
Ansel smiled despite the obvious fact that the young man was still very weak.
Rinjani impetuous path to approach, do not ask how Rinjani current condition himself remains teary-eyed.
Rinjani's hand clasped Ansel's hand which was above the young man's stomach
" Please don't leave me Ansel" Rinjani breathed with her choked lips. "it's better I you divorce than you call God___ "
Ansel looked at his wife, not knowing Rinjani himself was the spirit of Ansel's life, why Rinjani spoke such slurs.
Ansel raised his hand, intent on cupping his wife's cheek, but the sudden pain of his whimpering made the young man grimace.
Rinjani again clasped Ansel's hand then lowered her head to kiss her husband's entire face.
" Don't move much, baby, your wounds can open" Rinjani stroked Ansel's chest covered with bandages
Although Rinjani's voice sounded hoarse but Ansel's ears were quite sensitive when Rinjani called him affectionately. Ansel's feeling was being overwhelmed with amazement, as Rinjani's hand now fell on his face not stopping to caress his cheek channeling warmth through his tender hands.
" I'll give you anything Ansel, but please don't leave me"
Rinjani continued to kiss Ansel's cheek right, left berantun hayal make Ansel anxious to pinch his nose pointed at his wife, but his right hand was still very painful to just be lifted.
Rinjani has lost a lot, she does not want to lose anymore, her taste is like a test that is stacked, Rinjani only expects a miracle, and at this time God seems to hear her prayer.
Feeling very happy, Rinjani forgot to tell Ansel about her pregnancy, Rinjani was too paranoid and too worried, so that in her heart only filled with gratitude when she saw her husband's eyes opened again it was enough, Rinjani did not want more, more, enough with Ansel was able to stare at her as now Rinjani was already feeling happy.
Every eye gazes upon a day behind a glass door, a great woman can collapse out of love, and it is not a sin when a wife truly loves her husband very, very much, everyone realizes that Rinjani loves Ansel very much, it looks very much how enthusiastic Rinjani once heard the news of conscious ansel, even her in-laws cry to see how Rinjani kissed her son with a burst of gratitude.
" Dear" Ansel tried to speak, Ansel was already very anxious to see his wife's moist face, Lord___ for some time what his wife was crying until the Eyes were swollen, her nose and lips red.
" Sister, can you see me??" Rinjani asked, the article there are rumors if the side effects of the operation can make the eyes a little blurry, although it feels not connected, which is in chest surgery, while the vision is centered on the head.
" Sure, why is your face so puffy??" Lirih Ansel, his left hand successfully raised and gently swept Rinjani's cheek.
Rinjani turned to kiss Ansel's hand which was still stuck in an infusion needle that was stroking her cheek gently.
Rinjani did not say anything, Rinjani chose to drown her face in the palm of Ansel's hand, the hand that is usually cold is now warm again, Rinjani really felt very happy, she said, to the extent that Rinjani is unable to feel her sadness anymore.
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Almost Two Weeks Ansel can not move normally, Rinjani patiently take care of it, post-operative recovery Rinjani never left Ansel even if only briefly, after the operation, unless there is an urgent need Rinjani just away from her husband.
Rinjani does not allow anyone to help take care of Ansel, not even for Mother Mary and her in-laws, Rinjani does it alone, begins to feed, feed, and feed her, wiping Ansel's body with warm water even to the bathroom Rinjani did diligently alone.
Ansel also felt very lucky to have an unusually patient wife.
Rinjani had just helped Ansel take his medicine, while wanting to sit down Ansel pulled his hand gently.
" Dear thank you, you have treated me very patiently" Ansel said sincerely, there are times when Ansel felt like a disabled person who continued to bother his wife, especially when the pain in his chest came suddenly, accompanied by severe nausea, Rinjani sometimes to not sleep accompanied him as long as the pain came, and will fall asleep if Ansel had already closed his eyes.
Until now Rinjani also has not told about her pregnancy, for fear Ansel will forbid her to do many things for her, whereas Rinjani is wanting to be a good wife and always there for Ansel
" I feel useless if it continues like this" Ansel added in a heavy-sounding tone, who would want to be the bed flower? no!!, all want to move normally, but if the circumstances are not possible, Rinjani is very grateful Ansel has started to be able to sit and go to the bathroom without a wheelchair, he said, only the pain is sometimes still disturbing at night.
Rinjani is still silent, but Ansel can feel the moment Rinjani sighed deeply enough.
" I love you, I don't mind doing anything for you, most importantly for me you stay with me, that's enough, I don't care how physical you are, all I care about is that I need you to keep me company, I'm here for you and I'll always be with you"
" Rinjani___" Ansel stroked Rinjani's cheek gently, Rinjani also replied to touch her husband's nose line, both of which only do a soft touch but it felt quite close and felt mutual need.
Ansel kissed Rinjani's finger that passed his lips making Rinjani's smile rise.
" Rinjani I miss you"
" Don't make it up, Kak, Kaka's stitches haven't dried yet"
" Dear , I just said miss, it has absolutely nothing to do with the stitches, what are you thinking??" Ansel asked, the young man's face was no longer pale, even that ignorant smile had stained Rinjani several times.
Rinjani stood up. " Oh gosh__ I forgot to call the kids, sis I will call the kids first ya__" Rinjani rushed off.
Ansel knew his wife was embarrassed, ahhh__ Ansel so sorry to tease his wife. But Ansel can still smile widely, he is very, very happy with the feeling of flowering because of the expression of love from the woman he loved so much.
At night, Ansel did return nausea vomiting, but this time not accompanied by pain in his chest, Ansel was also able to lift his hands up perfectly, even though his movement could not be sudden, so he could not be, to be calculated first, Ansel recovery is fast, but for Ansel it is very slow.
Ansel has missed his children so much, it feels like he wants to go home soon.
" Come here" Rinjani led Ansel to sit on the bed, after which the young man took out his entire entrails.
Rinjani painstakingly coats Ansel's stomach with telon oil and gently dabs while on a small tap
Actually, Ansel's state is not because of postoperative recovery, but according to the Doctor, the nausea that afflicted Ansel is due to Couvade syndrome, because of her pregnancy.
'Darling to stop bothering Daddy, let Daddy heal, you can indulge with Mommy' Whisper Rinjani on his belly.
Ansel curled up, Rinjani sat down beside her husband and continued to gently stroke Ansel's back.
" Dear I want to hug you" Ansel said.
Rinjani smiled, and slipped into the blanket, letting Ansel embrace directly on her flat stomach.
Ansel stroked up and down Rinjani's stomach which was able to cause a sense of comfort and warmth simultaneously.
If Ansel tau in Rinjani's stomach there is flesh blood that is growing, maybe Ansel will be more eager to heal.
Suddenly Rinjani feels ready to tell Ansel, Rinjani turns her body to face Ansel.
" Kak_"
Ansel opened his closed eyes
" Yes dear" replied Ansel sayu.
" There's something I want to say" Rinjani said touching Ansel's cheek.
" Dear" Ansel catches Rinjani's hand and takes her on his lips to be kissed
" Brother Ansel actually_________