
caressing you wants me to still feel good in my heart now the moon and stars dance to the lonely night that I meet as if my heart and body were different destinations apart from the savannah of pain
" I'm sure you won't be able to survive because you're more fragile than I am in any other way you understand should I force my feelings if you understand what I feel but me fear makes you hurt and you accidentally scratch the wound " (my inner)
...
" what are you doing in the room ....Siti can help mom ..please take this order with you"(my mom said)
" injih ma'am .. a minute"(i said)
but I need you to answer my heart
but you are not my world now
I take care of this heart, nothing else is just for you
malay song misses the stars with a promise of languishing
remember when I wait for you to dance again in her warmth
I just want to say this heart misses you
this heart longs for the shame of longing for itself
even though I know your world is not mine
but I need you to answer my heart
time forces teenagers to wait in a space that is forbidden to live in but love and love are not solely because of the cleavage
at 13 o'clock : 45 Wib office of our village village village well although I feel only hallucinating but as if this is true he came with a woman with a long smile accompany in every scope of his movement until it was heard by him
" heeeey wait ...what are you doing "(he said).
....
..(silence)
I was silent at that moment until my body turned but the disappointment deepened when this smile was the last for her
" heeeeeE.."(confused me).
" long time we did not meet ...Thank goodness you are okay ..you are still the best "(smile effect,)
....
" aah..not really ..when you come back"(my assertion is,).
...".....Erin who she is.."(a voice from beside her).
...
I look carefully they look harmonious and very appropriate from the word of a lover beautiful face and some expensive clothes and decorations enveloped in every beautiful beauty
".....he ...kuria.."(his thin smile).
"....why do you still not understand Erin.quickly we return"(while grabbing her ear"
" aah!.sorry next time we talk again....Hem... glad to see you again Siti ..."(waving a hand)
he came with his charm to bind and spread violently torment my mind as if he was the poison I was waiting for his arrival somehow this heart was very sick to feel sliced and sore but he still smiled spoiled for me that makes me even more clueless will be present again ,he went somewhere only occasionally he stopped by and made lara somehow I envy her curia I think with a beautiful face and expensive decoration it makes her more beautiful and fragrant to be sure many beetles want and traverse at all times
night has arrived until now everything is in the dam longing for him but something is different when the sun is back shining with red color with pink clouds
05:37 wib swadaya market
he stayed there without switching as well as when he greeted me for the first time
" morning.."(smile effect).
" ooh ..you again.." (my word).
"....what happened to you ..I think something changed "(his word)
...
" A..what do you mean I don't understand.sorry I'm busy.dah.."(gelesku).
" ....I understand ...Hem.."(smile effect,)
....." I'm sorry can you stop treating me like this again..I'm a little bored .."(word from me).
," ....he...kuria ..my limitation in this work.." (the answer).
" HaaaH I didn't ask you stupid (my heart is relieved)
" i'm sorry to bother you...after my departure, what happened in this place.."(sneer).
....
he was seen looking at the sun with a mysterious smile that seemed to force him to do more I myself saw and smiled as if happy in my chandelier that again captivated with the bright color of the rainbow in my smile
" ..... Aaa..ada ... something big after your departure"(candaku)
.
...." really"(directly shocked)
...'' but I don't think it's necessary to tell you ". (i said with a faint smile).
..... hahahhaha ....Hem really ...sorry I think I should go...DAaaah .."(he said)
" heeeEh where are you going .!!!!..."
" ....I'd like to see my queen ..."(smile effect)
" hahahaha...basic "(my point)....Daahah
he always said that I couldn't possibly understand but I knew that place I thought I'd meet him there as it turned blue in his power until this bright cloud accompanied the fragrant I don't know this is happening very quickly I began to realize when my mother gave me a compliment that I never understood her meaning and it was true that I went home and met my mother until she rebuked me
".... heeeeh..mom what the hell.."(my shame).
" your tumben looks cheerful ...you know you've grown up fast your girlfriend told her to propose to you immediately.."(say her smile)
"... aaah ..what the hell...Ma'am.."(my word)
.....
either I'm happy and finish my job and I hurriedly want to meet her so I meet her "Erin " and the queen of course and it's a palace for her to foundation an orphanage so I brought gifts for her but somehow it's just that kid that she thinks is special I don't know why his attitude is so and so
" assalamualaikum.."(i said).
,..." walaikumsalam ..."(said keeper ).
sorry if there is anything I can help .."
"...aaah not really..this I just brought steamed cake maybe this is not how but I guess it is still warm "(tone of fear me).
," come in.."(he said).
" ....alright ..."(with my smile)
" he!..y....my name IS GREy........what's your name..??
" my name is Siti Nurhaliza.
,..
" do you know him.."!!!!( firm tone)
.......
I was confused when he talked to someone in the room but his attitude was a little polite with him even though he was a little cynical and arrogant but it turns out I misjudged him
" Hem...sit down .. wait here ..."(he said)
" aah...
but I was surprised when he said something that made me not understand his actions that always confused him coming with a woman but her
".... Hem...my name is Lidia .. Nice to meet you Erin is not back now she has told me about you ..nah I just want to say ..why do you want to join us "(ask)
".....What do you mean I don't understand "(my answer)
..." we set up a foundation and business said Erin, this cake of yours is quite delicious ..what can I try it ,"(he said)
"...ouh...this.."(as my hand will move).
....
.. it's pretty tasty ..pale and sweet ....Hem...do you make it yourself ..."(ask)
"....ouh.this is me and my mother who made it.."(my answer).
...." how much .?.."(he asked)
.....
" how much is yes."(my answer).
" how much is the unit !!
..".sorry this is not for sale ..I intend to share it with this foundation "(said)
"...I know what you mean ....I told you, did you want to join us ....!??( his relaxed tone)
" join ..ah.I got confused.."(i said).
...
" Hey....Erin wants to recruit you .."(to be honest)
" ....Erin...!!..sorry, he hasn't really come back yet.."(my fear tone).
"....Huuuf....Hem...heard I was not his lover ..I know this attitude of yours ..do you come just to meet him.."(his smile tone).
," ...ah....."
" Hey....BASIC ...!!!. she never changed ..From the time she did I never understood why she chose an innocent woman.."(say from her)
" heeeeeE... choose.."(my inner self and relief ).
" i used to be like you too.I was interested in him and always wanted to be with him but even though I was with him often still he.."(he said).
".....Hem...are you guys already .. finished speaking trite...this ... a contract letter for his proposal ..."(said Grey).
..." but I. I need time.."(i said).
" aah...I just want to do it just because Erin asked me.. Otherwise I don't mind anyway it's just that Erin said ..."(he said)
" sorry to tell yourself with Erin.so you haven't finished "
"...Hem...all right.I know you're gonna say this....you know I've known him for a long time and you know so many women who want to know him deeply he always smiles spoiled to everyone and is kind , polite , funny ,humoris , ' he said , attention , wise , generous and also responsibility" but I tell you deeply so that you understand firmly ....not that I forbid you to love him with your sincere love but I also love him with a very sincere but his heart is not for me...listen to him it's very STUPID, CRAZY, AND IDIOT .."(a word from him)
" what does it mean I don't understand.."(confused me).
" Hey....Huuufh this is a little troublesome ..why does he not want to say it himself.."(to be honest).
".....
.." Erin she's married and has two children...."
KRAAAK.." I'm sorry I have to go"(my answer).
" huuufh .. wait.we are not done yet.."(said Grey).
" sorry.I think I should go.."(disappointed tone).
I don't know why I don't understand every little bit of talk when I'm pretty sure I chose it but whether this is just a temptation or real time is getting faster when I'm home from there and through the house he used to live in now burned and destroyed he still stood there without turning even though the rain washed it he still stood upright not looking at me too passed him because I was deep public transportation and sitting looking at it as if moaning and somehow he fell and the rain was getting busier and busier until now the shadow is now starting to faint and disappear because of the distance but still the water these eyes drip and see it up from the rearview mirror of the freight car for fear of me losing her.....