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In the morning a nurse slowly woke Ansel who slept sitting with his head attached to the lip of the bed, while his hands faithfully grasped Rinjani's hand.
" O God I have misfortune"
Ansel kissed Rinjani's forehead before passing to the hospital mosque, it was already six o'clock, but it's okay, Ansel immediately rushed the dawn prayer, his prayer was indeed only a few minutes, it was only a few minutes, but his prayer was so long.
Luckily this Sunday, Ansel did not go to the office, he only went home to see the state of his children later, only returned again to accompany his soulmate.
A Doctor approached Ansel and spoke slowly
" Do your best Doc" Ansel said with teary eyes
Some medical personnel are dealing with Rinjani who has just been brought into the obstetrician's room. While Ansel was suffocating helplessly, the fact that Rinjani's content was getting weaker would be dangerous for the mother, hearing such news Ansel could what??
Even when the other Al-Biru Family came, Ansel was unable to open his voice.
How can a disaster come to them like this?? Ansel really hasn't thought about it one by one
The doctor came out of his room and nodded slowly. " The choice is in your hands"
If you can choose Ansel does not want to be in a difficult choice like this, whatever the choice he will still lose one of them
Ansel is sad, hurt, panicked and confused, but he has to make a decision, because Rinjani must be dealt with immediately
" The condition is very weak, we are worried about the condition of the mother if she has to keep her baby" said the doctor.
Both of Nurry's parents have been sitting limp, whatever decision Ansel they will still lose one of their families again, tears continue to push out in every eye of the Al-Biru family, he said, even Ben was so guilty to his employer's family.
In his heart Ben swore, will always put the Al-Biru family first, because the misfortune that so many befell them started from his father.
It was like a sword was struck many times Ansel faced something like this, the misfortune of losing a child he had to accept a second time, without being able to embrace his baby
Ansel's point is to lose his biological mother and biological father, because the twins are not the actual flesh of Ansel, after all the baby in Rinjani's womb is still very small, if indeed God's way like this, if indeed God's way, Ansel could only accept it.
After the Doctor left, Ansel immediately sat down snoring with his hands squeezing his head.
Nurry's parents were unable to look at her youngest son, again her son's hopes were shattered, but they also knew Ansel would not be able to if Rinjani left, the woman was a thousand times more important to Ansel and his three grandchildren.
Fifteen minutes before they waited, a nun moved toward Ansel.
" Can you come inside??" Ask the nurse with a plea-filled tone.
In their hearts all pulsated, especially seeing the glove-coated sister's hands were covered with blood.
Not waiting for time, Ansel followed the steps of the woman who called him, even though his feet felt not retracing on the floor Ansel remained strengthening himself.
Until when she and the nurse entered the room where the wife was lying, her tears flowed
" Give the last encouragement sir, it looks like your baby won't leave her mother's womb, her heartbeat is back to normal.
Sobbing Ansel approached towards Rinjani who was lying softly, his ice-cold hands cupping his wife's cheeks.
" Honey___ "Ansel wanted to make a sound but his throat was choked, a sense of tightness filled his heart, making his sobbing more dominant.
Ansel did not make a sound, but he kissed Rinjani all over the face, as well as the belly of his woman who was still there, Ansel did not care, he just tried to persuade the precious woman in his life.
Those who witnessed must have known how much love the young man had for the beautiful patient who was currently still lying softly helpless.
" Dear__ I'll give you whatever you want, Please open your eyes to us, our children need you, and again___" Ansel's lips quivered, with endless tears " Our baby is expecting you to open your eyes, he is strong, like his mother, like you, he is not weak like his Daddy, like me__"
Ansel looked up "Could leave us two minutes" Please Ansel to the nurse and the Doctor.
They agreed and passed out, the Al-Biru family cried when they saw the Doctors and sisters wipe away their tears.
While Ansel again kissed his wife softly, like he was persuading Rinjani to open his eyes immediately
" Wake up Rinjani, wake up baby __ I really can't live without you, anything I'll give you, but please open your beautiful eyes to me__ please__"
Ansel still continued to kiss Rinjani's pale cheeks, left, right, alternately but Rinjani did not budge at all.
" If I can afford it, I'll give up anything just for you to re-open my eyes dear, if indeed I will never have flesh blood for the rest of my life I will, I only need you Rinjani, I just need you Rinjani, just you, please fight for me, for us, for our son" Ansel buried his face in his wife's head.
Two minutes later, the medical team went back in, saying nothing, Ansel also went straight out leaving Rinjani with a million cuts to his heart.
Ansel also did not return to sit with his family, Ansel chose to run out to eliminate the tightness in his chest, actually Ansel only looks strong outside, the young man's heart is crumbling dimly.
If described he is a magnificent building on the outside, but inside his destroyed, Ansel is strong for the sake of his children, without thinking of them maybe Ansel has lost control on his self.