
“Why Orange?” Tanya Fandi asked for an explanation from Orange.
The orange is still a thousand languages. Orange seemed confused where to start to explain everything to Fandi. The orange cry, the tightness in his chest was already unbearable. Orange crying sobbing. Fandi instantly pulled Orange into his arms. The orange dissolves in his cry. There are many regrets in the heart of Orange. Fandi is getting closer to the orange. He knew very well how much he had suffered from Orange all this time.
“Jingga, it's okay. I know exactly what you've been through all this time. I won't let you experience it again.” Fandi. In an instant Orange tried to dampen his cries slowly. Orange raised her head to look at Fandi. Fandi's eyes are still the same as they were 6 years ago. Nothing had changed from his gaze, there was still a great love there for him.
“Fandi, why?” Ask Orange with a sobbing voice.
“Because I still love you so much Orange. And I know you also never stop loving me.” Replied Fandi clasped his hands tightly.
“I'm no longer entitled to love it Fandi.” Orange releases Fandi's grasp. Then he turned his face back to Fandi.
“What did you say? You have suffered so much all this time. You are pregnant, giving birth and raising our children alone. I will not forgive my stupidity. Because me, you and Dirga live like this.” Obviously Fandi. Fandi always blames himself for everything that is experienced by Orange and Dirga.
“No Fandi. You're not wrong anything. It was purely my fault. I left you. I betrayed our promise. Of course I have to accept his karma.” The orange is back.
“Jingga, please answer my question! Why did you keep your pregnancy?” Fandi asked again. Fandi was sure of the answer because Jingga loved him so much.
The orange is silent. And Fandi understood the meaning of the orange silence.
“You don't need to answer it. Because I myself already know what the answer is.” Fandi continued smiling. The orange turned its body back towards Fandi.
“Fandi.” The voice of orange sounded raucous.
Fandi is back in the orange. He felt he could no longer hold himself back. I always wanted to hug that woman. His love is so great for the orange. It never decreases, but only increases after they meet again.
“Jingga, forgive me. I'm the cause of our relationship to be this complicated.” Fandi repeatedly blamed himself for everything that happened between them.
“No Fandi. It's not your fault. I was too unstable at the time. I didn't give you a chance to explain the misunderstanding. I'm not trying to figure out why you didn't call me back then. I'm leaving while you're lying in the hospital.” Speak Orange. Orange again remembers his stupidity that was so easy to misunderstand Fandi.
“I'm sorry Fandi.” Orange let Fandi hold her hand. This time Jingga apologized while looking into Fandi's eyes with emotion. Orange deeply regrets everything that happened in the past.
“I've forgiven you. Whatever it is, I will always forgive you.” Fandi was still unblinking looking into Orange's eyes. Fandi feels that Orange still loves him very much.
“Why didn't you come back after knowing the truth?” Suddenly, Fandi's question makes Jingga jerk. The orange releases Fandi's hand.
“I met Sonya after I married Mr. Ferdinan.” Reply Orange while exhaling his breath.
“But you know I will definitely accept you?” Reply Fandi scrunched his forehead.
“It's not that easy Fandi.” Jajar Jingga. It's like orange has no power to explain what it is in nature to Fandi.
“Try to explain Orange. I want to hear everything.” Fandi convinced Orange to open up about what he had been told in nature.
“I owe it to Mr. Ferdinan. Very much. He is my boss.” Jingga tried to explain to Fandi even with a choked voice.
“Then?” Ask Fandi curious.
Finally Jingga told him everything in her nature after leaving Fandi. How she lived by fighting for her pregnancy. How he faced the insults of people until finally forced to marry Ferdinan.
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