
"I'm sorry" Ansel kissed Rinjani's entire face gently. And pulled Rinjani into his arms.
Rinjani does not say anything too happy expressing relief and satisfaction for the behavior of the young man who just overshadowed her with gentleness
The limp Rinjani is immediately embraced by Ansel, carrying their bodies both around and holding Rinjani to wander their bodies together under the shower, Ansel also helps Rinjani clean up, so he can clean up, rinjani cheeks on a broom with a soft touch and her hair in alternating shampoo and conditioner, the kisses continued Ansel gave to Rinjani who was still faithful on the bench and on the deckap Tubun plain, until the completion of their bathing ritual, until the end, Ansel also took Rinjani and patiently put on clothes for his wife, until he forgot his own body which was only wrapped around a towel on his waist
One week after the events of a warm morning, finally today Ansel had to go to England, take care of their move back.
Rinjani delivered until the airport, now there is no bodyguard who always accompanied the young man, seeing the state of Ansel last four years, finally both parents believe that Ansel really able to take care of himself.
" Ansel, I'll stop by the funeral first, okay?" Rinjani permits while they are on their way to the airport.
" Yes, you be careful, pray everything smoothly so I can be back soon, January in England is winter as I will miss you a lot" Ansel gently clasped Rinjani's hand
" Don't drink! take care of your health, Ansel, come back"
" Yes" Ansel hugged his wife who must have been heavy to let go, yes__ because after all this past week they were close to each other and began to bond with each other with comfort
Finally, their car arrived at the airport.
" Call me if the kids are fussy, don't be too tired, after the grave straight home" Ansel told Rinjani.
Rinjani nodded, and grabbed Ansel's hand for a kiss.
" Remember do not drink, remember not often outside the house later you can flu, do not forget to take vitamins"
Ansel chuckled, "Love you like this that makes my heart warm and unable to turn away"
" I await your return "Rinjani embraces her husband, hugs his waist then drowns her face over Ansel's warm, beating chest
" I'm going"
Ansel actually went away from Rinjani into the airport leaving Rinjani staring at him.
It is not the first time Ansel has gone to England, but this is the first time Rinjani hopes Ansel will return home for his children.
Rinjani takes her steps to the elite cemetery, the final resting place of her Husband.
This was his first visit alone.
" Sister, I'm coming!!, our children are healthy and growing up well, all thanks to Ansel, he really loves our children like you, Brother I will always pray for you, May Allah put Kaka on His best side" Although only a small phrase Rinjani still shed tears, Nurry is also a responsible adult man, a very good husband figure for Rinjani, who is also a very good man, Nurry Temprament, but always able to keep his emotions while with her, Nurry often vent his frustration with objects, although not infrequently his knuckles become injured because they hit something to dampen his anger.
Rinjani returned to her house with Ansel, a house that had lived in for three months but slept in separate rooms, once entered the house a quiet and silent atmosphere immediately welcomed her, he said, the children are still at Mama and Papa Ansel's house, they did not take Ansel's departure for fear that the twins will cry, so choose to leave it to Ansel's parents.
Rinjani gazed at the nanar wall clock, still very long Ansel until , but Rinjani was longing for the voice of the young man.
During his final day Rinjani picks up his children, also four hours, the twins began to look for his Daddy's whereabouts.
" Mommy's gone, Daddy, aren't you coming home?" Ivander who began to whine, followed with Ivan.
Their baby sitter had also persuaded the little men not to sulk but could not, the twins ran to Rinjani's room with Ansel.
" Mommy did Daddy come home last night?"
" Yes, you go to bed first mommy wake up when Daddy comes okay!" Rinjani.
" It's okay Mba, take them rest, I accompany" Rinjani led her children down back to the twins' room.
" Mommy call Daddy!" Ivan started whining again.
" Daddy will be home soon if you go to bed okay!"
Maybe the twins began to feel that at this time his Daddy is far away, so far Ansel really put his children first, no matter how busy the young man will still go home on time, choosing to continue his work at home from time with the children no less, Rinjani already felt lost even though just like this, just walked six hours but without Ansel, he said, the gentle young man who served her husband the chaos of her life began to feel, look at the children began to fuss and question the whereabouts of the young man.
" Mommy is Daddy out??"
It seemed like Ivan was still not satisfied with his Mommy Answer, Rinjani could only nod while persuading again for her children to sleep, instead, Rania who understands where Daddy or his uncle is currently just silent to let the mommy calm her sisters.
An hour later, the twins had just slept, after Rinjani read four full story books, usually while with Ansel, the young man only made up his own imaginary story, telling stories that sometimes Rinjani was unable to digest, but only briefly his children will fall asleep, while with his twins even difficult to sleep, it turns out that a boy is very suitable adjacent to his father, and his father, who is not, because after all they have more or less common and attitudes.
Ten hours passed without Ansel, Rinjani really can not sleep, eat bad, her mind is always on her handsome husband.
It was still about seven to eight hours Ansel was on his long journey, but Rinjani was already impatient to contact him, wanting to ask if the young man was okay.
Finally, Rinjani's waiting came to fruition, as the morning before the ringing call from Ansel was seen on his phone screen, Rinjani's heart burst.
Without a second thought Rinjani immediately raised a call from Ansel.
" Hello!"
{" Rinjani's Mom Maria"} Voice over there
" Mother Mary!"
{" Yes, this Ansel has arrived , but it looks like the child is experiencing jet lag"} Mother Maria told.
" Where is Ansel BI??" Rinjani Lirih.
{" In the bathroom"}
Rinjani can hear the sound of someone vomiting, is that Ansel??
{" She keeps throwing up since I picked her up from the airport, I don't know this is the first time I've seen her like this"}
Believe me Rinjani feeling is not careless, Ansel is sick at a time away from him, oh if England can be reached by Rinjani car will overtake him now.
{" Honey, I'm fine! don't worry, have the children awake" }
Rinjani can hear the voice of Ansel who is raucous and Ansel also like holding something while talking, Rinjani has not had time to answer anything heard crasak crusks from there and again the voice of someone who vomits is heard
{" Rinjani I'll call you later, let me take Ansel to the doctor first".}
" Good Bi, Bi please take Ansel, I regret not sharing it"
{" Don't worry, without you asking I will do my best for the boy, you take care of your health dear see you" }
The phone in Rinjani's hand instantly wiped away, along with the arrival of dark clouds that overshadowed Rinjani's heart, a black fog that made worry and sadness into one.
'God take care of him for me' Whisper Rinjani's heart.