The Light of Destiny

Contrition.

 "I'm sorry, and give me a chance to fix everything ",

Dear:Dimitsa.

It's been about an hour Dimas was in that place, where there was only him and Tari now, whether it's how many times Dimas went in and out of the door of the dorm room Dance, not because he was looking for something, not because he was looking for something, not because of waiting for the arrival of Ningsih, but because of one thing, because he felt anxious because there was only him and dance in that place, there was actually a sense of pleasure tucked in his heart, because he felt anxious because there was only him and dance in that place,because he knew and understood his current feelings, that he had already fallen for the girl, that was why he felt so agitated,he was afraid that he would do something out of his control if it continued for a long time like this, and there was one more thing that stuck in his heart, namely, the reason why Tari lied to Ningsih about his departure first.

 

Dimas again remembered the Dance who was sound asleep in there, he immediately stepped in to make sure.After arriving at the room Dari Dimas was surprised, because he found the Dance that had been awakened somehow since when.

"Since when do you wake up, and..do you need anything?, let me take it for you, want what water, or.cue me you want something else...just tell me I'll buy it for you", Dimas bargained.

" No need to bother..I'm not okay I'm not hungry yet, I can eat alone if I feel hungry" replied Dari awkwardly, he is not accustomed to the change in nature of Dimas that can make him misunderstand.

" Why?, why are you like this?", asked Dimas suddenly, which made Dari instantly shocked and confused.

"What do you mean?", asked Tari while looking at Dimas, Dimas then fell silent, but slowly but surely he stepped and then sat on the floor right beside the bed of Tari, who was sitting on the floor, they are now sitting in an parallel position because the Dance bed does not use a bed, only a mattress that is directly on the floor.

"You really confuse me, your attitude and expression when you see me.It looks mediocre, don't you feel hate when you see me?, and why, why, why did you lie when you told Ningsih the reason for your departure from my house, was not I the reason for your departure,though you can tell Ningsih and others that I insulted you at that time, even though I was ready if it should be hated all, because it is true, I am the guilty, but... you even use other reasons and do not tell the truth, why?", said Dimas at length, he finally revealed all the questions he wanted to ask since a while ago.

" You're lying again, I hate liars" Dimas said cutting out Tari's words with an angry look, "tell me. To be honest, I'm not the reason you left?, because of me right?",ask Dimas again with sound notation that returns to normal.

After a while there was no response from Tari, he finally issued a signal, Dari nodded his head, then slowly he began to try to talk.

"You are the reason for my departure, because of you, because of your words, I no longer know what to do at that time but to go from there... I realized from the beginning you didn't like me, you hated me. And do you know?, the words you said back then, when you called me a careless girl?", asked Tari, who asked,when Dimas turned his memory back to the moment where he said those words.

"Lo still innocent cock hah,lo do not feel guilty about my mas, what you want to play my mas, terror yes I will not tell a matre girl like lo deketin my mas, I will not,please just want to walk, date and sleep with other men as long as not hurt my mas".

And now it was Dimas' turn to bow down, after remembering what he had said, he was well aware that what he said at the time was outrageous, surely Dance was very painful for Tari to receive it.

" That's when I realized, from the way you looked at me, you didn't just dislike me, you hated me, you hated me so much, and there was nothing I could think about but leaving, I don't want to be a bully in your happy life, and I realize that as a person who only hitchhikes I have no right to defend myself, let me give in,instead of being a pest to you and your family, and if you know, about Bima I really mean it to her, never once did I think of finding an affair or as her, and...maybe through that event the way destiny shows, that Bima mas is not my soul mate, and.he is a good person, it is appropriate that he is with a good girl anyway,he is not appropriate for a girl like me..hiks...hiks.", when without realizing by Tari, his tears just flow, even to sob, he said,until he could no longer continue what he was going to say.

Dance was immediately surprised, her eyes immediately wide, how not unexpectedly Dimas suddenly hugged her.At this time the position of Dimas was holding the whole body of Dance on his chest that field, and,his moderately stocky hands correspond to his athletic body perfectly circular on both shoulders of the Dance.

"Sorry", one word that he said softly in the ear of Dance, Dance for the second time back surprised, actually had wanted to try to escape from that position, but, Dimas even tightened his embrace,The losing dance no longer knows what to do, it finally chooses to stay in the arms of the man, and of course it is also the response of his body from what is in his heart,although his mouth said something else, his heart could not deny that he had indeed fallen for Dimas.