The Long Waiting of My True Love
Chapter 12
I began to explain my heart. I started shaking.
" So gini bang, after my brother said yesterday my brother's feelings towards me, I'm really happy because the man I love loves loves me too. But there's something that's really a burden on me that's a matter of our trust. We are different religions. I don't want that to be our problem later on. It's not a small thing it's a very sensitive realm in my opinion. So from now on I hope you can go through the task with passion without expecting any more messages from me. I've decided not to love you for real let me be with your shadow." I said with tears full.
How hard it hit Ahmad's heart to read a message from me. Then he called me but he couldn't say much less he was just silent and I was talking at the time. He finally understood my point and tried to accept it.
" It's true that you said deck, we're different religions. The wrong brother has given you love and hope will be united with you. It turns out it was just a shadow. Just an illusion, brother's heart broke after hearing your words. It hurts so bad. Not ready to retreat before fighting but want how again. Then you accept your decision because that's the best way. May we find the right and suitable for us. Pray for your brother to be able to get something like you, remain the Ani who is now. I love you but your God loves you more. Thank you for all the kindness and time you have given. My brother always prays for you. It's good to know you." He said while crying jokingly I also watched the cry.
"I also love you bang, but it's not easy for me a lot of things I'll deal with when we decide together. I'm not ready to fight myself, especially my family, if you don't want to give up. I am aware of myself as a woman who should obey her man and give up a lot. I hope you understand." I said while choking while disconnecting our phone at that time.
Bang Ahmad tried to contact me but I was afraid I would waver in my decision as I kept replying to his message and picking up the phone from him. I always let my phone ring without lifting it.
I'm still living my day without another Ahmad bang. I sometimes cry, but I always pray. I have to be a strong woman as said bang Iwan do not spoiled. I believe God taught me a lesson that was a good start for me. The path I chose was not easy but it was probably the easiest option for me.
One time I got DM from a guy I didn't know somehow moved my heart to reply and we exchanged questions.
I began to feel comfortable with the contents of our message that discussed the lesson and about ideals.
The days went by I was busy with DM-an Liston messages that we ended up exchanging whatsapp numbers.
I am getting more curious about reading the story. Hehehe Ani always finds trials in relationships.
Go back to gaisss for the next episode.
don't forget like and coment let Author spirit nulis continue.
