The Disabled Man is My Husband

Fragile

Seeing Mama Meri still crying, Indra inched towards Mama and wiped the tears on her cheek. Indra also felt the sadness felt by her mother during this time, who may be very sad to see her son like this.Don't have the spirit of life, always feel inferior in front of others, which certainly makes her heart uncertain. He himself is confused, how to respond to his feelings and circumstances for the moment.

" Just forget Ma, I just want to make sure that if he lives happily, if someday he finds a partner who is able to make himself happy, then Indra will stop waiting for him, Indra will let go." Indra said to his mother.

After saying that Indra just sobbed with her crying.

"Hiks.... Hicks...." Isak Indra held tightness in his chest. I can't imagine what it would be like until that happens. Will he survive or will he have to end his life? Just imagining it just makes Indra's chest tight especially if all that becomes reality. He doesn't know what he's going to do next.

" My poor son, be patient dear Mama is sure you will get happiness after this, you will find a woman who makes your day colored by love, Mama always pray for what is best for you." Mama Merina hugged her son. It was accompanied by both cries. The two of them hugged each other as if trying to strengthen each other. Sometimes they wipe away tears, which can no longer be contained. How sad and painful it would be to lose someone we love, right? That's what Indra feels right now.

"Mama will bring the girl before you as soon as possible dear, Mama will make Him your life companion, who will accept you as you are. Only he will accompany you in joy and sorrow, and of course He will make you happy. Mama, I think you've suffered enough all this time, son. Forgive Mama for not making you happy." Mama Merina's promise in her heart.

" Fairly dear.. It has been enough of your sadness so far, if indeed you really want to forget it, Mama will soon introduce you to the girl that Mama chose, Mama hope this time you want to fulfill the wishes of Mama dear, Mama, Mama promised you that she will always make you happy and accept you for who you are, the girl you choose has the same nature as the girl you dream of, trust me you won't regret it if you accept being your wife, son." Mama Merina convinced her son.

" Indra doesn't think there Ma." Indra Sahut.

" But you have to try it baby, at least meet him first you decide." Mama Meri

" Who is Ma?" Indra asked still in her Mom's arms.

Indra looked up at her Mama's eyes. Mama took off her embrace and cupped Indra's face with both hands.

" Whoever that girl, Mama really hope you can accept it, Mama hopes a lot for you this time Ndra, Mama has not been able to see you slumped all this time dear.. Mama wants you to be happy, promise me that you'll always be happy after this, even if the worst possibility isn't with the girl you love." Pinta Mama Merina makes Indra's face look moody.

Mama Merina was unsure whether her plan would succeed or fail. Is the girl willing to grant his request or not? He could only pray, that He would accept the love of his son and make his son happy.

" But Ma..." Before Indra continued his words, Mama Meri had already cut it first.

" They just want to with my money Ma, I don't want to be with a girl like that, I'm sure no one really sincerely accepts me, let alone accompany a disabled man like me." Indra psymis said as she stood up.

" You have to be optimistic baby, Mama will bring Him before you soon, soon." Excited Mama stroking Indra's cheeks.

" Meet her, Mama leave the decision to you, Mama won't force you to accept it, but Mama forced you to meet her, you understand?" Said Mama Meri.

" But Ma...." Not yet finished Indra filed his protest, Mama Merina walked out of Indra's room.

He was unable to see his son even traumatize him. Though everything has not been started, Why does Indra seem to lose before the war? Why does Indra always close itself? He does not let anyone into the scope of his life. And when will all this happen? Will Indra be like this forever?

After the departure of Mama Meri, Indra pondered in her room while sitting down looking down into her feelings. How will his life be going forward. Whether he should accept his mother's choice or he should fight for her love for the woman he has loved since childhood..

"Is this the end of my wait? Even from the beginning I realized that there was no way we could be with Ki, should I let you go and accept another woman to be my life companion? In my heart there is only your name... ZASCIA AZZAHRA... I hope there will be a miracle of God that will unite us. And if that happens what should I do? Should I force you to stand by me for the rest of your life? I can't even protect myself how can I protect you? Should I drag you into my life full of flaws? I'm really in a dilemma to think about all this, I don't want to make your life suffer because I'm ashamed to have a husband like me, but my life is empty without you, I can't live without you..... What does my heart really want? I doubt living my own life, what should I do? On the other hand I want to live with the person I love, but on the other hand, I don't want to make him suffer by living with a disabled man like me, he will get scorned by many people, he said, he's going to be the month of the month of the people just like when we were in school.... Dear God, please show me your way, the way in which I can live happily with the woman I love." Indra said in his heart.

After all, Indra felt tired and wanted to forget this pain and sorrow. He wants to forget the harsh reality that He has received so far. Unknowingly Indra laid his body on the bed. He fell asleep into a beautiful dreamland. He hoped that there would be rainbows after the rain that hit him all this time...

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