The Last First Love

CHAPTER 44

In a few months they face the National Examination. Fandi and Riko spent more time in the library. After school they also have to take extra lessons.

Usually before arriving in class, Fandi always passes the orange class first. But since Riko and Novi courting, Fandi began to often join Riko to play in Novi class. Because Novi and Jingga are indeed one class, so Fandi deliberately took advantage of the opportunity to be able to see Orange more often.

Like nothing ever happened. Orange looks ordinary when meeting with Fandi. It's like orange never knew Fandi. Ordinarily Orange smiled when meeting with Fandi. But now every time Fandi saw him, Orange always turned his face away.

‘You why Orange? What am I wrong?’ Ask Fandi in his heart. Fandi had started to blatantly stare at Orange though from a distance. He wanted Orange to know that his gaze was not just an ordinary gaze.

After the extra lesson entrance bell rang, Fandi and Riko rushed to their class. Before turning around, Fandi turned his head back towards Orange.

‘Fandi you why the hell look at me like that?’ The orange wondered in his heart.

They take additional lessons seriously in their respective classes. Fandi is very excited, because soon they will soon graduate from High School. He prepared himself for college and continued to work.

After completing additional lessons. Fandi and Riko return to the Novi class. Because as usual Riko picked up her lover to class first and drove him to the parking lot. Fandi who did not see the existence of Orange, turned left to right looking around. But did not find the orange.

They continued walking towards the parking lot. After taking Novi to his car. Fandi and Riko then get into their car. When he arrived at the gate Fandi found that Jingga was riding on a motorbike of a man. Fandi got upset and clenched his hand. The motor on the orange road and began to dart disappeared.

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“Nothing Rik. I'm used to seeing things like that.” Reply Fandi with disappointment.

“Sorry yes bro. The feeling he just broke up with that crazy guy yesterday, exhausted it as if giving you hope. But it turns out that now he's on the same path as the new guy again. As if nothing ever happened between you and him.” Said Riko shaking her head. Riko feels Fandi deserves a girl who is much better than Orange.

“Already Rik. Don't talk about it. I'm self-conscious.” Reply Fandi again.

“Not that bro. I think you deserve a much better chick than an orange. I'm sure there are still many girls out there who are much prettier than Orange bro.” Riko said encouraging Fandi not to be fixated only on Orange.

“Lu correct Rik.” Fandi said lethargic.

“Maybe there are a lot of women out there who are much prettier and better than Orange. But my heart has gone out for him Rik. I never chose who I would fall in love with, but it was this heart that chose Orange. He who chooses himself.” Obviously Fandi while putting his palm on his left chest.

Fandi did feel hurt many times when he saw Orange with other men. But he never gave up and broke his spirit. He even became more motivated to study more so that he could graduate and succeed as soon as possible.

‘I don't care Orange, no matter how sick this heart sees you with another. I still want you. Once I am successful and worthy of you, I will come and make you my companion for life forever.’ Fandi said in his heart.

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