The Long Waiting of My True Love
Chapter 11
When on Sunday bang ahmad spent his time with me. Both via whatsapp and Video Call messages. Through Video Call I often see him doing a lot of activities even though through Video Call only I am very happy. Especially when he was washing dishes cleaning the barracks even to cook rice. It was impressed more the thing we did especially he was a man but it did not make him shy and even just laughed over to our alayan.
Not once or twice did she call me in the middle of the night borrowing her brother's letting cell phone that could use a cell phone. Even up to her Facebook she used to send me messages. Even he wanted to send me money for my fare to meet him. I refused for various reasons. I think it's better to give the money to his parents who need it more.
Honestly, I am very happy, I feel the most loved woman saw the struggle bang Ahmad in giving me news, I feel, forbid me to be close to another man because he wished that he was the only man I called and the same as me. She also taught me a lot of good things: patience, learning to cook, learning to be a good woman and being loved by others.
But it is not perfect also we just exchange news and stories but do not have a special relationship not because they do not love each other but because religion is our consideration.
I always think about it even I had time to tell stories and ask for advice from some of my friends. No stranger if the pros and cons I always listen . I'm getting confused not knowing what to do. In the end I chose to pray, pray that calms me even though I and Ahmad bang different religions but we pray for each other. It is so special that I pray that God loves the best way. Morning, afternoon and evening I prayed for the blessing of God not once I shed tears. Sometimes before going to bed I mutter "God please show me the way, I am confused and worried embrace me Lord, hold my hand so that I do not misstep" I said in my heart. That's how every day I feel .
Until one Sunday night I waited for a message to come in from Ahmad bang. But I won't get it until tomorrow. I was patient and kept praying that I would be made easy for God to reveal the truth. Bang Ahmad had no news until the following week. At that time on Sunday I was busy looking at my instagram story I saw a notification of whatsapp messages coming in. I immediately saw that there was a new number that I did not recognize that read
I was glad to read her message. At that moment I started to tell the truth. I think it's a good moment it just so happens that his phone is gone so even if he wants to tell me he can't anymore unless he buys a new phone I thought again.
" Tolday I'm good bang. I hope my brother is good too. Thank you for always giving me news. I'm very happy with that. But I want to say something okay?" My toot.
"Of course, yaudah said I was still holding my phone" he said.
I was getting excited to say it and hear his response.
