The Love Behind Friendship

mourn

POV RUDI'S

I didn't expect you to leave so soon Dev, I still couldn't believe that you were gone among us anymore.

I also hurt Dev, heard the news that you were dead, all of us, but my pain was relieved when I saw your little princess, she looked so much like you Dev.

You're the greatest woman I've ever met, and I still love you so much. I've already considered you as my own sister. Dev why did you leave so soon, but the conclusion is God did love you so much, that he took you faster than us, yes, from us who continue to waste you while being with us.

I will never forget Dev, I will never forget my first love. Although now I already have a soulmate that is Nisa, but this heart kept your name Masi.

I saw her little daughter Devi, she was so funny that she smiled at me, and at once I remembered Devi's smile that I had seen until now and how much I missed her. The woman I once wasted and I stayed because of my stupidity.

Oh god how sinful I am. Why did you take her so fast, God. I haven't even paid for all my sins to her.

When I saw the twins crying my heart was crying. I know Herman is so hurt right now how not Herman is a husband who loves his wife so much. It even exceeded his own life but now he really could not see his wife anymore.

"Thank you Rudi for reminding me, I love Devi so much, why she died I am Rudi, am I not a good husband for her, hiks..."

"Herman don't cry Devi anymore, let her calm down there, she's with God now, she won't feel pain anymore" Nisa said.

I just haven't been able to strengthen my heart even I can't imagine how my days would be without the mother of the children.

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Today, Meysha was discharged from the hospital as she was recovering from her illness.

He did not go home but went to Devi's house, when he got there meysha crying and hugging the twins. "Darling, this is mama, mama meysha, mama will think of you as your own baby. Your mother has already left you to mama. Healthy always yes my children. Make your mother proud there. mama will take good care of you here" rich meysha crying.

Mesha went to the bathroom and ablution.then he performed the prayer dzuhur, after the prayer he also prayed "God, why did you take my friend, why so soon you took him from me this, this, I haven't even made amends to her, God forgive her all my mistakes, I know you've taken care of her there. She's good she's an angelic hearted woman, so how could you not give her the best place by your side. God let me make amends for him by taking care of the two children he gave birth to and risking his life. God, why don't you let her be happy in a minute. Why don't I just take god, why should he , why should he be god... Devi I will always love you and I will always remember you until when you are, I Miss you my best friend".