The Fairy Tale of Oppelia" Ringtone"
chapter 98 "
...Time is increasingly consumed in hope in the coming year even though the eyes of drowsiness still I wait for it even though the body is tired still want me to reach it...
...Along with my trust and love here still waiting for you mother (the Hudus) I still believe your wise love there...
...Even though your body is tired and tormented in the world, keep believing...
...in each of my births in death that always awaits you...
...in every death I die in a life that always worships...
...I died and I too was born...
...I was also born alive and dead...
...I was born also dead also alive...
...Should I bear in waiting for your charm...
...Will I bear in believing your charm...
...suffering in the birth wants death...
...suffering in death wants life...
...where can I lean where I can be accepted where I can be trusted...
...where I can understand where I can wait where I can worship***...
...***I languish in real-life, thoughtful learning...
...I long for the real and wise journey of life...
...Silence my eyes, murmur my heart...
...I saw black eating man, I saw black slashing man, I saw black taking life, I saw black killing man, I saw black cruel and blind, I saw black , I saw black forcing people to go crazy, I saw black cutting people's hearts, I saw black sucking human blood, I saw black always waiting for people, I saw human blood, I see black haunting humans, I see black eating the human body...
...Peace that lasts forever in the death of eternal peace forever in the life of eternal peace forever in the birth...
...Every time I hear it I feel sad to believe me in your charm...
...every time I hear it I feel sad teramat waiting for You in every worship and prostrate...
...Every time I hear it, I feel sad to expect you in every life...
...every time I hear it I feel very sad to miss being together...
...every time I hear it I feel very sad in my practice...
...If I die where they are...
...(religion, God, hometown, friends, custom)...
...irsa...
...There is no beginning or end of suffering, no journey or purpose of suffering, no hope and longing for suffering, no desire and belief in suffering ,there is nothing left of suffering, no power of suffering...
...I live also want to die also want to be born...
...I die, I want to be born and I want to live...
...I was born also want to live also want to die...
...must I bear the burden of suffering in life...
...must I bear the burden of suffering in death...
...where should I lean where I should accept where I should understand where I should look where I should be to believe with whom I adore whom I languish with whom I miss where I should be go where I should go back where I should go where I should stop going until when I prostrate until when I should be guilty ,I fear this soul myself I fear this soul awaits me fear this soul languishes in all real and wise learning of life, all real and wise life journey...
...cut my body, break my legs...
...I saw black eating man, I saw black slashing man, I saw black taking life, I saw black killing man, I saw black cruel and blind, I saw black , I saw black forcing people to go crazy, I saw black cutting people's hearts, I saw black sucking human blood, I saw black always waiting for people, I saw human blood, I see black haunting humans, I see black eating the human body...
...Peace that lasts forever in the death of eternal peace forever in the life of eternal peace forever in the birth...
...Every time I meet her I feel so sad so much hope and longing in your charm...
...every time I met him I felt very sad desire and trust in every time I worship and prostrate...
...Every time I meet her I feel sad about the journey and the destination in every life...
...every time I meet him I feel very sad left in togetherness...
...every time I meet him I feel very sad in my practice...
...If I die where they are...
...(religion, God, hometown, friend, custom )...
...irsa...
...Kendati himself suffered from a suffering because the hole in the same hole is now enlarged dark and gloomy black color brings disease and suffering from each arrival...
...the black color torments and shackles the freedom man has...
...All without taste and color of suffering all without the desire and instinct of suffering all without the meaning and understanding of suffering all the useless and beneficial of suffering...
...I feel alive also feel dead also feel born...
...I feel dead also feel born also feel alive...
...I feel born also feel alive also feel dead...
...Where I gathered her , where I kept her , what am I drawing her purse , why am I carrying her , why am I shouldering her , why am I suffering why am I feeling , why am I carrying her ,then what I ask, where should I bring this stash for whom I brought this, how do I keep this, until when do I pick the coffers, where else do I shoulder it ,...
...Should I die, should I live, should I be born, I keep it too long, I keep it too much color, I endure too much suffering...
...I fear that only this soul feels the meaning of learning in real and wise life, I fear that only this soul will color the journey of real and wise life...
...punched my brain, burned this life...
...I saw black eating man, I saw black slashing man, I saw black taking life, I saw black killing man, I saw black cruel and blind, I saw black , I saw black forcing people to go crazy, I saw black cutting people's hearts, I saw black sucking human blood, I saw black always waiting for people, I saw human blood, I see black haunting humans, I see black eating the human body...
...Peace that lasts forever in the death of eternal peace forever in the life of eternal peace forever in the birth...
...Every time I greet her I feel very scared and sad to feel in your charm...
...every time I greet her I feel scared and sad terribly save her in worship and prostrate...
...every time I say hello I feel scared and sad terkundi coffers in every life...
...every time I say hello I feel scared and sad terribly coloring in togetherness...
...every time I say hello I feel scared and sad very meaningful in my practice...
...If I die where they are...
...(religion, God, hometown, friend, custom )...
...irsa...
