THE HEART THAT HOLDS THE WOUND
Chapter 63
"Ning say something, whatever it is I will accept it but please don't be silent like this "Zahirah forced Ningsih to speak because Ningsih did not open his mouth.
Zahirah is still waiting, Ningsih said something the longer the wait the more scared Zahirah. What makes Ningsih silent. Was Ningsih so angry at him that she didn't want to say anything.
"Ningsih please don't do this, talk you can be angry, you can vent anything to me but don't shut up Ning"
enough is enough, Zahirah could not hold back his tears to come out "I love you very much Niing, whatever you want I will give but please do not stay still like this" holding his hands tightly.
Ningsih raised her hand to wipe away the tears of Zahirah "Ra don't cry, I can't see your tears"
"then answer my question, you're angry with me because I lied to you"
Ningsih nodded her head, Zahirah hugged Ningsih "I'm sorry Ning, I'm sorry.. I.. really sorry, what do I want to do so you can forgive me?" ask Zahirah seriously
"Are I allowed to ask your husband and whether you can give it to me "inner Ningsih
Ningsih smiled "Before I ask for something, may I ask first"
"Yes, you can ask me anything"
"Do you love your husband" Ningsih's chest tightened but tried to stay firm.
He must find out if Zahirah loves Aditiya if he has got an answer then Ningsih takes his own decision.
Zahirah was surprised to hear this question had nothing to do with his lies.
"Ning I don't understand your question"
"Jawab I want to know about Ra"
Zahirah took his breath
"I. I. I. I. love her Ning" armchair raised her head face to face with Ningsih,
"I love him so much Ning, he's a man who makes me happy even though sometimes he's happy" his face is clear that the armour is so happy at the moment. Ningsih could see all of that.
"You're happy living with her?" ask again Ningsih,
Zahirah shook her head "she was very nice to me Niing, not one bit she behaved badly and she always gave me whatever I wanted even though she was upset herself sometimes" laughing at her husband's upset face
Ningsih clutched the bed sheets very hard so that her tears did not fall, she needed a supply of air tight chest as if something pierced her chest.
"Then I have no right to be angry with you, as long as your husband is kind to you and you are happy that is enough for me, ra, I am very happy to hear that." Trying to look strong even though his heart hurts like in a needle stick many times
"Really you're no longer angry with me" Ningsih smiled and hugged Zahirah
"Yes I'm so happy to hear you happy" Ningsih's tears fell unnoticed.
Zahirah took off her embrace "But why are you crying Ning, did I do anything wrong again"
Ningsih shook her head "No Ra, these tears indicate that I am very happy."
Lying so that Zahirah does not suspect "It has been ah. I am tired in your arms continue" joked Ningsih.
"still miss "Zahirah doesn't want to let go of her embrace
"Thank you Ning you've always been there for me, I'm sure you'll get a man who makes you happy so you can forget about your dark past" Zahirah said sincerely.
"But I'm not sure Ra is with my own heart" Ningsih said.
"Udah ihh sad, I'm sick again Ra I want to heal quickly if crying can continue to increase my pain"
"Haha. alright, you want something "
"I want you to go home! "
"Ningsih" Zahir's teary eyes did not usually ningsih said harshly
"Haha kidding ra."
Ningsih was serious about her words. Ningsih wanted to be alone, herself lamenting her fate and love. Ningsih had to as quickly as take a decision for his heart he could not drag on in grief.
