The Journey of Love Rinjani

Real man

Rinjani finally came out of Rania's room after the twins and Maria's Mother came, The woman called Bi Mary invited them all barbecue or Barbeque in English, of all the corn, the woman called Bi Mary, chicken, meat, sausages all sorts of women were provided, all seemed excited, only Ansel seemed to dislike their activities.

The more Eve's night on the balcony of their house the colder, the grill fire makes them comfortable.

Rinjani had always wanted to pry information about Ansel to her friends, but from then on there was no chance for her to chat, until the twins whined to be accompanied by Ansel to sleep, there Rinjani has a chance to find out about Ansel.

" So Ansel never dated??"

" Ever, the woman also loves Ansel sincerely, dear the woman was pregnant after doing one night stand, is not a taboo thing in our lives right?, just because the woman was afraid to disappoint Ansel, but because she was afraid to disappoint Ansel, he eventually committed suicide"

Rinjani had heard before, but when Rinjani Ansel said the woman killed herself after being met by Mama Nurry, was that the real case?

" What Ansel told me about me"

" Oh my goodness__you have to believe that when Ansel came back for the first time after meeting you, he's been telling me all day about you, you're beautiful, you're good, you're good, you are considerate and you are ahhh___ everything, he told me as you care about him, gave him advice, remember not to be like this, remember not so all he told

He fell in love with you the first time he met you, Ansel wasn't Rinjani's free man, he wasn't as fucked as we were, Ansel the holy man, when he said he had kissed you he was so happy, but at the same time Ansel was crying because he had to let you go.

You know for the sake of looking okay she's in a relationship with a woman named Moon, she said, grateful that Moon is an aggressive woman so it's easy for Ansel to have a relationship that he may not have wanted, Ansel is the most poetic man I've ever known, but Ansel would never send his poetry to his loved ones."

Rinjani listened solemnly, not interrupting at all. Because he never knew Ansel was good at poetry

"When he was going to marry Moon, before returning to Indonesia he often came to the bar, drank to get drunk, that night we met his already very drunk, he said, she cries and keeps on gibbering, she loves you Rinjani, but she also loves Kakanya very much, Ansel said if Nurry asked for her life she would give it especially if it just took away her love, Ansel said, indeed Ansel was willing even though he had to bury deeply his forbidden feelings for you" Lucia wiped away her tears, while Rinjani squeezed her hands under the table

" Not only that, he also built a foundation on your behalf Rinjani" Rinjani turned her head as Mother Maria patted him on the shoulder.

The middle-aged woman nodded.

" Yes Ansel built his biggest foundation in your name, they were his witnesses, he said, pointing to three of Ansel's friends

Jimmy called "Inajnir" a very strange name for a health foundation, is that your name??___ Oh my gosh I-N-A-J-N-I-R__ "Squeak all three and glance at Mother Maria. "ohh my God is your name reversed??"

Rinjani herself is very surprised, but when she wants to open her voice, Ansel has returned from the twin's room.

" We'd better get Rinjani home" The three friends disperse, Mother Mary gathers their grills still on fire

" I'd better get home soon too, you guys get some rest" Mother Maria said and kissed Ansel and Rinjani immediately before closing the balcony, and actually left.

Once the two atmosphere remains awkward again, especially for Rinjani who currently knows the truth that it turns out Ansel harbored a taste for her, Rinjani never thought Ansel could be as patient as that, so he could be, it turns out Ansel is a real man in the truest sense

Seven characteristics of a true man possessed by Ansel

Self-sufficient.

Hold the principle firmly.

Dare to do the right thing.

have strong self-control

His words can be held

Dare to be responsible

" Rinjani are they talking something that makes you uncomfortable??" Ansel asked, holding Rinjani's hand

" No" Really Rinjani wanted to cry at this moment, why Ansel loved her so much, all this time Ansel did not show his love, the man so has incredible self-control, so much, should Rinjani be happy or sad because it turns out Ansel has a sincere heart.

" You're not lying? they say something about me??" Ansel asked probing, this time looking at Rinjani's face seriously.

" Come here" Ansel pulls Rinjani into his arms, for some reason Ansel's embrace this time feels very different, especially when Rinjani finds out how much Ansel loves her, and how much he loves her, not many people who can be as strong and as adlas Ansel in releasing the woman he loves, Rinjani like feeling lucky

" Are you really okay??" asked Ansel stroking Rinjani's shoulder, Ansel really treated himself with caution and looks ordinary attention but who would have thought behind his calm attitude Ansel harbored a wound, how many times during this time Ansel indulged his intimacy with the Moon, is it a form of impingement??

" You lied to me if you're okay Rinjani"

" I'm just sleepy" Rinjani smiled faintly, but Ansel did not return her smile at all.

Actually, Ansel himself was very afraid if his friends leaked their true feelings to Rinjani, in the past Ansel dared to tell his friends because he thought he would never be with Rinjani let alone live here with a status that is really unexpected, but fate is completely unpredictable.

" Ansel I'm sleepy, can we go in the room now?"

" Ah__ yes" Ansel took Rinjani's hand to climb the stairs together.

When they entered the room, Ansel went straight to the Wardrobe room and Rinjani followed him, Ansel who did not know Rinjani followed him immediately stripped his clothes, just like that, Ansel was surprised when Rinjani took part.The young man immediately snatched his sleeping robe.

Ansel just did not want Rinjani to think that no-no about her, even though Rinjani was deliberately following her.

Ansel smiled and was about to come out, but Rinjani pulled the young man's hand

" Do you really not want me Ansel?? I really want to give it my all for you, don't you really want to??" Rinjani said with teary eyes, really after knowing Ansel loved him as much as the ocean Rinjani felt more guilty, guilty of insensitivity of his feelings

Ansel was seen scooping his face, before the young man leaned in

Ansel stroked Rinjani's cheek, Ansel stared at Rinjani's face with his Hanzel eyes

" Yes I want you, I want you, not for now, but for a long time, but I'll never do it before you can accept me" after saying Ansel was back on his feet, ansel smiled again.

" Let's go to sleep! Tomorrow I have a promise to take the kids to the beach before the seasons change"

Ansel came out of the wardrobe room leaving Rinjani with a heart that was very agitated and guilty, did he accept Ansel? is Ansel in his heart?