
the street that started in the evening made me want to go back to a house that didn't feel so beautiful the day I saw it until it was seen we spent the night in the city park and it was a great romance of love laughter
" Erin ..ayo we go there "(my door)
" Hem.do not want to be.like a boy"(he replied).
" come on ..ayo.."heeeeh Erin what do you like "?( manyu)
" i like ice cream"(his stupid smile)
" iih I seriously know...Hem..don't joke"(on my own way)
" ...must I answer it" ..smile you"(he asserted)
" heeeeee.."(and red is already ).
until he forgets the secret room and the book and mode of learning he just accompany me always and I try to take him seriously to study . ..but he refused and said what I never thought
" Erin..how about the test before.what are you having trouble .."(to be honest I was holding her hand).
" ooh.quiet all can be overcome.."(word from him).
" Said Hanna you're not very good at lessons"(my quip)
" ha-ha-ha what does it look like"(his smile)
" but it's okay I'm gonna help you."(means)
" ah . ha-ha-ha.what do you say you know school lessons make me lost.."(his stupid smile).
" heeeeeeeh "
" Nothing ..I don't need more than this"(clearly)
it makes me so happy in my heart that I don't want it to end so quickly that time rolls by I don't want it to end and tell you about it and then Hanna becomes the audience will tell my story that makes him understand..
" morning curia where are you going?
" Hem.I have an appointment with him"(i answer)
"Hem.wah wah who is kasmaran"(the ledek).
" ...Hem.(my smile).
but the atmosphere now became a little chaotic when the gossip became real and became the main topic in my life story from her parents....
"nduuut nduuut"(think of this sound vibration hp) unexpectedly my phone vibrated and it was a phone call from him
" hello kuria.mama wanted to talk before your father scolded you.now hurry home"(he said).
" but ..".ma"..later I needed to....Bey Bey.."(live me).
"but.kuria hear mama ..kuria. "ttuuuut tuuut". "(severed voice).
and it's true I ignored what and all about the world other than being with him
" Erin...Hem..what are you from earlier.waiting for me"(my sweet smile).
" Let me be old waiting for you"(he said)
" haha what do you mean."(my laugh)
" come on. follow me .."(ask)
"..Erin...we're going where.."(my word)
now it looks like I'm holding hands tightly and friendly to make my life story more nuanced, at that time Erin invited me to go where the place is not foreign to me".iya " it was the foundation of abandoned children that he collected now better than ever where they live that is not so decent..and I pura do not know her even though I pura but this happy smile is really real and sincere for her
" jreeeng jreng .."..see curia ..."(his happy smile)
" Erin what is this.."(my candlestick).
" this is a foundation for talented children but they have no place to accommodate their abilities and this place is called B.E.E.R or best everyone evolution ranking"(as I speak it in my heart).(said Erin).
" ...wah...Erin .."(many)
and it's true that Hanna was there and smiling as if we didn't know that we knew each other and were very close..
" well curia ..introduce her Hanna is in charge here ..and also she's jenny.she's very clever..
" hello .(greet them)
it made me so happy that I forgot my mom's appointment and was really angry that she came straight to pick you up by force here." yes " both of my parents didn't like Erin without me knowing the underlying reason for them.
" curia...Curia ..follow mama for a moment"(strictly speaking)
" mama ..apa .what are you doing"(my anxious tone)
" already ..don't break mama..quick ..ayo we go home your papa waiting for you.."(harsh tone).
" just a minute."ma." ..introduce him Erin.."(my smile)
" hello afternoon Aunt.."(greet Erin)
"...ouh .so you named Erin ..huuufh thank you for taking care of the curia.yes.."( while forcing myself).
it was the cover of a few days I couldn't meet him until I was locked up at home and not allowed to go out again..but something was different when I started to enter my room..
" even.bengong..kamu kuria"
"..heard kuria .so the gossip was true ..you liked him .."
"..he...Erin ..he's my first boyfriend."(my smile)
" what ...have you guys been dating.kuria I hope you break up with her soon ..before your father finds out.."(his anger)"
"..i don't want to..."
" curia .until when you don't want to obey mom and dad.if that's the case we'll destroy your foundation.and drive Erin out of this place.".(he threatened).
"but "ma" .(my nagging tone)
" nothing but a catapult of curia if you don't want it to happen don't let your papa know it .and according to mama.you understand.."
" but ..ma.I can't break up with him..'
" huuufh.you know .. your romance is just monkey love.and it's a waste of curia time"
there's the origin of the problem as if he's a black flower "black flower" now it starts to take root and bring up the thorny shoots that snare from the bottom of the heart make more chaotic where the world that I think will be beautiful and nuanced and it's right the beginning of this story yes.he " black Flower" started what my life is now .
" ma..why .I have to separate from him"(my door)
" hear mama.kamu do not know him ..that's who ..who his family and many more you do not know him well "
" why don't you know what I'm feeling.I really like him ma... anything that sticks to him I will accept sincerely.."(my words running into the room).
I started to get angry and went straight to my room and closed the meeting and locked it and did not want to discuss it again with mama." tuk tuk"(mama knocked on my room door)
" curial....Curia heard mommy want to talk"
".....hihihihi.I don't want to talk to mama.lagi.mama evil"(with my moans).
only she's a friend who can protect me from her evil mama Miki"(a stuffed rabbit) and she invites me to talk venting from the heart
" ...Curia.why are they evil to you always"(Miki who as if he spoke)
" i don't know" Ki" . I didn't know they were so mean to me"(my answer)
"kuria..don't cry donk ..I'm crying .."( Miki who moved by nodding her head)
" kuria. listen mom...Curia"(mama said from behind the door)
until I started writing in my diary, which I was shocked and it made my mother very worried because I was silent and silent in the room.
" heeeeeee.what is this"(my inner ) who accidentally found an envelope was in my daery book)
at that time I opened a letter in which I began to touch him "creeeteeet"(a small strum that snatched inside me ) until now described ..." 19: 00 He came and changed the mood he was the young boy that papa chose and mama he came in red and a bunch of flowers that were quite beautiful he smiled at me dinner with me but when morning came he Erin came to visit and entered my family until now the meeting with my papa that destroyed her"
" heeeeee what is this ...what does this mean .."(confused me)
who doesn't know what's really going on and is right now at 15:03 wib when I read a letter or a message or a note that makes me confused "yes" I don't know who gave it and put it and I don't know who it was for but when night came. ..I did not realize what was written in the letter to make it real at 19:00 wib he came
" Fast curia dinner.in wait for your papa"(mama's pinta).
" yes.."ma"...
"tuk tuk " (the knocking sound of the door) which my mom told me to open and right when I started to open it she was in red with a bunch of flowers
" yes ...severa"(word from me)
" night..this is for you.what Auntie and om there.."(he said).
" heeeee"(my confused holding a bunch of flowers )
" eww.he's inside ..let's go in"(word from me)
and he came with a different Susana making mama and papa greet him so special that we had dinner together and talked to each other making forget about a time so short that it felt like it was morning enough to the sun that forced the chicken to wake him now I who was still in the room was still sleeping soundly "yes " it's still a holiday because Erin has already finished her exam just waiting for the results of the fight against the test ..and it sounds quite a loud tone" can you go from here do not get close to the curia do you understand ..go quickly" it made me wake up and meet him and it's true that Erin who was just visiting the house she just wanted to know from me who at that time did not tell me about me here so she was worried.." Erin." said I who forced my papa to look at me and my mama to come up to me and she didn't let me meet her ..now it seems that Erin was completely destroyed I don't know what my father told her so she was devastated.He left without looking at me and calling her "Erin" and "Erin" again and again.until it hurts already what I feel ..and they really don't realize how painful this is ....
...like pricked thorns that you made ..and true this is very very very painful as tight as the snares of thorny shoots yes he" black flower" which takes root and gives rise to the shoots which are thorny and entangles the base of my heart..
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far away to catch him back to me .
a withered flower does not mean dead and destroyed
so that the beetle away from its fragrance
big dreams are not just eye decorations
the feeling that is never understood will be the same
hence only one flower lightener and fragrant
entangled and ingested roots and shoots covered in leaves
and all of that is "love"
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