The Love Behind Friendship

meysha again

I remember what happened 2 years ago, again I felt guilty about it. I feel ashamed of myself. I want to curse myself who does not know this self.

Even now you could say she was the one who was always there for me, the woman I betrayed first. I was so upset and moved with myself.

When I found out Devi was pregnant. I decided to take care of her, yes it was my apology even though my mistake would not be erased with just me helping and taking care of her as long as she was pregnant.

I'm so happy that Devi's son is a twin. I can't wait for the birth of my son.

I always took the time to visit Devi's house I took good care of her.

I've heard from doctors that Devi is very weak and she's not strong enough to contain two fetuses and I don't know what the cause is. It could be because he had experienced trauma due to Rudi's treatment of him.

That's where I took the initiative to keep him. Because I already consider him as my own brother. Remembering how her struggles were always there when I needed her.

I always help her clean the house and cook for her and Herman.

Herman always thanked me for helping his wife.

I'm happy to see Herman and Devi happy. I see they've been getting romantic ever since Devi got pregnant. And moreover, their babies are twins.

Devi was very lucky to get a man as good as Herman, as soon as my mind said" God if you later meet me with my soul mate, I hope that man is not much different from Herman, his attitude and actions" I daydreamed and was shocked by Devi.

"Heyyyyyyy" said Devi.

I was immediately shocked and cursed" ah you're a Dev, you startled me, how about I hang, I can't take care of you" I said annoyed.

"When Dev, I am given the same chance of happiness as God, I envy Dev see you happy, while I am what, I am just always left behind and ignored" I said sadly.

"Ten aunty, do not be sad there will be Dede who will nemenin aunty later if aunty lonely" said Devi with a little tone in the cheats right.

"Well, aunty, always healthy, born, aunty really wants to play with you" I said with a laugh.

Devi can always make me happy in her own way. I am always sad to remember my betrayal.

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Tonight I will eat with my friends, yes they are all married and only I am unmarried. I know they'll make fun of me later, but I'll still come to the reunion. I may have ignored that rare event.

At 19:30 I arrived at a bar not far from the city center. I saw old High School friends and then we hugged each other and kissed the right and left cheeks.

We started telling them what happened during our high school graduation and I told them all about me.

They seem to feel sorry for me, but somehow this is the destiny of God. Want to not want, like not like I still have to live it sincerely.

Yuk stopped by the author's latest novel whose title is "BUCIN MAXIMUM" new up yes.

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