
I could only cry and immediately signed the surgical decree from the doctor. I don't want to take any chances. I just hope God gives me time to make my wife and my two children happy.
I saw my wife's struggle in childbirth, I clasped my wife's hand firmly, I didn't want to let go of my wife's. Then he screamed in pain that made me unbearable.
"Darling, I'm not strong enough, sick....
That's how my wife screams at me. But I always encouraged him and encouraged him.
"I tipped them mas, Take good care of them love it they mas never hurt her"
"No dear, we'll take care of them together until they grow up and we'll age together. Hold on, baby"
After a long process, I heard the sound of baby crying.
oek.... oek....
oekkk..
I heard the sound of my two babies crying.
Then I saw my wife getting weaker and sister half screaming.
"Dok, the critical patient's state doc. Anfal Patient.
deg. deg .. deg ....
As soon as my heart shakes.
"honey, don't go, don't leave me and the kids. Don't let me take care of her alone" I said in tears.
I held my baby close to her and I said "Look at my love, this is our baby they are so handsome and beautiful" I said in tears.
I saw my wife smiling at the two babies.
But it was like he was holding back so much pain.
"Mas, donate this heart to meysa and take good care of our children, sorry I can't be with you anymore" he said in a brick.
"no baby don't say that"
Mesyha who was still weakly dressed patient followed us to the operating room. Meysha cried to see Devi suffer and then Devi also left our son to Meysha and at once she put my hand and meysha's hand together.
Then I said, "I trust my son to you both, Mey I leave my children to be good mothers to them"
Meysha and I were shocked to hear Devi's words.
Shortly after, Devi breathed her last breath.
I was instantly weak and shouted I sting not want to lose her. I yelled at the doctor "Dok, save my wife doc, I don't want to lose my wife doc"
"The wife of the father, already facing the creator, let her go sir, so that she is calm there" said the doctor.
I cried hysterically, then both Devi's parents took the twins over from me and meysha.
"Darling, maybe you should let go, thank you for giving birth to our children, they must be happy to have a strong mother like you dear, happy resting baby. I will always love you" I said trying to be tough with the situation.
Then this time is the surgical process of transplanting the liver to meysha.
meysha was in the operating room.they were all waiting in front of the operating room, there were Herman, Nisa,Della,Abdul and Rudi.
About 3 hours later the operation was completed. The doctor came out and said Alhamdulillah that the operation went smoothly.
Finally, they are thankful to God.
Meysha was moved to the ICU because of her weakened condition.
Herman unceasingly carried the twins he hoped that his daughter and son would later accept the fact that the mother who gave birth to him had returned to the creator.
3 Days since Devi's death. The family took over the twins temporarily, and allowed Herman to calm his heart and mind.
Devi's mother comes to Herman who is still pensive on the sofa "Son, you have to continue your life, pity the twins already do not have a mother, and now it is neglected by his father who has not given up the departure of his mother"
"Yes Ma'am, I'll let Devi go, and I'll try to pass Devi's trust on me Mom, I'll see the twins first"
Herman goes to the twin room and looks like the twins are sleeping, "I'm sorry father son, I've ignored you, may you be a tough child even without the mother giving her life for you, you owe a lot to my dear mother" Herman peeked at her two children.
So late Herman in grief he has not yet given a name to his twin babies.