The Light of Destiny

Fragile.

"I'm sick if I see you sick, so please be honest, even without talking, just by looking at you I'll be able to feel it".

Dear:May.

 

Dimas is now having breakfast with mas and mana as they usually do before the move.

 

But this morning, why did it feel different than usual, the table was quiet now, even though they ate three, but it felt like eating separately.

Dimas who realized it then saw the empty chair on his right, the chair was the usual place where Dance sat and had breakfast with them, maybe because of the departure of the girl they became like this?, he said?,he thought, but he turned around and went back to eating his breakfast, for whatever reason he had to think about the girl, and maybe this quiet situation might just be a little while.

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Bima is now daydreaming in front of his monitor screen, indeed since the departure of Tari he is more daydreaming, how not the girl he teramat he loved suddenly disappeared, without clear explanation, how not to mention,in this situation he blames himself instead of joints, he feels whether the departure of the girl because of her who rarely met because of her busyness, or because of a mistake that he did not realize, but what?.

 

Without realizing it, the beautiful girl who was always sitting in front of him is now secretly watching him.It is surprising that the man is not usually daydreaming, and to his knowledge, Bima is not the type of person who will waste time,in fact he is a very disciplined person and always appreciates time, but this time why?, he continues to daydream, he also never speaks, groped or even just stale.

"ehemm", Maya's voice breaks her daydream, and the man sets his eyes on Maya blankly, as if he had just noticed the girl's presence there.

" What's wrong with you today, you're just busy daydreaming is there something? ",maya asked.

" Em..there's nothing, I'm just a little tired" she replied.

" Huh, I'm tired to say, is that a good reason for a dreamy person with such a sad face, I really can't believe it" Maya said in her heart,he stared intensely at the man.

" Yes.ada",

"Where, try to show me where I can't see it" she told the girl.

Maya also moved from her seat and stepped towards Bima.

He was now right on the right side of Bima, but he only looked at the bima from the side.

" Why are you just standing fast grabbing something that's on my face!",

"I can't take it" Maya answered briefly,

" Why?, didn't you say there was something on my face", Bima asked with a confused face.

"Because your face is just a reflection of what is inside here" Maya said, referring to the man's left chest.

" What do you mean?, I don't understand. ",A,

"Well, let me explain, and I'm not really sure if I'm worth saying this, I don't know what you're thinking, and what kind of trouble you're having right now, but I know you must be sad, no matter who or what I don't know, but my guess is right?", said Maya, Bima who heard the statement was glued,he again remembered the smile of the girl he missed so much, even if the girl's departure still lived one day, he said,but from this one heart was the beginning where he would not be able to meet the girl again, he was reminded of a smile and laughter that was plain but charming was running ria while calling his name, he was reminded,when he hugged the body, when he touched the lips, and the happy moments he had been through all this time, but unexpectedly everything would change in just one day.

It did not feel that the two sources of clear water flowed just like that and wove smoothly on his cheeks, tears that he always held, he did not want to look weak in front of his family, he did not want to look weak in front of his family, as the firstborn he did not deserve to cry, let alone he was a man, it was a shame if an adult man cried only because of trivial problems.

Maya who saw the tears was reflex hugging Bima, she also did not know why dare to do that, but the tears explained everything that the adult man was now fragile,how could he just watch her without doing anything.

"It's okay if I'm here, I won't make fun of you even if you cry, because not only children, adults have the right to criticize, be aggressive!", said Maya who still hugged Bima, heard Maya's words somehow he felt as if the girl could know everything, even though she did not say anything.

Bima cried in the arms of the girl, she was not aware anymore if the position of her head was right on the chest of the girl, but Maya also did not problem her, right,all he thought about was that he felt happy because Bima was willing to make it a backstop when he was sad, and as a secret admirer he would certainly not forget this day,even after this, his chest may no longer be needed as the man's backrest.