THE HEART THAT HOLDS THE WOUND

Chapter 69

Ningsih was already in her apartment. Ningsih wanted to be alone to calm her wounded heart. Ningsih sent a message to Aditiya, she can get Aditiya number from Zahirah because Zahirah now rarely holds hp when with her husband and almost all her time with her husband so Zahirah gives Aditiya number to Ningsih if something happens to her.

"Good night sir sorry to interrupt. I Ningsih sir, I got the father number of your wife sir. sir I want to ask for another leave because I want to go home because there is a family who is dying if my business is finished. I'll get back to work. I beg you sir do not tell Zahirah if Zahirah knows for sure he will follow and it will make you not meet your wife for a few days.thank you sir."

Ningsih deliberately mentioned the name Zahirah so that Zahirah did not contact him as long as he wanted to be alone. Ningsih needed time to treat the pain she received.

Ningsih lived his days like a dark room with no light. Ningsih tried to behave as usual but could not. Sometimes Ningsih eats but suddenly remembers Aditiya food that has come out again. Now his body only lives thin bone dry.

Ningsih was sitting pensively in the living room of her apartment. During his solitude Ningsih never once forgot Aditiya's shadow. Sometimes Ningsih did not remember Aditiya but there must have been something that made her remember the example now Ningsi was sitting in front of the TV suddenly appeared news about him. Ningsih laughed seeing Aditiya on TV.

"It's funny, when I don't remember him he suddenly appears before me" laughing with his tears down.

Ningsih could not avoid that he missed Aditiya very much. At times like this, it makes his heart tight. Ningsih went to get some water because her throat was dry from crying.

On TV still talking about Aditiya, the latest news is talking about his wife that Zahirah is pregnant with Aditiya's child.heard that the drinking water that Ningsih wanted to drink fell on his forehead.

Ningsih's heart beat fast, her breathing went down. Ningsih is hard to control himself.

Ningsih stood over everything in her heart to throw away her things.

Ningsih enters the bathroom with water and fills the bathtub to open all its clothes. Looking at himself in front of the mirror, how pitiful he was, the hair ruffled, the face unkempt, the eye checks were very clear and the thin body was dry. Ningsih is like an undead.

"Are you expecting Aditiya to come to your apartment and express her feelings. What is your relationship with Aditiya. Remember your relationship with Aditiya is only limited to boss and career. He treated you so well it was all because of Zahirah. If it wasn't Zahirah you wouldn't feel this luxury."

Kissing myself in front of the mirror "But I didn't expect this to be all just the pain I was getting. I just want to be loved by her can't she accept my love "

asking himself "Can't, realize when Ningsih will be like this. Aditiya and Zahirah are not wrong in this case the wrong thing is your love that has exceeded the limit so you yourself can not stem it and now you can not expect him anymore because he has want to have children. He'll live happily with your best friend"

Ningsih laughed loudly

"Well"

"now he'll have a complete family" laughed again

"So please realize Ningsih" heed himself.

Ningsih punched the mirror in front of him unconsciously.His hand was bleeding but Ningsih did not feel anything

"i'm definitely crazy" walking to the bathtub "I hope I don't wake up tomorrow" closing my eyes

"I'm so tired can I go" Ningsih said no more, only the water of the clams kept going.