The End of Hope

18 Eps. She's Pregnant

"Lake in!' rudian said possessively, commanding Naya to enter before speaking.

Naya looks reluctant, she looks at her husband with a feeling of deep suspicion, as close as cloudy when the rain will fall. Rudian was annoyed by Naya's expression, then pulled his wife's hand, entered the house and closed the door.

" What I saw just now wasn't wrong, was it? Mom and Yola just got back from here?" tanya Naya was still standing, while Rudian looked at Naya's face while sitting on the sofa.

"You, answer!" naya said again seeing Rudian just silent

"What kind of answer do you want to hear?" Rudian tried to negotiate with Naya's feelings. The stiff Ambiens really felt at that moment from the look on his face.

"The answer honestly. It's better than a lie."

"Usually the woman is wrong, honestly wrong lies are also wrong."

"If you know that, do not do anything outside the corridor of truth."

'The truth is painful, but it hurts even more if you don't know the truth about something. Especially if it turns out the person who hid the truth is the closest person. Ahhh...'

"I've actually married Siri to Yola" Rudian said softly, almost swallowing the air coming in through the nose.

Deg. Naya's heart seemed to jump from its place.

'I didn't hear wrong just now?'

"What, kanda say what? I didn't hear wrong, did I?"

"No. I'm telling the truth. I'm married to Yola!" rudian said this time quite clearly.

"You're getting married again? With Yola? When, kanda? This is impossible. Didn't Kanda tell mom that you weren't getting married again?" Naya started to get emotional, a feeling of disgust filled her chest.

I just want to run, run and go. Away from the reality she heard at this time from her husband's own mouth. A confession of reality that he must bear with all his body, right? The reality that he avoided as far as possible.

Naya shook her head, tears started to drip. Even the sound of sobbing began to sound soft, acting out the voice of his heart that rumbled. Should he believe his destiny this time. Is it permissible for him to choose not to have this kind of destiny?

"Why did Kanda lie? Wh why? Kanda!" stop talking to take a breath, "Didn't Kanda say she wouldn't do that? Kanda's lying!"

Naya ran to the room, closing the door hard. Then she cried by putting her body on her bed. He was crying so it happened.

"Naya..pardon me," said Rudian who was already sitting on the side of the bed and rubbed Naya's head gently.

"Why, kanda? Why would Kanda deny kanda's own words?!" said Naya.

He tilted half his body, when he realized Rudian was sitting next to him. Then looking at Rudian right in his eyeballs looking for honesty there, his sobs sounded louder.

"Please understand, Naya." said Rudian pleading.

'Indeed, any man who does polygamy like this always demands his wife to understand.'

"She's pregnant, Naya ...."

"What. She pregnant?! well then, hamili I'm kanda too! Hamili me right now!" Naya said while pulling Rudian to bed. Removing her hijab that was still attached to her head.

"Naya, what the fuck?!" Said Rudian trying to control Naya by holding her shoulder.

While Naya, just keep stripping the clothes attached to her body one by one, then try to remove Rudian clothes as well. But Rudian held him.

"If you can get her pregnant. Why not with me? Come onl. Hamili me right now, kanda...!" naya said again trying to take off her husband's trousers.

Naya is in a position above Rudian, confining her husband and making him resigned to the behavior of his wife. But seeing Rudian's silent reaction even seemed passive, Naya stopped her kiss.

Naya moved her face away from Rudian's face, looked at her husband up close, then said.

"Am I no longer attractive after you marry that woman? Kanda doesn't lust with me anymore?" He cried again, a few drops of tears fell on Rudian's cheek under Naya. They were still in that position, barely dressed.

"Not... I just don't want to do it because you're angry. You are still an emotion" Rudian said motionless.

For couples who have been married for years, of course, it is common with positions like this. But Rudian also felt very guilty.

"I didn't want to get married either, but I was very happy. I'm sorry," Rudian said. Now he turns Naya's body under his confinement.

"I love you, Naya. I hid this because I knew you'd be like this."

'If Yola could get pregnant, would I really be barren like mother said? then I serve him for nothing, right? Dear... Is that really the only reason?'

"When did you marry her?"

"It was only a week ago, when Yola said she was three weeks pregnant."

"So, Kanda's been in a relationship with that woman for a month?"

"Ehm.. about me being in a relationship with Yola, that's three months ago, '" said Rudian stammering.

'Oh, that means it's been a change since Kanda, apparently like that. Why does loving have to be this sick? Sniffing Kanda first while shopping at that time it hurts half dead. And now I feel like I'm going to die'

"Nadiah...Naya.." said Rudian to see Naya close her eyes.

Naya, made her body tilted to the side, while covering her body with a blanket. Not looking at her husband. Upset, fed up, disappointed, all those feelings dodged his soul. Sick over sick.

Rudian kissed Naya's cheek repeatedly, hoping Naya would stop her crying. She stroked, rubbed Naya's body, tried to taste it like Naya had spiced it, but Naya did not respond.

However, he loves Naya, even though there is Yola who excites her more almost every night or when she comes home from work.

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