The Friend Yang Kunikahi

87. Is It Not Heartache?

"It's a long time, Ra! Don't know if the kids are starving?" luna snorted as her best friend came after more than half an hour away.

“Sorry, I accidentally saw my man again dating, so I samperin first,” said Lyra while turning to her husband and giving a sharp delicacy.

“I'm not dating, Bun. I work!” refute Pandu.

“Yes, work is just a guise doang!” reply Lyra who again gave delikannya.

Luna looked at the two friends confused, not understanding what was being discussed. Work? A date? I don't know, Luna chose to call her children and tell them to eat.

“Daddy, really, it's here?” Rapa asked as she approached her two mothers.

“Your father has met a new Mama candidate for you, Bang.” Lyra who answered with her upset face.

“Truly, Dad? I met the new Mama candidate for Brother Sama Adek? Wih, this cool. How to wait for Mother what is the candidate Mama?” rapa asked enthusiastically, as if happy to hear this news. Unlike the Queen and Queen who do not seem too curious about adult affairs, because for the two boys it is the number one stomach affair. After all, the affairs of the adults they could not understand, in contrast to Rapa who seemed to be precocious.

Lyra who heard her son's words glared sharply with her mouth raised, while Luna was only able to pat the eel. Didn't expect Rapa's response to be this happy. Lyra regretted her words earlier.

“Daddy did not meet the candidate for new Mama, kok, Bang and there will be no new Mama. Mama you are enough Mama with Mami Luna aja,” said Pandu gently, rubbing the top of the child's head and told the child to eat. The boy complied even with a disappointed sigh.

Pandu turned to Lyra, looking intently at his wife. “Never again talk carelessly in front of children, anything else Rapa.”

“Gue thinks bocal will be angry. Why even be an art? I was gonna start a defense when...." Lyra's sigh was disappointed, and ignored her husband's warning.

“Makanya, Ra, talk on guard, how about if your children want to have a new Mama? Want to let your man marry again?” luna said raise one eyebrow.

“Amit-amit. Hii, don't let that happen!” lyra exclaimed in panic while shaking her head and the table in front of her.

“Emang what the hell just happened? Lo, how can I meet Pandu? Didn't he help Leo? Keep my man where?” luna asked in a row, scrolling around to find the whereabouts of her husband that she hoped would come after.

Lyra finally recounted with a grunt, occasionally also giving a sharp glance at her husband who was then seasoned with the debate of the two. Luna who listened to the head gel and occasionally pat the eel. The Lyra-Pandu couple is indeed not much different from the Levin-Devi couple, only Pandu gave up more than Levin. Pandu will only be quiet to listen and will talk if Lyra is too cornered, but still the debate of this pair will be won by Lyra.

“Partially I wonder the same Bang Levin, he ****what is it, anyway? Prospective actors, if you are a secretary. If Si Devi knows .. abis it Si Levin.” Lyra shakes her head inexhaustibly.

“Keep aja lo belain! It's a pretty girl and her body is good, plus she's smart. That's kind of lo, Pan! Like your ex was ‘, right? The Amel used to make you fall in love, because she was beautiful, smart.…”

Cup. Lyra's speech stopped as soon as Pandu gave a brief kiss on her lips. This is the only way to make Lyra shut up quickly. His wife will not stop nyeroscos what else if it is related to the past. In ladeni even the wider the woman spoke.

Maybe if only they were at home, not only will Pandu give a kiss to stop his wife talking like that, but fortunately this is in a public place and Pandu is still aware of his surroundings at this time.

“Each discuss Am..”

Cup. One more brief kiss Pandu give, then stare defiantly at his wife who is now glaring her round eyes as a form of protest.

“You talk about it again, I kiss again.” Threaten Pandu's.

“This is a public place Pandu!”

“I know, keep what's the problem?” the word Pandu raises next to his eyebrows, staring at the wife who no longer seems able to retaliate.

“The past was to be made a lesson, not to be remembered what else is always in the language. Don't you get hurt every time you talk about me and Amel? Don't hurt your own heart, Yang, because all this time, I tried not to hurt you like I used to.

“... if you are still upset because of my betrayal first, please angrily me, hit me, punish me as you wish, but do not always discuss. Not only am I going to get hurt by remembering the past, but you are also hurt by all that, Ra. All this time I have borne the guilt of my misery, I regret it, even until now. With you always talking about it, or regarding the problems that are faced at this time, it is the same with you and I reopen the old wounds. That wound will never dry up, Ra.”

Lyra lowered her head. Heard her husband's long words. It makes Lyra feel guilty. It is true what Pandu said. It's the same as opening his wound. Lyra no longer holds any grudges against her husband or her best friend, Amel. But it seemed that annoyance was still in his head. If it's like this, has he really forgiven Pandu and Amel? I don't know, Lyra herself was confused to answer her own question.

Pandu takes his wife into a hug, peeping long over Lyra's head while continuing to say sorry.

Luna was moved by what she saw, even without feeling until she herself shed tears. Apologies are easy to say. Apologizing and forgiving often happen, but remember, the mouth, mind and heart sometimes do not match.

The mouth may desperately say sorry and forgive, but sometimes it does not fit the contents of our hearts as well as our minds. The mouth is the place to lie, even when the heart is injured, and the mind is a lot of burden, but the mouth is still able to give a smile.

Lyra may have forgiven her husband and best friend's past, her own mouth saying that. Lyra's heart, maybe it is no longer holding a grudge to his best friend, but it could not be if Lyra's mind is still spinning repeating events in the past, but it could be, until it makes the woman continue to always want to discuss it whenever, once there is a chance.

The heart may keep wounds, the mind may repeat events, but as much as possible do not allow the mouth to always discuss them, because it will only make the wounds in the heart remain open and the mind is forced to always remember, then until when will it all pass? Until when will the wound disappear, and until when will it be achieved?