The Light of Destiny

Phrases and Rejections.

 "Please, don't be like this!, please don't ever make my heart wish again, because I can't bear to feel pain a second time ".

Dear:Dance.

 

After a while, Dari had actually stopped crying, but still she was still in Dimas' arms, then why did the man not let go of his embrace at all,"didn't he feel awkward like this?",said Tari in his heart, at first he was only silent because he was confused what to say to let Dimas let go of his embrace without feeling awkward and maybe also Dimas will wake up on his own and let go of him, but somehow Dimas never let go, for a long time he began to feel uncomfortable, what's more with this position, he could even hear clearly the sound of the heartbeat of the man, which beats very fast.So inevitably Dance finally starts to open the sound.

 

 

"Dimaz.. Dimas...can you let go of me now" said Tari suddenly, Dimas who initially enjoyed the hug was then surprised and immediately released his embrace.

" Sorry.sorry me," said Dimas stammered with nervousness.In an instant the room was filled with silence, The dance that Dimas had just embraced was silent and now even bowed, his eyes did not dare to look at Dimas.

"Dance", call Dimas soft.

"Emm", replied Tari still while looking down.

"I'm really, really sorry to you, and I know just saying an apology is not enough to close the wound in your heart, but,I also dare not expect you to forgive me, but obviously I will continue to apologize until you truly forgive me."Said Dimas firmly.

"You don't keep apologizing anymore, if you keep going like me. It's going to feel weird, it doesn't feel right for me" answered Dari.

Dimas's mouth was silent, once again he was astonished at the words thrown by Tari, instead of feeling relieved and happy that the person who hurt him apologized to him, he even felt guilty himself and nervous, he felt nervous, it was sinful of him to have hurt such a good and lowly girl, a girl who might have only one in a thousand had just hurt, he said,dimas immediately raised his face and looked at Dari deeply, deep enough that Tari realized that Dimas was watching her.

" in..Dimas, why are you..Is there something on my face? ",asked Tari with an innocent eye, while holding her own face.

Unexpectedly Dimas hugged the girl again, he only understood with the feeling he had felt all this time, strange feelings, angry feelings when Dance with other men, angry feelings when he saw Dari was injured, he said,it turns out without him realizing that since the beginning he has liked Dance, but the problem is himself, who does not want to be honest and understand his own feelings.

" in...Dimas, "the lyric of Tari tried to release himself, but Dimas did not want to let go and instead tightened his embrace.

"I love you", whispered Dimas in the ear of Dance, when the eyes of Dance widened, he was very surprised, whether he did not mishear that Dimas had just whispered the word that Dimas liked him.

" Dance.I like you, I know.I'm a selfless person, I shamelessly express my feelings to you, after what I've done to you all this time, after what I've done to you,but I mean it, even if you don't accept me now, I'm not going to try my best to get your love, and I'm going to wait for your answer....until you are willing to open your feelings to me ", Dimas said at length to Dari.

"I'm not kidding" Dimas said again with a serious look.

" Tiiittt...",

Suddenly a loud honking sound surprised the two of them.

"Ahaha.em.like Ningsih, he has come" said Tari who immediately stood up and then stepped out leaving Dimas who was still silent inside there.

" What?, he said I was joking?, is the piercing I showed just now still not enough to prove my seriousness?", Dimas said in his heart.

"Ningsih...why so long" asked Tari to Ningsih who had just got out of the car.

" Ah sorry yes..so there was an important business that I could not ignore just like that", explained Ningsih, "em...by the way..where Dimas kok not visible?", asked Ningsih suddenly.

" A..em.he..was inside", said Tari rather stuttering.As a psychologist Ningsih actually felt there was something strange about the way Dance spoke, "did something happen between the two of them while I was away?", but he chose to be quiet, instead,he thought if asked directly to Dari he intended to find out for himself the truth.Suddenly Dimas out of the boarding room.

" Ningsih, let's go home" Dimas said with a lethargic face.

" Hah.., why?, when I just arrived and did not have time to talk much with Dance ",

" But I want to go home soon, I feel good, please take me home now, after that you can come back here again" Dimas said.

" Haaahhh.ok, well we go home now, then Dance we go home first yes, tomorrow I will definitely come again,ok ", pamit Ningsih.

" Yes", answered the short dance.

Ningsih and Dimas then get into the car, and immediately drive away leaving Tari who is still watching their departure.

Not far away the car drove, but Tari had entered and locked his boarding room, and he immediately sat on his mattress.Hand, and his whole body shook, shaking, and his tears suddenly just flowed from the corner of his eye.

"Hiks..hiks... hiks...", the longer the cry is getting, so that he cannot control himself, he finally cried sobbing alone quietly, silently, no one knew his heart was so sick at the moment, even though it should be the pleasure he was supposed to show, but for some reason it felt, the expression of Dimas' feelings was like a dagger directly hitting his heart.