by, Herman would love me, but it turned out to be all Devi's fault" Meysha said with tears in her eyes.
"Am I being selfish? if I wish my husband would love me Devi? yes, I want my husband to love me. I've been trying to be a good mother to your kids."
"Because I really love both of them so much, I already consider them like my own children, but I also want to be loved by Devi. Hiks. I'm such a selfish woman"
Then Meysha followed her husband into the room.
"You've been sleeping?" meysha asked who saw her husband sleeping while turning her back to him.
There's no answer!
"Until when are we like this, until when will you avoid me and continue to pretend well in front of the children" said Meysha.
Then she lay down on her back to her husband.
Whatever effort Meysha did did not make Herman's heart melt, because he only loved Devi, the woman he loved so much.
"I'm sorry Meysha, I only love Devi, only Devi the woman I love and until then will remain that way. Devi is a tough woman who until anytime there is no other woman I love besides Devi." murmured Herman in his heart.
Then the two fell asleep in their respective dreamland.
Elsewhere, Devano was busy smiling to himself, thinking about the woman who had been his heart.
He was busy thinking about how to express his heart to the woman.
Because what Devano thought was, he was afraid that his heart would reject his feelings.