THE HEART THAT HOLDS THE WOUND

Chapter 13

Zahirah sat beside her mother in a bed that was lying weak. Zahirah took his mother's hand and carried her chip

"Mother, please hold on for my sake, I already have no one in this world if mother leaves Zahirah, what I should do without mother, my spirit rests only on you mother, mother, my spirit rests on you, so please hold on mom." said Zahirah heartbreakingly.

Slowly Zahirah's mother began to realize she was seeing her only child, asleep holding her hand. Zahra smiled and was grateful to see her son always there for her. Zahra actually listened to what Zahirah said and it made her heart feel sliced but really Zahra could not bear the pain in her womb, she was not strong anymore to survive.

Zahrah released his hand from his grasp, Zahirah slowly so as not to disturb his child's sleep.

Zahrah piqued the head of Zahirah affectionately and said "I'm sorry Zahirah's mother but she was no longer able to hold it, she was not strong enough, I've survived until now only for you and to see you get someone who can love you and love you sincerely but I can't see that anymore, you have to endure, son, I'm sure one day you'll feel happiness, once again I'm sorry I had to leave you Zahirah." said Zahra with tears on her cheeks this hurt her

"MOTHER ! " snap Zahirah

Zahrah was shocked to hear the screams of his son, Zahirah heard all the words of his mother, fortunately in the patient room they lived together because the patient who had been treated with the room with his mother had been allowed to go home so no one listened to the cries of armor.

"Mother..please...mom..do not say that mother and do not leave Zahirah alone enough father to leave the mother's arm.."said Zahirah heart-wrenching her tears have flowed profusely.

"I'm sorry Zahirah's mother, do you have no pity to see mother in pain, I'm tired Zahirah, let mother go yes...Zahirah, you still have Ningsih who can take care of you so please be sincere Zahirah's mother if you continue this way I will not calm down Zahirah" replied Zahrah who did not heartache pain should say so but more pain gave hope to his son.

Zahirah just shakes his head, Zahirah can not say anymore, Zahirah wants his mother to stay for him and for Ningsih but his mother can no longer be what Zahirah should do if Zahirah should menikhlas mother, Ningsih, yep...Lord Zahirah was unable to accept such a reality anymore.

"Want you to listen to me? " ask Zahrah weakly

Zahrah felt that his stomach was being stabbed by a knife many times but all his strength he could not see his son.

"mother...please...yes.." That's all you can say, her voice can no longer come out due to crying too long.

Zahirah ran out looking for a toilet to release the tightness in his chest. Zahirah did not want to show his mother that the trauma that his mother considered healed had not healed was even worse, because this truama could have hurt the surrounding people so Zahirah had to alone to solve it.

As Zahirah in the toilet at the end of the room that is less passed by people, Zahirah sat on the floor hugging his knees and banging his head

"I'm sorry Zahirah mom, Zahirah can't take good care of mom, Zahirah......"

Zahirah could not continue his words because he felt like throwing up, the armor roared towards the sink and vomited out his entrails.

Outside the toilet Aditiya was walking to want to go back to the office but accidentally heard someone crying, Aditiya did not want to care but heard the stuffing of someone who was in the toilet is not in good condition as if asking for help.

Forced Aditya to turn his footsteps towards the toilet, the opening of the toilet door was very surprised to see a woman in a bad condition, Aditiya said, the woman was poking her knees and her face was banging on her knees and rummaging indistinctly.

Aditiya immediately approached the woman who was hurting herself slowly Aditiya heard the words of the woman.

"I'm sorry.." That's all that's repeated.

"Hey...are you okay? " ask Aditiya

Aditiya did not know that the woman was the woman who was seen in the campus and lately always filled the head.

Zahirah did not know that there was a man crouching in front of him, Zahirah was just busy blaming himself.