The Last First Love

CHAPTER 184

The orange was silent for a moment. He repeatedly breathed his breath violently. Orange looked at Fandi deeply. After thinking for a moment, finally Orange began to make a sound. Laura with a hopeful face looked impatiently waiting for an answer from Orange.

“Laura.. I understand your situation. I'm very concerned about what happened to you. It's unfair that I have to be selfish.” Said Orange calm. Fandi was endlessly staring at Orange, as if he was afraid that Orange would release him for Laura.

“So far I've been very selfish. I never thought about Fandi's feelings, nor did I ever think about Dirga's feelings, including my own. I was too busy thinking about other people's feelings. I always think about the words of others. And because of it all, Dirga and I have suffered so much over the years. I don't want that to happen again, Laura. I don't want to take away Dirga's happiness with Fandi. I also don't want to take Fandi's happiness to live with Dirga and me. I hope you understand. I no longer want to be selfish with myself. This time I will put my feelings, Dirga and Fandi first rather than yours Laura.” Orange smiled and looked at Laura. Laura seemed to be slapped hearing the words Orange. After pleading with Orange, he still did not manage to get Fandi.

“You evil Orange. You're selfish.” Reply Laura pointed at the face of an orange with her finger.

“Laura please appreciate our decision!” Fandi's voice was slightly raised. Fandi seemed to be unable to accept Laura's words to Orange.

“I'm sorry Laura. But that's all I can do. I love Fandi so much. I can't lose Fandi anymore.” Orange again gave understanding to Laura.

“This is unfair. You're evil. You are evil Fandi.” Laura repeatedly snapped at Fandi and Orange before finally crying.

“Sorry Laura. But I'm sure you'll understand it sooner. Everything that happens to you now has to be his silver. Think about your baby. I'm sure you can get through it.” Fandi gave Laura an understanding.

“You please be honest Fandi! Did you get married for 2 years without the slightest bit of love for me?” Laura asked as she wiped her tears. Orange was surprised to hear Laura's question. Suddenly, Orange glanced at Fandi.

“Laura.. I've already fallen in love with Orange and can no longer love another woman.” Answer Fandi steady.

“I know Laura. But to me there is no other woman more beautiful than an orange. I am crazy about this woman. The point is I can't love another woman. Orange is the only one that fills this heart.” Reply Fandi while pointing to his left chest.

“No Fandi. I can't take it. You must be mine.” Laura shouted loudly before she finally left the room.

Fandi and Jingga were silent for a while. They had not expected the debate with Laura to end like that. Laura was not accepting of their decision.

“Fandi, why is he behaving like that?” Ask Orange staring in wonder.

“Laura is like that. Maybe because he's an only child and too spoiled a parent. Everything he wants he always gets. As it is now. He tried to impose his own will.” Reply Fandi while reaching for jemari Jingga.

“Will he not do anything reckless? I'm afraid he'll hurt himself.” Orange seemed worried about Laura. Because before leaving Laura was shedding tears.

“No will be dear. Laura is not that kind of person. He couldn't possibly do something stupid that could harm himself. Now you don't have to think about that, all you have to think about is me and Dirga.” Fandi tries to convince Orange not to worry about Laura too much. Orange nods omens understand.

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