
somehow this story how it will start and end just like that and looks only alone in the corner seat in class XII b this school..
January 15 -2011
all felt very ordinary nothing changed and looks like a corner bench looks he was still asleep when the lesson began when the day of ordinary day he was still asleep no one wants to talk about it ,what he thinks and what is in his heart and who he is all feels Nobody cares...
" kring kringgg "this is a bell . reads and time off..
"sobt brags my name is IRENE PRAMUDITYA I am a student of class XII b at a private school in a small suburban suburb.
"this is JENNI my closest friend and this PRASYOGA paggil only PRASS "hello" and he's new Dateng guy chuck his name yohans he's different class more precisely XII A..and he's the cleverest guy in that class looks he's the perfect one, already saucy and smart he's also good bangeet same me (i said in my heart )
" hoi.kok bengong ..gagai ngapain"(yohans said)
".....A.. No telling what this is" (in a nervous heart.)
"cie cie there is a red one, really cepet come here .wah there is a shrimp behind the flour"(jenny's ledk)
"you Jenn are Prass.."(!( answer yohans)
" it's like there's a free smell!!"( said Prass)
" yeee e is in your brain only for free doang "!!( yohans complained)
" who knows.!( prass Ledek)
" HEHEHE"(my smile)
"well, you used to smile at Irene."(jenny said)
"eh now want to say, how about studying together , so later I have music lessons"?!( light me)
" heeeee lha later you can't come with us to play together.?"..hadeh...yeah.....hemm..okhave I bought food first, I'm afraid you're skinny later!."(chillful tone Yohans)
" yeeee Irene doang who was thought of, the cave also donk later the cave is also skinny how?( prass Ledek)
" yes"(surely jenny)
" hadeeeh what the hell ..yeah you guys come or just order.(?( yohns)
"IKUUUUTTTT"(jenny and Prass said)
"heeee lha trs Irene alone doank here?( yohans complained)
"A .. I'm fine, 'No real father."(my fear tone)
" really sure yourself ..?HUUUUH yes have you ordered what"(clearly)
" i'm the same as you!"( i clearly)
"okay okay wait, don't be naughty if you're afraid to say yes."(the lead)
"What's wrong ..there's an ERIN in that corner!"( my word)
" He always fell asleep in school and I never saw him move out of his stool but strangely from class x until now he still went up to class...!!she ...strange!( jenny said in a whisper)
" ouh okay wait yes .(while walking out)
" BEY BEY.."(my mind)
AND it's true Jenny said she never walked or woke up from her stool even though at rest or just back home from school no one noticed even I never realized I had one class from class x and all that doesn't feel like he's seen (in my heart think about him")
"And we also learned and joked and ate in class the sound of "KRING KRIINGG" lesson was active again..
" cave back first yes.!( yohans said while in a hurry)
"don't don't pliss the cave is still kangen!.hehehehe kangen free of charge his intent .(the lead from Prass)
"that's it, Dah.h!!"( sally)
Teachers came to my class all felt calm and walked very harmoniously when imagined explanation from the history teacher who told about the struggle of the hero of our country .."KRING KRING KRING" .and it's time to go home and I start packing "well done" in my mind and as I step Start at the end of my classroom door sounds someone calling me "IRENE" I turned to it was Miya, she was in class with me.
" IRENE wait, wait !! wait!.."(stern tone)
" yes, how's miya ."(my answer)
" you forgot this is your picket .and it's your turn!!.Last week I didn't cheat!!.(it's a bad tone)
" god !! for the sake of the cave magic conch forget hehe ..!!sorry joking trim yes ..has ngingetin me.but cave emang forget hehehe pliss sorry"(my word).
watch through ,lewat!! if you want to talk, don't !! on the doorstep okay!!"( hanna's rough tone)
"sorry Hann .. sorry!"( my word)
" why don't forget the clean broom, okay!( firmly)
"immediately do the boz!!"
And I started to tidy up the chair when I started sweeping Erin was still there asleep on her stool when all was almost done staying on the bench under Erin that I had not cleaned yet ..I also began to slowly clear the land by his side when it was a nervousness that so haunted my curiosity towards him as if I did not care about him.
" anuu.a..a.can your legs be lifted for a while "does not know what he thinks why he just silence if he does not hear me " (in the heart).
I'm sorry it's school time and it's time to go home so I just want to clean this room...
"..emm.mmmmm..ouh.!!"( an unclear whisper from him)
And that's the only word I ever heard from him when I started sweeping at his feet was heard by me the sound of a song that was inside his phone and he used a handfree attached to only one ear and I also felt so afraid that my heart was beating fast that I was in a hurry and accelerated my work "strange base weird" (in my heart).
yup was finally done and I went home and before I got home I went on to go to music lessons and my friends were there waiting and felt very upset on his face...
" lama..where are you late.."(ujar vita).
"well his name is also an exemplary student and the smartest in his class so super staarr tu h."(ledek selmi)
"what's so tired, the cave was clean first"
sorry.heheheh.ayo we start.now"
And we also practice playing music together we also play and joke well usual name is also girl huddle first and the day began the afternoon at 16:10 wib .I started to go home ...
"eh vit "cave pull first sorry yes selmi.I have to go home, I have not come home because..later mother angry!!.
" later the cave between or together only your house will be in the same direction, he uses a motorbike!!
"hahahaha it's okay for me to go home alone"
"ouh yes already heart yes..!!
" okay .!. ready Boss just calm cave there are magic shells!!."
"somewhat funny BASI tau.hahaha.
"BEY BEY'S..
I began to walk slowly when the sun began to change direction and change color that felt so very beautiful scenery on the bridge is long enough to make the atmosphere sweet and beautiful,when I started to smile the day I saw the sight beside the sun that began to disappear I saw down to see the figure of a young man who felt familiar he fell asleep beside the river water and he smiled and seeing the sun that began to disappear, accompanied by a song that fills his head in MP3 on hp , he smiled again did not feel I looked at him ..And he woke up, I turned my eyes away, I was afraid he realized I saw him, he stood up and packed his bag and jacket he started walking but the direction of my eyes began to see him ,he walked under the bridge, I was quite curious "what he did" (in my heart) and I started to descend by hiding I followed him as he chatted with others (in my heart) ,he approached the crowd of slums under the bridge, once he divided his food and played football there, did not feel the day was getting late I continued my way home ,now my afternoon marks 18:03 am when I get home
" i'm coming home mom!..
"from anywhere you are not usually late this way do not repeat the unclear crawl
" yes sorry ma'am" I met a long time ago so talk first (ngeless)
" yes, have a shower continue to eat but after prayer yes ..!!
"get ready buk b0z!!( answer me)
And I started to fill my daery books that I never believed I should be angry mother, but I do not want to make mother sad so I love mother very much even though she is fierce, and chatty of course..but he's my greatest hero he raised me alone my father died "dad." .. I began to fall asleep not feeling I was tired
when the sound of the morning prayer rang I also began to wake up and study because tomorrow there is a repetition to practice try out the graduation exam and I rushed to school..now the gate is still tightly closed and I wait for the school guard to open this gate , I was the first to enter the school feeling very excited I began to walk towards class XIib never I believed and was amazed because I saw in the corner of the bench on the side there was a student who was seen always there "yes you're right" it's Erin, but I don't think I was the first one in school but I was wrong ..(in my silence...)now all the disciples on Jenni and Prass come together
"Hoi.morning" your tumben left early in the morning Prass.(clearly jenny).
" the two of you are getting along..!!
"i'm a little excited for school."( replied Prass)
" it's like something's been hidden from me...hemm.it feels like a golden glow.it's on your head.".(my ledek).
" heleeeh is ordinary"
"there's a RED TUH!!
"suit yes Irene ...have said the most cute guy cave.(tone believe Prass).
":..e:.P.E.D.E.mall ..wkwkwk
I still remember my mother's advice at all times "if you come to school try to be the first one there because it is a mirror of intelligence and ingenuity, when the mother of school there was a child who always came first and she was the smartest student and that was also your grandmother's advice"said mother and I always believe mother but I wonder what do not Erin is the most pa..!!..!."HOI" daydreaming of you Irene said Jenni as I glanced at my eyes for a moment but she remained asleep until the lesson was over and rested and when she came home she remained asleep on her stool.
the day changed I also tried to come earlier than before felt the gate was still locked tightly and came the school guard
" diligent very neng.." said Mr. Dani)
"yes sir someone missed me I'm afraid of missing"(my answer)
"yes, I opened the gate first .."
I also walked slowly my heart was beating faster than before when one by one the classes I went through felt very stressful.
" wait ..wait!!.neng this is your class key, what class are you in.?( loud tone)
" i'm xII class b sir."(my answer)
"oh yes this one is the key ..entar when it is finished please put it to the office only in the room TU.ya ..
" good"!.
I began to arrive at my door, class XIib door I started to open the door, I never understood Erin was already on her bench and she was still asleep. I didn't dare talk to him and I was scared when I returned the key that was left to me.." TU.".I went to the teacher's room to look for the results of yesterday's test " huuusss I began to be relieved to see that Erin's value was only 50 and I got the highest score of 98.yah finally my heart was peaceful and my anxiety began to disappear and now the student returned..
"morning Irene, so much fun like her.(greet jenny).
"..morning Jenn .What's wrong!!.eh yesterday how was Jenn's tryout?..
"Hem...as usual it's not hard why my most value is still below you.and you know Yohans still get the highest value ..!!
" lhoo..kok you know Jenn?
" class XIIa is already given its value..Prass emang yohans got what value?.(the answer)
"that he never told me I think he got 85 like he did.."
And the teacher came and went to my class with the principal.
" morning all"(he said)
"morning sir "(cheerful)
"i think you will give me information that the graduation exam will be held in 2 weeks I hope the children continue to study hard ,for national exams and schools we are schools that become A accredited because many children who get average grades above other schools..and the last announcement that in one of these exams the best grades will be getting a scholarship abroad and some money.This scholarship is a donor of a channeling body between foreign students."
" well sir "(our cheer)
I was very eager to study abroad and my mother allowed me to achieve my dreams and I was obsessed and studied continuously until I had to get this scholarship ,we were increasingly competing and felt this was what "KRING KRING" Bell wanted to sound loud and loud, when we rested...
" yeyeyeye hayo who's still excited ?
" heleeh loe ajaya!.(jenny replied)
"well how is it my dream to get a scholarship abroad if you later after finishing this what you will achieve.!( in my little smile)
"hemm... I well maybe I will go to college in Jakarta because bokap cave has a business there and my grades are not let lower than you.we compete okay!!.(jenny said)
"by..hemm"(with my spirit smile).
" uh cave unplug first I think I need to be the same yohans later in the afternoon we have a football match here hemm.. do you want to watch jenn...pliss??( said Prass)
"awaaaas. no rockets.!!( yohans canda)
" where there is hahahah"
"you were yesterday where .."?
" sorry I was busy yesterday studying and preparing for the exam later I also want this scholarship ..eh.tumben.he em ..cie cie kangen yes..
"......haduh...".(moved by shame).
" uh hans later in the afternoon make us play games here."
"be it..gua is ashamed if the cave is canceled that makes them want to match .about football I do not expect this second hobby of the cave Prass ..you know.!(you know.!( with his spirit)
"heheheheh is kidding, anyway as long as there are you my life is guaranteed.(said Prass).
"what do you mean ?
"eating.free.hehehhe ,"
"calm down if you lose I won't guarantee you a meal .."
"Sono Sono discussed it himself.tau man if talking about football give everything ..udaah ...BRISIKK!( jenny's annoyed tone)
" wait wait.you're angry.."
" But I'm not angry"(my answer)
"later you'll see Irene's cave..."
"okay.sangat ya I must watch kok ..ntar cave there own show same temen temen temen"
" may come along.."
"how can this be a girl's business"
And the day began to pass "KRING KRING"bell when he came home had arrived we all rushed home and waited for Prass and yohans to play football and our team was complete just waiting for the opposing team .
"Hoi we're here "
" hoi come here..! how do we fight"
" where there is a cave already Dateng and it is complete"
" let's start..."
looks Prass and yohans who are excited because there are us who watch them and the position was getting crowded and cheerful but when the SAKA team began to lose a lot of numbers all began to turn into a very serious plastered in his face .while still in the flow of his game SAKA who is now dribbling no one realizes that Erin is in front of him and hinders in his game , an accident occurred SAKA who began to control his body he fell rolled on the ground..
"Hoi bangkeee loe.punya mata nak HAAAH.(the tone is hard).
" emmm..t ..ouh.."(cuckold).
"unnervous here loe.dog cave love nih son.."(saka said).
"it's been quiet he's in the cave class"
You know Erin just walked slowly forward not caring about them.. he looks relaxed when placed handfree in his ear and a jacket that symbolizes zeros that are cut parallel and towering above he casually walks home and when Erin walks towards a ball that falls from him he played the ball and not immediately he kicked the ball with extraordinary technique he just gave his thumbs up and the ball was thrown very hard and entered the goal."Hoi thanks " said Yohans.never realized he is good at playing football.
"who is yohans ? she's weird.
" you're right he's weird..he always fell asleep in school even at recess he also fell asleep but I only realized he was quite talented in football I would invite him to join the cave team.(he replied).
" loe seriuus hans."(said Prass)
"well can the cave will reply yes.. hehehe"(clear saka).
" you're not angry anymore with her KA"
"well.little.kurasa hehe"
I was silent because he came home and didn't look back, we ended up winning this game and everything was fine
"she's scary-faced I'm afraid of her."(jenny quipped)
"huss don't judge people from outside."(word from me)
And we came home strange and amazed every time when the sun began to change its shadow and color still looks Erin who was asleep in the grass weeds by the river and I still see it from above bridge , he sometimes smiled freely and shook his head because of the tone that filled his head ..When I accelerated my steps to go home and I arrived home.
"Bun I'm home..!"
" there shower first I don't want my girl smelly and dirty"
"mother can be. ..oke Bun"
"oh, what is your school ?
"oh.this Bun !! 2 Weeks longer national exam and if you get the best score can be a scholarship abroad (while hugging)Bun if I get this scholarship can I go abroad ..
"of course the mother allows.essentially the mother always prays for your success indeed after there finished what you want"
"i want to be Bun's lecturer and teach in this city ..
looks happy mother smile I was getting excited and I began to write in my daery book about what happened was not aware of the ink pen I had caused me to stop writing and sleep for me to rest
then the day changed as usual I woke up early and prepared to go to school and not denied again still I came before the school guard came " mr Dani, is not yet coming.he?"...".HEYYY" (JARKU spontaneously) and I was shocked by it. That was the first sentence Erin told me and I didn't realize she was behind me ,he climbed up the gate and began to enter the school..
" sorry ..wait a long time yes..!
And I walked slowly and saw him from behind and followed him to our class XIIb, he came in and I also entered class ,finally all the students came but Prass is currently absent, we do not know why he did not leave and it looks like Jenny put a letter on the teacher's desk..
"morning all ..!!( greet Ida's mother)
"morning ma'am "(cheer us)
"now is a religious lesson now you will explain it in this hadith."(he said)
"Tuuuutt tuutt tuuut." the sound of hp in the lesson all pensive and visible at the very corner behind him Erin "hello ..iya.ou.h." he said ..he also approached Ida's mother ..only whispers in the ears of all students never heard her.."iya please..
Erin took her jacket and packed her bag, she went to the office ..but before arriving at the office he turned and went straight home there were no words but all just pensive to see it and the face of IDA's mother who just shook her head..
my day was normal as usual friends were just as joking but it looks something strange ..or just me who felt or indeed no one thought Erin was only 2 times he departed and only counted 4 times in 2 weeks he was present and after that he disappeared ..but the day of the exam came all so many students who from outside our school were here to take the national exam ..on the first day of Erin's late arrival almost 30 minutes passed in this National exam he had just come.and it was seen that he was only asleep again but when the supervisor said " less than 15 minutes", Erin also woke up and completed all of them no one was aware of his existence...on the second day of the exam and so on he was already in his position he was still fast asleep and no one cared about him ,at that time I saw Erin was still asleep when I answered 30 questions about the exam when I did not care about her ..finally all the tests were finished and gathered with my friend Jenny Prass Yohans and at the end of the test took place ..it was the last time I saw Erin...a wind that blows.
our day began to be a dream as all waited for the announcement from the principal and all gathered in the courtyard in front of our school .
" morning all ..children children.all healthy yes .. assalamualaikum wr.wb today is the day of determination whether you pass or not and here I will tell you what is there that some students surprised me in this exam and I will give you a information that the scholarship abroad has been accepted in our school and only one student who got the best grades only and without further ado today all students who are here are declared to pass all..!!
"yeyeyeyeyeye" (our happy cheer)
how happy we felt at the time .
pak Yanto ": and there are 5 students get scholarships in Jakarta and in Bandung as well as other scholarships in the country..however there are students from this get a scholarship TO THE NETHERLANDS well this is a ranking from 5 to the best.and get the lowest scholarship prassyoga, and jennyfer then John, and get the lowest scholarship,and the last one who got a scholarship in the country ..dia Irene pramuditya ..and the scholarship to THE NETHERLANDS was received by Erin Sadewa..
And we were shocked and disbelieving as if we did not accept what happened and Erin was not here she disappeared ..and I didn't think he got a perfect score, and the four of us searched for the truth ..we look for Erin's value history we do not believe from the results we found all the values that he got since SD until now he only got a value of 50.but every graduation he got a perfect score, he got a perfect score, we also asked the teacher who was watching us in the discussion about Erin.."there are more familiar with Erin" ..he is Mr. Dani the school guard..we were very surprised to hear it and look for him ..
"sir sir ..wait sir.pak dani ..,!!
" yes, what can I do to help Hans."
" sorry this kind of interrupts the time a little ..e.we're Erin's friend ..sorry sir does Erin exist.yah..we would like to congratulate her..?
"heem.why did he not say anything to you .he is now gone.he is a diligent child ,polite and nice must be a lot of friends he has he always smiles to everyone who needs a smile more."(he explained)
" sir, please tell me about him.
"he's a genius kid could say he's an IQ of 200 every night he's always been in the library ,he always learns if you ask his father and his mother at this address and this is what I know..."
" well thank you.pak..
we got an address where Erin's family was, we packed our jackets and bags."
"Instead of the cave there is a miss in the waiting class, yes I take it first"
" okay.do not long yes.(word yohans).
buruan gih sana
"yes yes ..mentar.."
and I looked for what was in my drawer and when I saw the corner bench it was seen to me a pencil from Erin's stool line "it's so unique "I took it and took it..
we also gathered and prepared to continue to the residence Erin ..we together to this place only we did not bring a private vehicle..
"uh, how do I not have a car?( said yohans) well.gua there is a motor only 1 doang.."
"what is this, Jenn?( confused)
"em..gini aja we take public transportation only ..biar exclaim".(jenny replied)
can be..biar ROMANTIC..
"yyeeee it wants to loe aja.ka it's a long but ..."
" i'm coming ..and you're Irene how ..you're coming right..?
"hem.bby ,
we ended up riding public transport vehicles well.even though we were crowded but we still felt happy but this transport car only reached half the trip..
" my brother usually gets here..!
"ha..gimana keep us how.trs how donk.(my confusion).
" it's okay to walk..
we started asking some people and we met a middle-aged man and he talked about this address
"excuse me ..excuse me ..!! if this address is where ..?
"Hem...adek really want to go there .? it's still a long way off deck if it runs until the new mall arrives..
"how ni gaess!!.(a word from me)
"well .not what would you consider a holiday ."
"i'll be there as long as Irene is there I'll be there for her."
"i.had followed."
"good sir thank you (toward us)
And the day began to walk towards the afternoon seen the figure of the father who was riding a 3-wheeled motorcycle there was looking for grass
" sorry sir sir this address is where is it?.(my bold tone)
" ouh this neng is still far away ..ini Deket with the mosque.neng .!!.mau to it.!!( answer)
"yes sir, we want to visit there.!( my word)
" pity .gini just wait for the father to finish this.later with the father only.(clearly).
we were among the fathers and allowed to ride his motorbike ..hari also began at 18:01 pm Wib
" this is his home..!!
"well thank you sir.!
"same neng ..already you live first. yes ..
i./we": let's sir.be careful sir.(we).
when we arrived at a house that is the largest in this place/village and looks so luxurious we ventured to knock on the door" TUK TUK TUK"excuse me assalamualaikum said we , after we waited 20 minutes and did nothing silent and just kept quiet I ventured to knock on the door 3x again and again when it sounded so slow from inside the house "walaikum greetings wait a moment.".not long ago this very large door began to open and it was seen the figure of a very old woman was opening the door..
"want aapa neng afternoon here sorry this bibik again pray please enter"
"sorry we've got Erin she's in class with us .."
"sorry ..ouh it's den Erin"
" who's the bik ".(towards from afar on the 2nd floor)
now a middle-aged mother came to us and allowed to sit there "make a drink please" and made Ami answer "good lady" I dared to express my intention here..
" sorry.sorry.we're Erin's friend and she's gone missing so we're worried ..about her and can mom tell us if Erin's okay.."
momentarily silent and quiet.this mother dripped water.
"sorry this neng in drinking water" said bik Ami and. I drank it..
" what really happened to you son.why are you soaked and dirty and why are there wounds on your head (while shedding tears)"
"Heee.eeeeee.."(i didn't think what he said )
I looked at my whole body, it turned out that he was telling me right and I started to get confused as to why I was hurt and why I was dirty
"e. ..eh.e this was I fell from the rice field was Jenn.."
"... Jenn.??(confused)
"ouh we came four of me, Johnny, John and prassyoga"
" i'm sorry to be here alone."
I started to get confused and look for my friends and next to me there were none , they disappeared even drinks that bibik treats only one glass, I shouted hysterically Jenn ..jenny. yohans prass jenn..". yes..".sounds from the corner of the room beside me.When I rubbed my head that I never thought was now dripping enough blood arrived. "MOTHER MOTHER".she was crying and I saw her, she was the little girl who always accompanied me.Jenny well she was Jennifer.
"Mother" wept and all began to disappear as she held tightly to my hand and hugged me ..I don't know when I fell asleep and fell asleep with this wound and reflected in the smile on the edge of the sun under the bridge 'I started to wake up and I don't know who he is smiling I forgot his name ,I was in the hospital and there were so many nurses beside me..
"mother, mother" (while crying)
" you finally came to your senses (all relieved).thankfully..
And my mother smiled and everyone hugged me and kissed me. I started being treated for a long time and I recovered quite a while after that I returned home with Jenni and my mother..
" you have to rest a lot yes.mother is very grateful you can still survive"
"Bun what exactly happened to me?.."
" Don't force it later after recovery I'll tell you everything.don't rush."
"mom don't cry, I'm so sad"
Finally I was fully healed my mother told me all ..john and I got married and we had Jennifer's child that's our son's name but while we were on vacation we had a fatal accident that John died and Jenny survived with me but me badly injured(he said)
this event lasted quite a long time and now Jenny has invited an adult she is already sitting on the bench XII in a private school,,, and now, she is,,, finally I became a teacher and started teaching yes you're right I taught right at Jenny's school..now look jenny figure that looks different bangs and long hair in braids remind me of someone long ago.remember the face of Jenny momentarily similar to someone I know "well today is quite bright"I said, I started off with Jenny .. Yeah you're right I went to Jenny's school...
" morning all this introduction is the new teacher here he will teach religious lessons.(greet the principal)
"well everyone introduce my name IRENE PRAMUDITYA.I am a new teacher here please cooperate.thank you."
" and please applaud and welcome to Irene's mother .(the head of the school said)
When I started teaching I went to Jenny's class where there were enough students to keep my attention glued..
" good morning son introduce my name mother Irene ..and call me like that.Who would ask.something to me "
"oh yes Ma'am what is the hobby of the mother ..?( jenny said)
" i have a hobby of writing and reading something else.?( answer me)
my introduction went smoothly and the time I gave absenteeism . looks at the corner there is a child who often sleeps and I began to fall silent when his name I call yes you are right "Erin Sadewa" it was his name he always and just fell asleep.
every day he stayed asleep and the first day I started walking teaching as a teacher at my son's school" Erin Sadewa" always made me speechless and I think I knew him..and you know that Jenny was the best student in school, the day I started getting excited to teach and the tryout training came I was in Jenny's class and she was always asleep
" morning all ."(my words)
jenny/all. "morning Mom"(cheer them)
" now is the lesson of religion well now the mother will explain in this hadith."
"TUUUT TUUT TUUT". the sound of hp in the lesson is all pensive and visible in the very back corner of him "Erin" HELLO.iya.ouh ,,then she came up to me and whispered something in my ear"" You still look beautiful I want you to be my wife later, after all you are very beautiful"" erin said in a whisper and I began to fear because of it.now imagine when Erin Want to walk towards the office but she turned her direction and she came home I saw and shook my head ..
And that day Erin had arrived she did not go to school and until 1 Sunday only 2 days she left I began to ask the teacher who was there..then I saw that the history of his grades never realized he got a 50 with perfect graduation, finally I went alone and looking for Erin's address I started to remember the way to her house and as I got closer to home I felt my head started to hurt a lot..I ventured to come there in my personal car.remember I left jenny alone at school, remembering that she was crying in front of me but I kept heading to Erin's house alone ..I began to cry and feel pain.day was starting late I arrived at the house Erin "TUK TUK TUUKK" I tried harder and harder again I knocked on the door..because of the pain that I felt ..and ..this big door started to open and it looked like a middle-aged mother smiling at me..
"please help me what is really happening to me please (in my tears withstanding the pain of extreme pain)
" drink this water let's come with me outside again let's rain in.."(while hugging me).
I was told to change clothes and began to tell her about Erin who she was and what she wanted and what was in her heart.iya white clothes that remembered that time "mother Mary " is name.
"Erin is a diligent child she is very polite and she always smiles to everyone who needs a smile she is someone very cheerful she is a hero who is not so arrogant my day begins to fill with fun even though many the one who stands in his way .and he stays radiant.
She took me around looking at her memories and Maria's mother gave me something a box I don't know what it was but I haven't opened it when I was about to open it I saw next to her a picture of Jenny and Erin taking a picture together.I started to get confused and somehow my head hurt more and more and I started to fall into a deep sleep...".Jenn Jenn.jenny. "I was delirious enough and woke up from my sleep to see Jenny hugging me so hard that it made everyone startled because of me...Yohans .!!.and I hugged Jenny I don't know what happened ,,I'm back in the hospital and there are so many nurses and people who are here who they are and what they want I still don't understand ..then I was always given water again and again felt so far away I began to walk tired and sleep just like that.
" don't force you to still be sick"(he asserted)
"i'm why bun' ..and where is jenny."
" you yourself!!( answer)
"what am I alone .I couldn't have seen jenny I saw jenny hugging me.(my confused tone)
"i mean she's home resting, baby."
starting in the morning I still have not allowed the doctor to go back to teach here in this place I start eating and drinking water at any time and my body is back in shape I want to go home and rest there ..but I started to be surprised when my mother talked to the doctor and she brought something whether it was that I didn't understand, I think it was just medicine ..but the nurse's face I started to get scared I think she's bad-faced and finally I went back home and back to teaching again with Jenny she's my student and my son ..we were ready to go to school why Jenny wanted to leave early in the morning and leave together..
and arrive at the school using our private car .
"eh ma'am the teacher left early in the morning"(greeting Mr. Dani)
"yes, jenny wants to leave in the morning .."
"mother's 'bun. look over there."
" it was Erin a good and diligent child must have been many friends and companions that she had" (said him)
" it's not that the boy in the corner he always fell asleep in school and he often fell asleep in his class and at night he often studied in the library.(clearly me)
"heeeei.mother' knows a lot about it can.tell me.and since when do you know her.(little note jenny).
"no Jenn.".(i answered)
"tell me ma'am about Erin.."
" heeeeee since when did I find out about her" (in heart)
then now remembered again when I saw jenny smiling shyly. .. when I saw Erin.memory photo of jenny with Erin ..and I started smiling to see jenny happy...
and at recess I still saw in the corner of Jenny's class that she was sleeping fast and felt I didn't realize on the side of "she was always asleep " jenny said ...Heeeei I was surprised and I saw Jenny blushing in embarrassment
"heei Jenn do you like Erin."(my lead)
how about you tell her how you feel and mom will help you (and I think I know Jenny's answer in silence)
you're right I tried to make jenny and Erin alone and some way I helped jenny ..then we continued our lives in peace and quiet .now seen for a moment jenny interfered with Erin's sleep when I came home from school I also tried to make an additional tutoring schedule and it was the first time Erin woke up from her sleep "MORNING" Erin said we all laughed at her " hahahaha" everyone was surprised when Erin started coming towards me she whispered in my ear some words that annoyed me""""YOU STILL LOOK BEAUTIFUL, I WANT YOU TO BE MY WIFE ANYWAY YOU ARE VERY BEAUTIFUL".I don't know why I'm so happy, "promise" I said in a very loud tone and it was a spontaneous word that came out of my mouth...I don't understand why or why I'm happy and say that and he's wearing that jacket and giving his thumbs up. I smiled at my own smile and blushed embarrassed now my day became more colorful and more vibrant then when Erin came back from out of nowhere there I smiled again and I went home quickly the day continued either this morning very bright and felt beautiful somehow when I taught Erin look "he also woke up and looked at me always" and when I glanced at him he smiled it made me misbehave and I smiled again and again then when I made an extra lesson Erin came and came up to me she was wearing her bag and jacket and whispers the word "HOWEVER YOU ARE ALSO VERY BEAUTIFUL"
but I was anxious when Erin started walking out of my class and just gave her thumbs up.Now the extra hour clock all felt dull and withered now as if empty and bland ..when all the extra lessons I gave started I packed my books and bags ..it did not feel like my feet were walking home alone when the day became late the sun sharpened the color I now look on the long bridge and see the sun that is still remembered so beautiful ..then I looked down and now Erin was still asleep in the weeds beside the river ..and ..I accompanied her.close and closer.
"i didn't think it was so beautiful here and, calm down ..And maybe this is the reason you're waiting here .(my question)
"hemmm this place is very quiet and beautiful when looking at the sun like he "JENNIFER"(he replied)
SURPRISED ..I also heard her jenny !jenny !! Jennifer.and I said it over and over again, looking right and left and.my confusion.and BOOMMM.all disappeared into nothing Erin disappeared like a ghost I screamed so very tight.
" e..Erin ..what are you saying jenny. !! Jennifer who is Erin ..? ERiiiiN.(my confusion).
it was getting dark and I was still waiting here beside this river and weeds.now I'm embarrassed about what's really going on ..but the breeze was so cool that it made me feel peace in this heart .. and make my body now drift my eyes began to shut because imagine the word he said "you still look beautiful,I want you to be my wife later, You're so pretty anyway" You're so pretty anyway... " Erin promised me " (in a small whisper) and she gave her thumbs up.and I started smiling again and this is what's in my brain ,I was very calm even though Erin had disappeared and the day began the night I headed to Erin's house far enough it felt the road began to dark but this belief that makes light and me knowing the way "yes you are right" I knew this way when I was so far away I walked now until I was in Erin's house ,the big door in this house opened before I knocked and Ter saw Maria's mother welcoming me with a smile.
" come and see who's there."
"Mother,"(please me)
" i am not your mother dear"(he replied)
" come with me look at her memories of jenny with erin and this is the box she's been keeping"(with her sweet smile)
"what is this?.(my confusion)
"Open only..buah.".(flavored).
I don't know how I feel I can control my body and my mind and I see them, 'yes they smile again..
"e..m.before I open this box can I have a drink."(i said)
"sure."(the answer)
" but this time I don't want water .I want avocado juice."
" of course make avocado juice please"(while holding my shoulder)
"good mistress."(says from her)
I started to open it this was something that Jenny always kept and when I opened it Jenny was by my side and this is the contents of this box jenny's long haircut and I started to understand when looking at a mirror where me and Jenny were there.Jenny suddenly turned into a single image in the mirror was a shadow of myself.." what I am jenny" (this is what I think) and they nodded "Mother"mother!!..(i said) And at that time I was in the tight embrace of Mary's mother she was my mother and who as long as I considered her my bundle she was my old friend who used to be in high school and she became a doctor ...AND THANK YOU DR. MIYA REVELATION AINI...
2 Months have passed just like that but I began to wonder actually why and how I can be like this and the real story how when I asked the mother she smiled
"mother is so grateful like you can't believe you're saying this "come with me Jenn.."
"where are we going Bun?."(many of me)
"go to your room and I think we're looking for your daery book (he asserted while looking for it)
we also searched together but not as easily as we expected and all hoped for ease .
"where ya ..hemm.try this side of Jenny do you remember anything..?
"no Bun I also do not understand .. what the book is like."(my mind)
I did not understand what I was looking for, but my attitude was silent when I found a pencil that was so unique, which I felt close to him...now my mother looked carefully and she stopped looking for my daery book and I just kept quiet and didn't say anything I started to sit in my bed for a moment when my mother felt like she was leaving me alone but I didn't remember regardless, I don't remember what this pencil was about, it didn't pop "Erin" out of my lips and I started to smile again and it was as if this name was always with me....
" ANSWER WHAT ?"..whether this should be answered or discussed but I began to grieve again when I saw Jenny's smile and called Erin's name at all times and once she saw every male jenny called erin's name and it scares me.Far from the bottom of my heart and always I believe there is a god who always loves and protects us ..now it is seen every night that I always beg your mercy for the healing of my little daughter "Jennifer"
and now it seems that all the efforts I did for his recovery , my prayer with nya.
" THANK GOD"
BY": MARIA LARASATI.