The Light of Destiny

The Light of Destiny
Difficult Sleeping.



"Did I do the wrong thing if I refused?, even though I thought this was the only option, because love could not be forced,if it happened to me or him, someone would be hurt.


" Dear:Dance.


"I'm sorry Eagle, I can't return your feelings" said Tari with a lowered face.


" Why?, do you still think I'm messing around, or..you already like someone else who?, who is he do I know him?", asked the Eagle who was not satisfied with Dance's answer.


"No. not that.not all that's the reason, it's just...",


" What's it?" asked the Eagle, but Tari was silent, she didn't know what to say, should she tell him about the failure of her first love, while the Eagle was still too foreign to her,it is not uncommon for him to be too open to people he has not known for a long time.


"Just.., I still haven't thought of any of this, I just want to live about, alone and if there's a soul mate I'll definitely accept it if it's fate, but.... once again I apologize to you, because all this time I thought you were like my brother, and I never thought that you would think differently about me, sorry...", tari replied as she lowered her head back, when the two of them fell silent, there was only silence that added to the awkward atmosphere of the two people.


After a long silence, the Eagle who felt increasingly uncomfortable began to speak up.


" Let's go home, it's night we should go home soon" said the Eagle while standing, but other than with Dance, he was just silent, he was silent, not that he did not hear what the Eagle said, but.he felt bad for the Eagle, really shameless if he still received the good of the Eagle today who wants to take him home, he said, though just a few minutes ago he just rejected the man's feelings, that's what now makes him not dare to answer the invitation of the Eagle.


" Hey Tari, hei.why are you just silent, are you daydreaming, or.", said the Eagle then stopped, because now Dance is staring at him with a strange look in the eye,and for some reason he immediately understood, the meaning of the girl, from the look of the eye he understood, "what...he is like this because he feels bad to me,?", said the Eagle in his heart.


" Hey Dance don't have to think, you don't have to feel bad for me, I get it. And if you like other people and I see it with my eyes,I will be willing to let you go, but.if if your love claps one hand, then do not hesitate, come to me. I will always wait for you whenever you need me",said the Eagle who was very clear that he would not give up just like that.


"Let's go up, we have to go home soon", told the Eagle who was already on his motorcycle.Tari was just silent but he complied to join the Eagle, and they began to drive away from the place.


 


At the same time, Dimas was lying in his room, as the doctor had said, even though he was allowed to go home, but still he should not move too much, in fact, he also had to leave school until his wounds were completely healed.


 


For almost half an hour he kept on composing his camera, unceasingly he repeated looking at some of the photos on the camera,and this time he stopped at a picture that showed the face of someone he missed a little, the face of Dance.


Similarly, with Tari, at this time he also tried to sleep but nil, it has been almost an hour but the eyes were not closed, he again remembered the incident a few hours ago, he recalled the incident,the moment where the Eagle expressed his feelings, the man who was so kind and considerate, anyone would surely bend his knees begging for his love, actually Dance had been aware of him a long time ago,and once there was an intention for her to accept the man, but for some reason she refused, she was confused on herself, she was afraid that one day the Eagle would regret having chosen her, but she had chosen him,Dance keeps thinking whether she still can't wake up from her trauma, or is it because of something else but what?, what makes it like this?.


Instantly he remembered the figure of a man he should not have thought of, the figure of a man who also hated himself very much,just because he has been gentle with her and saved her life several times does not mean that there is a special purpose of Dimas, all of it is probably just a coincidence,where might he put a taste in me that was just a pebble among thousands of other pebbles, what I expected, all of that would be impossible, I would have gone mad.


He tried to close his eyes again, but the face became clearer, he opened his eyes again.


"Do you (lo), also feel the same as me (gue) now?", muttered they both together and at the same time.


Slowly but surely, Dance slowly began to feel sleepy, as well as Dimas, now the two people were asleep.


Who knows and thinks, without them knowing, there is one thing that can make their hearts calm at this time, but they do not understand, and do not realize that, feelings are difficult to understand, he said, although sometimes it seems simple, but many people are still confused because of it.