The End of Hope

55 Eps. Let's Divorce

Hearing Rudian's words, Ares' face turned sour, his jaw hardened. He advanced a step ahead of Naya and his hand advanced blocking Rudian who was about to approach Naya with his anger.

'Astagfirullah'

"Wait, wait. What do you mean...? You'd better calm down" Ares said, sounding wise.

"What the hell, Nda. Don't be from nudu. Who's cheating?" sahut Naya.

"Yes. We are here doing nothing and we have nothing to do" Ares said calmly.

Rudian did not comment on the words of the two of them, he crunched closer to Ares. Naya is helpless because Yoni is clinging to her.

"I'm Naya's husband. You who? How dare you forbid me from approaching my own wife?" rudian said as he brushed Ares' hand away.

"Sir, this is my husband, Rudian. Kanda, this is Mr. Ares," said Naya introducing them, hoping that they would speak well.

"Ah, don't talk. You go home now, Nay!" snapped Rudian again.

"It's also I want to go home, Nda. Later I will obviously be at home," said Naya as she stepped away from two men who looked at each other with faces that both implied dislike.

"Explain it here. You can lie if at home," said Rudian standing with a ready-to-fight posture.

Ares just responded calmly, he put both palms in his pants pocket.

"Bang, Rudi, we've seen for ourselves right, Naya does not work but instead goes with other men. It clearly means what. Who knows if he's doing this outside the house a lot, right?" yola said, pouring gasoline on a fire that is still burning very hot. Ahq...

'Astagfirullah'

"What do you mean, Yola! Don't talk without proof!" Naya who heard Yola's words deliberately clearly provoked her husband's anger to become bigger.

"Heuh," Yola sighed harshly, she looked away, "What do I see now, if not proof, then what?!"

Ares was surprised, actually who is the woman who is with Naya's husband. But he is not someone who likes to take care of other people's affairs, so he does not really care about his words, even though the word contains elements of accusations haphazardly.

"Bang Rudi," said Ares, "I think this is just a misunderstanding. Miss Naya helped my son, that's all. And now I want to take Miss Naya home. It turns out that you her husband is already here. So I don't think I should drive him. Is that right, ma'am?" Ares looked at Naya fixedly, trying to cool off the atmosphere.

He called Naya by the name of mother to impress unfamiliar. This is just an effort to make everything okay, avoid disputes and problems are not prolonged. For Ares, Naya was not in trouble because she was very important.

Rudian did not even know that Naya had been staying at his house. But from Ares' words makes Rudian think that Naya and Ares are not so close. And he shouldn't be jealous.

"Yes, don't send it. You don't have to bother," Rudian said firmly.

Naya has put Yola to bed in her baby car sheat. He fell asleep because of a mild anaesthetic that doctors gave him when his wound had to be sewn. Actually there is no need for such a total anesthesia but given the Yoni allergy informed by Naya, make the doctor decide on a total anesthesia with a low dose.

He then closed the car door and approached the two men who were still facing each other.

"Tante, thank you for nolongin Yoni," said Raya who had just been silent. He was spoiled in the arms of Naya, he was just the opposite with his papa. Raya shows that she is very close and dear to Naya. Raya behaved like this while glancing at Rudian.

'Ah, this kid...'

"Yes, Raya. You welcome. It's just a coincidence, the aunt also apologized, yes for not being careful while guarding Yoni," said Naya feeling very guilty.

"Thank you, Miss Naya. I cannot repay my mother's kindness. I go first" Ares said as he got into the car along with Raya.

Actually, Ares deeply regrets the appearance of Naya's husband, because he still wants to know about the incident in detail. And also take Naya home, and you take her to dinner.

"Together, sir" Naya replied as she waved at Raya.

The car went away.

Naya's gaze was instantly fixed on Rudian who came in a very humiliating manner to her. Her husband again showed the emotions of his soul, after a few days ago also ai so emotion facing ex-husband Yola.

The man should be able to understand and be calm, after what he did to his wife. The empathy should appear right then and there, for the sake of feeling the heat of the heart when jealous. Didn't his wife also feel what she was feeling right now?

"You, if I'm not escorted by Mr. Ares, what do I go home to ride?" Naya looks upset.

"Bone threesome," said Rudian.

"What, Bang. The three? I don't want to. Narrow it! What if my stomach is tight? If you want to be with Naya, I'll take the angkot!" Yola sulks.

"Yes. Ja. Come on you who come home with me," said Rudian, do not have the heart to see Yola pout.

"How me? Ojek from here is expensive, Nda. Faraway. Riding public transportation must also be twice, different majors because of it" said Naya pouting.

"Yes, how old?" rudian asked confusedly as well.

"I don't want to ride an angkot, bang. I've loved nausea since I was pregnant," Yola said again whining like a child.

Naya smiled slightly.

"Spoiled base. Finally I too, right, who should give up?"

"If you know this should let me be escorted with Mr. Ares just now," said Naya insinuated her husband's wishes.

Naya obeys her husband's orders not to be escorted by Ares because she thinks Rudian will deliver her. But like this the tip, far roasted from the fire, just because Yola sulked.

Naya knows, Ares's intention is to explain even calling her mother, only to reduce Rudian's anger which is clearly visible that he is jealous.

"Look at it, bang. Naya is not as good as she looks. That's proof, if she's a bad girl," said Yola while nudging Rudian with her elbow.

"indiscriminately. Just delivered, what's wrong? I'm not alone anyway. There are her children" answered Naya.

"Keep, you said the man was ushered in. What does that mean if it's not the same frenzy as other men!" Yola said in a loud voice as if it was deliberately attracting people's attention.

"Yola.think yourself before you talk to anyone else. You just hooked up with another woman's husband, and then what do you call yourself, huh?" Naya spoke with great emphasis.

He intends to leave when Yola's hand pulls Naya's arm until Naya turns around, then,

Plakk! A loud slap landed on Naya's delicate cheek until it turned red..

"Yola!" rudian shouted at Naya who was slapped by Yola, "what the fuck, you?!"

Most of the incidents, the first wife who was abusive to the second wife by grabbing, or raiding in their room and the second wife got worse than a slap.

Getting an unexpected slap on his face, immediately rubbing his cheeks with his two palms, a burning heat lingered on his white skin. He also looked at Rudian and Yola alternately.

"You, dare to slap me?" ask Naya growled.

"It's worth your word!" Yola ketus, Rudian still holding his hand so as not to act out of bounds.

'Your words are more painful'

"What's wrong with my talk? You're the one who talked!"

"Easy-after. Don't fight anymore. Come home, already want maghrib." said Rudian as he pulled Yola's hand and took her on the bike and then passed away.

Naya sees their departure with her mind still raging. He wants to stay, because Rudian has shown a change. But after this incident he felt he was at the end of hope. There's nothing left. Her tears dripped unfeelably as her heart was wounded.

When human hearts and feelings are wounded, what is released by them is not blood but tears.

'Sabar Naya's. This is a test to take class. Allah Sees. O Allah, this sincerity is hard..Yes Latif, the gentle one, hold my hand, hug me'

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Naya ordered a taxi online and she waited while sitting on one side of the building and cried in a stifled voice. Sebebntar just cry first, relieve tightness in the chest.

During the trip, Naya leaned her head, looked out the window and let her tears flow over her cheeks without any intention of wiping them off.

'Allah, is it wrong for me to go? Divorce is a solution, right? To overcome problems in the Household when there is no other way that can be taken?'

"Already, until mbak. Appropriate right?" the word driving awakens Naya from daydreams. He immediately wiped off his tears and came down after paying his fare.

The Maghrib had arrived by the time Naya got home. He immediately cleaned himself and performed the maghrib prayer. He was amazed by his menstruation this month, as usual, the blood that came out only in the form of reddish spots and not for a week, this strange symptom had stopped. He also felt something different on his body that felt heavy and often limp.

Naya did not think bad, nor did she think to see a doctor. A coworker said that menstruation like that can happen because of many things, including the main trigger is stress. True indeed, if one of the symptoms is different, which does not usually appear in some women menstruation it is because of stress.

Even not only about menstruation, there are so many diseases in humans caused by this one thing, namely stress.

After the prayer, Naya to the kitchen to make spicy instant noodles, there is rice that she deliberately cooked this morning to be enough until tonight. Before the incident Yoni who fell, he had intended to go to the warteg to look for side dishes dinner. It is not good every day to bring food from Nha, because Nha ma'am never wants to be paid, if naya takes food from her restaurant.

"Come, Nda. Eat," Naya said as she prepared a plate of spicy noodles with eggs on the table.

Rudian just returned from the mosque to pray maghrib. Seeing only one plate on Rudian's desk frowned, he opened the ice, saying,

"But there's only one, isn't there anymore?"

Hearing her husband's question, Naya nodded.

"I just came home, immediately pray tetus hungry, lazy to cook. Make noodles easy. If Kanda wants to, I make." said Naya while enjoying the food.

"Just come home from taking care of people's children but lazy to take care of your own husband, heuh!" Yola chimed in with the usual words of sarcasm.

I don't know since when he stood there, and saw the cool Naya eating by herself. Naya was silent, assuming her words of evaporating air. He was tired of ending the day with embarrassing problems.

"Hey, already. Yolah. Don't start again..." Rudian prevented the quarrel from happening again.

"Yes, make it yes, I want it too. You want to, Yol. You haven't eaten yet?" rudian said, while sitting beside Naya, and looking towards Yola.

"Yes, I want to" replied Yola excitedly.

"I think you've eaten together or bought some food out of there" Naya said as she kept her plate spelled and leaned on her body.

"If so let Yola make her own noodles, all for the husband. You are a good wife" said Naya.

He again finished his spicy noodles. His face and lips were red due to the spicy taste of his food.

"That, bang. Looky. Naya likes to not obey her brother," said Yola as she stomped her feet, "how husband wants to love, try. If you do this, Naya. You don't realize yes, you've upset brother twice, you went with other men, now don't want to make food."

'Sweetie yes the way you let me cook noodles for you too'

"Who doesn't want it, si?" naya asked as she wiped her mouth with a tissue, "And you want to eat noodles, so what's wrong with cooking noodles for your husband? why even accuse me of not being obedient."

"Already, already. Keep fighting, don't you cape!" said Rudian.

'I really cape. When should I be treated like this?'

"Naya, you were the one who broke me. So yes, cook it!"

'Oh Allah, should I quarrel just because of a trivial matter like this, about cooking noodles. How hard it is to cook by yourself'

"But I don't want to masakin Yola. Let him cook it himself!"

"Can, how hard is it, si?"

'Always about this one. Do you not understand? We have the same right, I have given up a lot for him, why should I be blamed. Kanda never defended me in front of Yola. But kanda can always defend Yola in front of me'

"You don't see, I cook for myself, too,"

"No, I'll argue again!" yola Sahut.

"Yes, yeah. Come to think of it, it is true said Yola. You like to argue," Rudian said as he stood and ruffled his waist, he began to get emotional.

Yola was happy, because once again she was defended in front of Naya by her own husband. Satisfaction is not about food, but about feeling important.

Love is not about need when something is important, but it is always important in all circumstances.

Naya stood up, looking at Rudian right in the eye. Taking a deep breath he looked calm, then said,

"Let's get divorced. Divorce me, if you judge me that. Coincidentally this month is my promise to split up if I'm not pregnant. So, let's get divorced."

Hearing the words of Naya who was straightforwardly asking for a divorce from him, made Rudian instantly freeze. He just kept quiet while looking at Naya who went to his room and closed the door tightly.

"Lord!"