THE HEART THAT HOLDS THE WOUND

Chapter 84

Time has shown at 12 pm but Zahirah can not sleep, this often happens since the death of Ningsih. Zahirah did not really sleep even though in front of her husband she looked fine, not really.

Guilt accumulates more in his heart, he tries hard but the situation says another. Zahirah tried to accept everything that had happened was the will of God but his heart did not accept it.

Zahirah sat on the floor bowed down crying hugging herself. Zahirah felt no longer strong, he felt that everything would end up leaving him alone.

Aditiya came home happy, his footsteps very light and he could not wait to hug his wife who he missed so much.

Aditiya opened the door very carefully fearing that he would wake his sleeping wife. Aditiya walks towards the bed but he does not find his wife he starts to panic. Aditiya picks up her phone to check the cctv but before she picks up her phone Aditiya hears a very painful sobbing sound.

Aditiya walked towards the source of the voice, how surprised he was when he saw his wife who was sitting on the floor not wearing a pedestal and sandal of his house.

Aditiya approached his wife holding the soles of his wife's feet. "Darling you're okay" he grabbed his coat and put it on the floor and put his wife's feet.

Zahirah raised her head to see that her husband was already in front of her and hugged her tightly. Aditiya took his wife in his lap and let her cry.

"Cry dear, mas is here always accompany you, take out dear, everything will be fine "Aditiya rubbed his wife's back gently giving that his wife is not alone there he is always accompanying his wife.

"Mas Ningsih's.... Sqwm... Ningsih had left no longer to return" Zahirah released his heart since Ningsih's death,

"What is my fault mas... I do not understand my destiny.. I am tired of mas... why destiny continues to play my life mas..." the voice of passion sounded heartbreaking.

Aditiya does not know what to answer but Aditiya is very hurt to hear the screams of his wife's heart. "Look, baby, there's still a mas. mas won't leave you and our son later no one will leave you so you have to be strong baby, for me and for our son" Aditiya stood holding his wife and took her to the bed.

The tagisan Zahirah began to subside and release her embrace, she faced her husband when they met Zahirah raised her hand stroking her husband's face which was very longing.

Aditiya closed his eyes feeling the rubbing of his wife's hand "I'm sorry I have made you worry again "Zahirah bowed

Aditiya pulled his wife into his arms "Sleep, this is not good for you and our son is very late" Aditiya rubbed his wife's head.

Aditiya continued to rub his wife's hair until the soft hum of his wife was heard. Aditiya let go of his crib and improved his wife's sleep not forgetting to give a kiss on his wife's forehead.

Aditiya got off the bed walking towards the bathroom changing clothes. Arriving in the bathroom Aditiya did not change clothes instead he looked at himself in front of the mirror, took a deep breath and rubbed his face violently. Aditiya was afraid to see his wife's situation getting worse, which is not good,

"Darling what should I do to stop blaming yourself. " Aditiya still remembered his wife's words that she was tired

"Honey strong, for the sake of me and our child" said Aditiya in despair.