The Fairy Tale of Oppelia" Ringtone"

chapter 37 "boyah"

on April 13, 2011 at 17:34 wib I who admitted it was all my act that was unconsciously hypnotized fragrant flowers in the heart that rooted and blackened "black flower" a flower of regret that was willing to die just to make it happen how beautiful its shadow and bitter light even I was willing to make it happen even he was "crazy cow" also want and willing to die to make it happen not only he the author"(crazy cow ) and Curia but maybe you are the same what you will do even though this life is at stake I don't think I will regret it even if only for a moment I want to taste it again yes he" black flower" or black flower how painful a regret so deep from what we really want "the happiness of sincere love " but how painful this pure and white love is tarnished with black flower sap ink that seems to damage it if only everything can be as we want it will definitely not grow and deeply rooted in the heart and thorny buds will not ensnare and torment me at any time until now the black flower that begins to grow its fruit becomes a dreadful fear " yes " the fruit is so terrible that the person we love and willing to die for is now the result of regret for the fragrance of a memory of this pure and sincere love whether this is a regret or a fear or pain or indeed God always torments me with thorns stuck in the snares of his shoots "he "snare increasingly strong and sharp piercing so that no longer can these tears drip again and again , ' ' he said ,dry already well slaughtered ,

...it was so dark and deep beautiful like a bitter heaven like a hell silent and mute at all times that the groove of taste wave-tone particles bound tightly with its duration as if to wipe out all in real life the dark night erases your shadow thou snatched away all the dreams that I once believed of sincere and holy love...

o Lord I beg you please stop this pain do not you torment me at all times what is my fault what is my sin until you hate and torment me at all times but this prayer as if it could not cure will poison from the fruit" black flower" and this fruit is very poisonous and there is no cure and the antidote now I trust his "yes" with a heavy sense to react to it and god let it take root and powerful machinery so that I can not move anymore if like this to whom I complain as if there is no place for me to go home and come back until now I'm starting to understand and trust "and there's no chance we can give you any more" is it a ransom or is it that you throw me away and let me feel the pain that always accompanies me at all times but why do You meet me with him why do You bring up this love in the heart for a moment I feel happiness but God is unjust he wrenched with his destiny heeey God why You gave me a painful choice with your destiny is there no choice but what pain is only your ability if it is like this why have I worshipped you all this time why I followed your command why You created me why You do not speak why You have been silent about what you have not heard in every Prayer what my lack is up to You cheated me on saying now Lord you know I am not happy in the least with your unjust destiny .

the blindness that left me helpless at who I complained to until I wanted to throw away the god or indeed the God who threw me away if I only knew this was all the destiny I received I didn't need life from you a decision that removes all the value of kindness from You . now I'm desperate for what will happen to make me confused who curb and ensnare my whole body and soul which now seems to be covered with leaves from it "yes "black flower leaves" or the leaves of the black flower now cover my eyes and mind and cover my heart and my body so that he does not let the light shine on me even if it is just a speck of light but he does not let me receive it to all of me bestow all blasphemies and insults upon You Lord and this leaf protects from your light to the void felt in the soul without your presence even though I do not have you I want you to be a ray of light in the heart but that

I accept the bitterness and pain and emptiness that I feel

the love you promised me

but the fire you gave .

your love is like a deep-rooted poison

blinded by its leaves.

not as easy as it is because of her pain

at first I was amazed by the beauty of love

yet sincerity sembilu your love of poison

I was firmly planted until now rooted and leafy because of the fragrant flowers to grow thorny shoots that will bear the fruit of a poison that has no cure and the antidote is attached to my soul that forces me to feel pain without any stop until I throw away and forget the light because of the light covered with leaves of void that makes me throw you "(family friends, hometown brothers, customs, religion, god, god ,and myself) so as not to assume you exist and that it is true I do not consider you to exist and hate you .

no one realized how terrifying he was" black flower " although it was beautiful when for a moment it was intoxicating but a mistake that I did not understand why I felt this pain that so spread every time he blackened just words and evidence would not be able to interpret what what I think is that people who do not know how painful their regrets will not understand in the slightest how terrible it is when covered with leaves of void even the sun and God could not shine at that time if I was aware of it I'm back to you God whatever you are still making me feel this pain

The dust grains might disappear like this soul's embroidered flame

everything we believe in will be good for you God

only color believes this will be fine just all look useless and hollow .

either heaven really exists or only your sweet promise.

or maybe it's hell because of your destiny for my life.

I'm waiting for an answer from the heart maybe that's the cure .

everything so real is just your play as if it were wise.

do I have to say I'm "punished".

only falsehoods are implied in life .

but you force me to do it" God do not blame everything that happens God only leads me in his protection".

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,,Good thanks for reading and following the Fairy Tale "oppelia ringtone". Hem...I think it will be fun ..good not to forget to remind you again the key of the Fairy Tale" oppelia ringtone" is in chapter 1" Erin "is in the middle of the story ..do not miss the next episode

and happy Eid al-Fitr.

" breath and inner apologies" for Muslims.and for Christians to wish Jesus ascension day.Sorry rather late in saying it ..

if there is a word that is inappropriate I apologize ..and sorry if the picture is bad ..hahaha I am not so good at drawing .hehehehe.. ..BEY..

by: MAD COW....

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