The Last First Love

CHAPTER 75

Meanwhile, Jingga who avoid Fandi by taking a taxi went to a park located not far from the cost. The orange sat on the garden chair to calm himself. Occasionally Orange again cried considering the incident Fandi hugged with Sonya in the school toilet.

After going to the park to calm himself down, Jingga decided to return to the boarding house. Jingga checked her phone a lot of missed calls from her friends, but none from Fandi.

“Fandi, did you not contact me? Turns out right, you're bored.” Speak Orange. The orange returned to her tears. Somehow his chest felt so tight every time he remembered Fandi and Sonya hugging.

“I hate you Fandi. I hate you.” Orange wiped her tears and stood up from her seat. The orange decided to walk towards its cost.

Arriving in the room, the day began to darken. The orange opened the door and turned on the light of his room. Orange saw the picture of her and Fandi on the table. Then the orange lay on the bed and grabbed the photo. Many times Orange rubbed Fandi's face in the photo.

“Why Fandi? You said you loved me so much. But why with Sonya you can also make out?” The voice of orange started to roar. Orange cried bitterly and then slammed the picture figura of the two of them.

Orange was very disappointed. When he starts to love someone, he feels hurt.

‘I should have heard your explanation first, who knew it was Sonya's crafty plan?’ Suddenly the thought was in his mind. Jingga then grabbed her phone to immediately contact Fandi.

“No! Fandi did not intend to explain anything, because there was nothing to explain. It's reality. The proof is that Fandi didn't try to contact me.” Orange then slammed his phone into the corner of the room until it broke.

The orange again cried bitterly sitting on the floor. Many times Orange scratched her wrist with a piece of glass from a photo figura. His hand was injured though not deep, but it was bleeding and dripping on the floor.

“And today I would love to tell you the news of this pregnancy Fandi, but you destroyed me. You ruined my dream. Maybe you have started to realize that I am not worthy to be your companion.” Orange put a letter of birthday greeting that he has prepared for Fandi along with a testpack tool that shows positive results on the table.

The orange bandaged the wound on his wrist with a handkerchief while crying. Then the orange began to put his clothes in the bag. Orang-ga wants to leave the city. Where to? He himself does not know. Jingga just wanted to run away leaving all her disappointment to Fandi.

Before leaving, Jingga wrote a farewell letter to Fandi. The orange sobbed as it wrote the letter. Oranges are sure it is the best path for them. Jingga thinks Fandi deserves a much better woman than her.

Fandi, I'm sorry.

I'm already sincere.

I have forgiven your mistake.

I know I'm not a woman worthy of you.

May you always be happy.

Let everything we've been through together be just a memory for me.

Thank you for making me feel perfect these past few months.

Thank you for making me happy.

Thank you for giving me color in my life.

Orange folded the letter and placed it on an envelope containing a happy birthday letter to Fandi.

Orange had absolutely no idea what had happened to Fandi back then. Nor did Jingga attempt to contact Riko or her other friends. All he knows is his relationship and Fandi is over. Orange leaves all her memories with Fandi. The only one he carried was a necklace with an initials F pendant that was very difficult for him to remove.

Jingga stepped her feet towards the house of Mba Wati. Oranges leave the keys to the room so that later handed over to Fandi. Then the orange went away.

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