
"So you don't want me Ansel, even to look me in the face you don't want to??"
Ansel gasped at Rinjani's words.Is there no question more painful than that??.
Ansel's heart like being squeezed very strongly, Making himself sick and short of breath, Ansel wanted to avoid with all his patience, but in fact it was his tears that overflowed.
" They"
Rinjani unravels Ansel's fist that makes the young man's knuckles whiten, Rinjani has no intention of doubting the young man who became her husband, Rinjani just wants Ansel to know he welcomes the young man's love, Rinjani has no intention of doubting the young man who becomes her husband, Rinjani feels lucky to be loved that much by Ansel, not to doubt. Which unhappy woman is loved so much, though it used to be the wrong love, but in fact their relationship is now halal
Ansel looked up to prevent the fall of his unexpected tears when he came out in front of the woman he loved, but it was very painful that Ansel felt when Rinjani thought he did not Sudi look at the face that had always been dreamt even in his eyes every day, Ansel was injured but not bleeding, Ansel was injured, but the wounds were excruciatingly painful to feel.
Rinjani was clumsy not knowing what to do, in fact he was not used to spoiling the young man before him, but when??
His tears also broke, Rinjani was also confused what to do? the memory of Mother Mary advising him back rangyang, 'The most comfortable place of the wife is the embrace of her husband, and the most comfortable place the husband is the wife who is able to accommodate all the overflow of his desires' sounds very simple, very simple, but the expression has a broad meaning, especially for the word accommodates all the overflow of his wishes'
Rinjani know and very know the meaning of it, for it with all his courage Rinjani brought her palm to touch the chest of Ansel field, Rinjani wanted to reward Ansel, Ansel, and, like all this time Ansel who tried hard to appreciate her, Rinjani wanted to do it with all his efforts not just meaningless words.
Rinjani will try to do everything as she was given to her husband, not just the grace and the right to own her body, but also devotion, loyalty and heart, Rinjani will try to put her heart to Ansel, Ansel deserves to get her whole.
" Rinjani don't be like this" Ansel caught Rinjani's soft hand touching where her heart was beating
Rinjani pretends not to hear and continues to touch her husband's chest, then approaches to kiss right above Ansel's beating and rumbling heart. Ansel is a very good man behind his beautiful form like a Greek god, just like Nurry, Ansel also has a perfect form as a man
" You will make your feelings hurt Rinjani" Rinjani was happy as Ansel's warm hands wiped away her fallen tears
Rinjani gnawed, now her hands are also stretched out upwards to wipe the tears of her husband, Ansel stroked Rinjani's long hair gently, carrying her thumb touching Rinjani's lips, chin and stroking the skin of Rinjani's neck that looks soft and level, warm touch to make Rinjani close his eyes.
" I am sick to hear your words Rinjani, a very sick pain" Ansel said with trembling lips
Rinjani opened her eyes again and looked back at Ansel's face, which was again wet with tears, but a few moments ago she had removed it.
" I'm sorry" Rinjani leaned her head on the chest of Ansel's field that felt warm, it felt like Rinjani wanted Ansel to touch her immediately, so that Rinjani did not feel this sinful, so that she would not feel this sinful, but Rinjani realized that maybe Ansel is a gentle man and does not like the rush way, maybe like this they can be close to each other from day to day.
Ansel framed Rinjani's face
" I'm sorry maybe after this you'll be disappointed in me, Rinjani I've wanted you so much for so long____ you've stretched the farthest distance from me, if you marry another man maybe I can still take you, if you're someone else's wife I can still bother you, but you're married to a man we both love and mean the same thing in our lives" Ansel re-grugged his face
" You know what hurts the most is seeing you smile with another man, I try to bury the sense that it shouldn't be for you, but the more I think about it the more I get sick, imagining you whimpering under another man's body even though it was my own Kaka, I almost went crazy
" I've tried to get away from you guys but I'm still tied to the madness in my heart." Ansel drowned Rinjani's head in his arms, Rinjani knew Ansel didn't want Rinjani to see her fragility, Rinjani let it be Rinjani's hands hugging her husband's body
It turned out that Rinjani also hurt to hear the expression of Ansel, hearing all the honesty of the young man who is now her husband.
" O Rinjani___ maybe our relationship after this is no longer the same, please forgive me, hate me as you please, but do not ask me to leave your life"
Rinjani's heart is tattered to hear Ansel's sincerity, lying if the comfort and affection did not grow just like that for the young man who nearly six months lived with her, he said, the young man who has squeezed his energy and sweat to make his family happy, the family in which he and his children.
" It's okay you hate me so long as you don't throw me out of your life, because I really don't want to live in another heart"
Broken already crying Rinjani in the arms of her husband, no matter how wanted, but Rinjani's heart still can not be evaded with haru and happy with the overwhelming love of an Ansel
Ansel also continued to hold her, as if Ansel was afraid that the end of their embrace would end with their togetherness, Ansel did not know that the expression of his heart was capable of destroying any boundary wall that tried to obstruct them, break away from the shackles of old love and join together and want each other endlessly.
The chest of the two were pounding each other, both Rinjani and Ansel heard each other behind their respective hearts, the coldness of the wind was not able to penetrate the limits of the warmth of two bodies hugging each other, the coldness of the wind was not able to penetrate the limits of the warmth of two bodies hugging each other, no one opens a drowning voice with their own taste and mind.
Anyone who saw them at this time they were looking like a married couple who had finished sharing and giving to each other, without anyone knowing that behind the young man's heart was agitated, he said, because you have to think about letting go of the woman for the sake of happiness, the woman who is still very worthy to be free and happy.
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