The Long Waiting of My True Love
Chapter 18
We also began to tell stories at length and tell the unexpected we could meet from a few months or even almost a year long we greeted each other on whatsapp but only this time we met face to face.
Sometimes we include sani in our conversations, family and even other not-so-important things become the material of our story in filling our time at that time.
Every now and then I look at me meaningfully I can only look at the mango juice in front of me once in a while I look at the sucker and hold the pipette to take my eyes off.
I'm still awkward about this meeting.
Suddenly I offended my indifferent behavior and made him even more curious. I was embarrassed to hear there was nothing I could say because that was my mood at the time.After a few hours there we decided to go home. I'm sleepy about it. Before he came home he asked again
"when can we meet again?" said.
"maybe tomorrow if I can "say briefly.
"if tomorrow so yaudah say it now so, if not can also be okay really" he said seriously.
"let's pick me up tomorrow" I replied.
After he drove me home at first I used to be a little different my face was bright and happy like a person in love.
But this isn't falling in love I haven't stirred up a taste for her yet.
Tomorrow he sent me a whatsapp message making sure we'd meet again. In one of the cafes not far from where I live, REY CAFE.
But that's not a problem for me. He's not who I am, we're just friends. It is no longer time for me to look at men of his age but his maturity to think.
At that time he wanted to eat, he asked me for permission to eat first. I agreed and drank my favorite mango juice. While waiting for the Petra bang to finish eating once in a while I played a straw and stirred it up.
After he finished eating he cleaned the dishes in front of him and asked the waiter who was not far from our table to clean our table.
He likes to look at me so deeply that I can't say anything, I just look down occasionally I stare to my left and right side avoiding his gaze. He smiled and saw me wrong. I don't think I was breathing when he looked at me again I was pointing my head out.
Start him expressing his feelings, at first I just smile honestly it feels like my chest is tight like not breathing he always looks at me deeply. Without me knowing it I said
"don't look at me. Is there anything else from me?" I said while covering my face with my palm.
"so how? Want or not ?" ask her while smiling.
"should now? Isn't it too fast ?" I'm a little bit of a welder.
"it's up to you to answer now or tomorrow. Tap me asking now". He said what I think is a seriousness to him.
I'm getting awkward and misbehaving. The question I have not answered I began to tremble if I could just get home without traveling I think I chose that rather than answer the question that I think is ridiculous because as soon as I can cause I think it's pretty hard and too fast. But if it's too soon, we haven't known each other for a long time.
I could only pray in my heart I was confused, hoping for a way out.
