The Friend Yang Kunikahi

61. The Pilu Amel Story

“Baby sister, Queen sister left school first yes, drugs,”

One kiss given by Queen on Luna's flat stomach made her Mom smile, warm with what the princess did.

“Papi also departs yes, son, fine in the stomach of Mami, and remember not to fuss, do not make Mami bother as long as Papi is not there.” Leo kissed Luna flat stomach then turned to kiss his wife's forehead and lips after that Leo grabbed the hand of his son who was ready to go to school.

Luna waved her hand until the car that Leo was driving was lost behind the gate of her house. The house is quiet again and boredom is waiting, especially Leo who does not allow Luna to do any activities other than sleeping and watching television.

Back in the room, Luna grabbed her phone by the side of the pillow, sat leaning on the headboard and sent a message to her friends to come and accompany her at home, at least with their presence he would not be too bored.

After sending a message to the group filled by her, Amel, Lyra and Devi, Luna reaches for the remote to turn on the television in her room to fill her solitude by watching the show aired, although a cartoon but still make Luna preoccupation and dissolve in the spectacle that sometimes makes her laugh.

“Lun, where is Luna lo?”

“Gue in room!”

Before long the door of the room opened and entered the figure of Lyra with a sizable bag containing melon chips which indeed since a few days ago became his best friend's favorite. Soon Devi with her first child followed, and Amel last by guiding her two-year-old son.

“Wihh, Madam Doctor tumben not busy?”

“Need my vacation, the time is good work, the husband's money is already a lot. I'm confused how to write,”

“Najis songong!” Lyra rolled her eyes lazily, while Amel laughed crisply.

Joking, laughter and mutual ridicule always occur when gathered like today. Luna is happy because finally their friendship can get this far, lasting until they have a husband and a small family, respectively, where their husbands are also people who are so familiar with each other make a closer friendship.

Until now, Luna still did not believe that the four of them would end up like this. Lyra who married Pandu through an arranged marriage. Although he started with the unkindness in undergoing a marriage, but now both live happily in the abundance of love in addition to the presence of two beautiful and handsome children.

Devi, who desperately rejected Levin, now wants to have two children. Remembering Amel? Of course everyone knows how the woman used to be, the third person between Lyra and Pandu who was not at all Luna thought would end up with Dimas, he said, the man he saw as having no interest in the beautiful woman was in fact so slickly so that none of them realized, even until the two were in a clandestine relationship, the know-how was engaged and it was quite surprising.

“Gue pick up the kids first yes,” said Lyra as she got up from her seat.

“Sorry, Ra I can not nemenin lo,” regret Luna is not happy.

“Nothing else I don't mind, you just stay at home, I also don't want to happen anything like lo content. Can be hung on my monas the same as Lele. Udah ah, I left first, fearing the hunt disperse.”

Lyra passed before Luna gave a nod. The beautiful woman is still nimble despite her growing age and already has two children.

“I don't think that Lyra can still be nice to me, she doesn't hate me at all when I hurt her, ” Amel said, still looking straight ahead where Lyra disappeared behind the door. Devi and Luna reflexively turned to her best friend that one, from her tone of voice sounded a regret.

“Sometimes I still feel embarrassed and awkward talking to him, I feel sinful even though I know he has forgiven me and is normal..” Amel stopped his speech, Amel, taking a deep breath and then the woman exhaled slowly, Luna continued waiting for her best friend to continue his words because no matter how recently Amel wanted to tell her about his feelings.

“... actually since the beginning I do not like the same Pandu what else love, but you know it? I am the son of a busy family, I am lonely and rarely get attention, maybe even never, because my parents only pamper me with money instead of affection. Sometimes I envy you who have a harmonious family, a warm family and parents who always put their children first. Since childhood I was forced to be independent, do anything alone without the support of parents, ah yes, of course my parents support, I support, but unfortunately the support they provide is only limited to the material ..” Amel smiled iris, considering the childhood to his teens who always demanded this and that.

“... when got a little attention from Pandu my heart warmed, I am happy there are people who care about me, people who are considerate and give me what I need all this time, I am happy, a love I always crave every day. It sounds evil indeed, as if I use Pandu only for my own happiness, but it's clear that only I understand, because among you maybe only I feel lonely, but it's my own happiness, only I'm poor will love ..”

“... until finally Pandu said his feelings, obviously I accept, because I think at that time, maybe with the presence of him, I will not be too lonely, I will not be too lonely, I will no longer feel neglected and I will no longer feel unwanted. I enjoy a happy day with Pandu, because he never ignores me, he cares about me and I know he loves me. Until I finally knew the fact that he was married, the husband of my own best friend. I'm not disappointed or angry, but rather fear, fear of attention that I no longer get, affection that I will no longer feel and I am afraid to lose all that, I was too comfortable with how I felt at that time, where only Pandu was the only person who cared about me. I'm thirsty for affection, because as long as I live my parents even my family does not give it at all. That is also, the reason why the Pandu I called when I was sick first, because Pandu gave me what I needed. Caution."

Throughout the story, Amel had shed tears, even flowing profusely, Amel cried without a sound. Luna was looking at that, even though in a state of crying with tears as hard as that was not at all the beautiful woman was hampered to continue the story until it flowed so smoothly. Luna so thought about how often her best friend cried in silence like this? The feeling of compassion makes Luna reflexively hug Amel. Although friends have been for a long time, but still Luna does not know how the beautiful woman feels because Amel was too closed all along.

“Why haven't you told me before? At least we all know what you need.” Devi who was sad also tried to ask.

Little smile Amel then rubbed the tears on his cheeks and the corners of his eyes. “Gue is afraid to open, because I hate being pityed.”

Amel smiled at his two best friends and continued his story, “sometimes I think, why is God so unfair with me? I envy Lyra who always get affection, attention and also love from those closest to her, while I? Maybe even if my parents die, they will never care. Seeing Leo who is always considerate and indulging Lyra makes my evil thoughts present and comes across the intention to snatch it from her. I thought, is not enough love and attention from his family he got, why should be added with Leo who is also like that? And why does Pandu also seem to enliven? I, who so expect affection certainly burn the fire of jealousy ..”

“... but I realize, even if I managed to seize all that is not the happiness I get, but a regret that will haunt me for life. Therefore I choose to go away from you, choose to separate myself so that the feeling no longer arises and lead to a regret. Until finally, Dimas was present to fill my void. And it was his sincerity that brought me to this point.”